with a powerful erection. Awake, I couldn’t recapture the 4
ardor of my dreams. And without passion there was no 5
desire for the consummation of my lust.
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“Mr. Blakey?” She had come in behind me while I 7
watched her assistant and thought of her.
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“Oh,” I said. “Hi, Narciss.”
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“Hello, Geraldo,” she said, having satisfied her social 10
obligation with me. “Have you been here long?”
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“Not long,” the godling reported to his muse. He was 12
holding up a terrible painting done by my aunt Blythe.
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“Is this really worth the film?”
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“We’ll do the paintings first,” she said. “And after that 15
the clothes and then the hard objects.”
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The crestfallen look on Geraldo’s face was worth a 17
whole week of hard labor.
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“Excuse us, Mr. Blakey, but we’re going to be working 19
in here for a while.”
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“If you call me Charles, I’ll let you alone.”
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She smiled without answering and I left, grinning 22
broadly at the sour-faced Geraldo.
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book but wanting a drink. The book was about a prince S 27
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magical kingdom to mundane Earth. There were agents 2
trying to kill him, but in his confused state he couldn’t 3
understand why. I liked the story because I often felt like 4
that, like I was being persecuted but didn’t know why.
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Why was I alive and seeing and thinking and dreaming if 6
everything was just stoplights and televisions, tests and 7
failures, red wine and death?
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