'Rawlins,' came a voice from the small office at the back of the hangar.
'There you go,' Dupree said.
I walked toward the man who had called me. The office he stood before was a prefabricated green shell, more like a tent than a room. Benny kept his desk in there and only went in himself to meet with the bosses or to fire one of the men. He called me in there four days before to tell me that Champion couldn't use men that didn't give 'a little extra.'
'Mr. Giacomo,' I said. We shook but there was no friendliness in it.
Benny was shorter than I but he had broad shoulders and big hands. His salt-and-pepper hair had once been jet black and his skin color was darker than many mulattos I'd known. But Benny was a white man and I was a Negro. He wanted me to work hard for him and he needed me to be grateful that he allowed me to work at all. His eyes were close-set so he looked intent. His shoulders were slightly hunched, which made him seem like an advancing boxer.
'Easy,' he said.
We went into the shell and he pointed at a chair. He took a seat behind the desk, kicked his foot up on it, and lit a cigarette.
'Dupree says that you want back on the job, Easy.'
I was thinking that Benny probably had a bottle of rye in the bottom drawer of his desk.
'Sure, Mr. Giacomo, you know I need this job to eat.' I concentrated on keeping my head erect. I wasn't going to bow down to him.
'Well, you know that when you fire somebody you have to stick to your guns. The men might get to thinkin' that I'm weak if I take you back.'
'So what am I doin' here?' I said to his face.
He leaned farther back in his chair and hunched his large shoulders. 'You tell me.'
'Dupree said that you would give me my job back.'
'I don't know who gave him the authority to say that. All I said was that I'd be glad to talk to you if you had something to say. Do you have something to say?'
I tried to think about what Benny wanted. I tried to think of how I could save face and still kiss his ass. But all I could really think about was that other office and that other white man. DeWitt Albright had his bottle and his gun right out there in plain view. When he asked me what I had to say I told him; I might have been a little nervous, but I told him anyway. Benny didn't care about what I had to say. He needed all his children to kneel down and let him be the boss. He wasn't a businessman, he was a plantation boss; a slaver.
'Well, Easy?'
'I want my job back, Mr. Giacomo. I need to work and I do a good job.'
'Is that all?'
'No, that's not all. I need money so that I can pay my mortgage and eat. I need a house to live in and a place to raise children. I need to buy clothes so I can go to the pool hall and to church …'
Benny put his feet down and made to rise. 'I have to get back to my job, Easy …'
'That's Mr. Rawlins!' I said as I rose to meet him. 'You don't have to give me my job back but you have got to treat me with respect.'
'Excuse me,' he said. He made to go past me but I was blocking his way.
'I said, you have got to treat me with respect. Now I call you Mr. Giacomo because that's your name. You're no friend to me and I got no reason to be disrespectful and call you by your first name.' I pointed at my chest. 'My name is Mr. Rawlins.'
He balled his fists and looked down at my chest the way a fighter does. But I think he heard the quaver in my voice. He knew that one or two of us would be broken up if he tried to go through me. And who knows? Maybe he realized that he was in the wrong.
'I'm sorry, Mr. Rawlins,' he smiled at me. 'But there are no openings right now. Maybe you could come back in a few months, when production on the new fighter line begins.'
With that he motioned for me to leave his office. I went without another word.
I looked around for Dupree but he was nowhere to be seen, not even at his station. That surprised me but I was too happy to worry about him. My chest was heaving and I felt as if I wanted to laugh out loud. My bills were paid and it felt good to have stood up for myself. I had a notion of freedom when I walked out to my car.
I was home by noon. The street was empty and the neighborhood was quiet. There was a dark Ford parked across the street from my house. I remember thinking that a bill collector was making his rounds. Then I laughed to myself because all my bills were paid well in advance. I was a proud man that day; my fall wasn't far behind.
As I was closing the gate to the front yard I saw the two white men getting out of the Ford. One was tall and skinny and he was wearing a dark blue suit. The other one was my height and three times my girth. He had on a wrinkled tan suit that had greasy spots here and there.
The men strode quickly in my direction but I just turned slowly and walked toward my door.
