‘I have to ask about something that is perhaps unpleasantly intimate,’ Harry said.
Wilhelm shook his head as he washed down the food with wine.
‘The more intimate, the less unpleasant, Harry. Remember, I’m an artist.’
‘Fine.’
Harry took another gulp of coffee to give himself a mental run-up.
‘We found traces of excrement and blood under Lisbeth’s nail. Preliminary analyses match your blood group. I would like to know if we need to run a DNA test on it.’
Wilhelm stopped chewing, put the index finger of his right hand against his lips and stared pensively into the air.
‘No,’ he said. ‘You don’t need to bother.’
‘So her finger has been in contact with your… excrement.’
‘We made love the night before she disappeared. We make love every night. We would have made love during the day too, if it hadn’t been so hot in the flat.’
‘And then…’
‘You’re wondering if we practise postillioning?’
‘Eh…?’
‘If she fingerfucks me up the backside? As often as she can. But carefully. Like sixty per cent of Norwegian men of my age, I have haemorrhoids. That was why Lisbeth never let her nails grow too long. Do you practise postillioning, Harry?’
Harry choked on his coffee.
‘On yourself or with others?’ Wilhelm asked.
‘You should, Harry. As a man especially. Letting yourself be penetrated touches on absolutely fundamental things. If you dare, you will discover that you have a much greater emotional range than you imagine. If you clench up, you close others out and yourself in. But by opening yourself, making yourself vulnerable and showing trust, you quite literally give others the chance to come inside you.’
Wilhelm was waving his fork around.
‘Of course, it is not without risk. They can destroy you, cut you up from the inside. But they can also love you. And then you embrace all their love, Harry. It’s yours. We say that the man takes possession of the woman during sexual intercourse, but is that true? Who takes possession of whose sex? Think about it, Harry.’
Harry thought about it.
‘It’s the same for artists. We have to open up, make ourselves vulnerable, let them in. To have the chance of being loved we have to take a chance on being destroyed inside. We’re talking about serious high-risk sports, Harry. I’m glad I don’t dance any more.’
As Wilhelm smiled, two tears rolled down – one from each eye in turn – in a jerky parallel slalom down his cheeks where they disappeared into his beard.
‘I miss her, Harry.’
Harry concentrated on the tablecloth. He considered whether he should leave, but stayed put.
Wilhelm pulled out a handkerchief and blew his nose with a loud trumpeting sound before he poured the rest of the bottle of wine into his glass.
‘I don’t wish to impose myself, Harry, but when I said you looked sorry for yourself I realised that you always look sorry for yourself. Is it a woman?’
Harry fidgeted with his coffee cup.
‘Several?’
Harry was going to give an answer that would fend off further questions, but something made him change his mind. He nodded.
Wilhelm raised his glass.
‘It’s always women. Have you noticed that? Whom did you lose?’
Harry looked at Wilhelm. There was something in the expression of the bearded producer, a pained sincerity, an unguarded openness he recognised and which said he could trust him.
‘My mother fell ill and died when I was young,’ Harry said.
‘And you miss her?’
‘Yes.’
‘But there are several, aren’t there?’
Harry hunched his shoulders.
‘Six months ago a female colleague of mine was killed. Rakel, my girl…’
Harry paused.
‘Yes?’
‘This is hardly of any interest.’
‘I guess we’ve got to the heart of the matter,’ Wilhelm sighed. ‘You’re going your separate ways.’
‘We aren’t. She is. I’m trying to make her change her mind.’
‘Aha. And why does she want to go?’
‘Because I am the way I am. It’s a long story, but the short version is that I am the problem. And she would like me to be different.’
‘Do you know what? I’ve got an idea. Take her to my production.’
‘Why?’
‘Because My Fair Lady is based on a Greek myth about the sculptor Pygmalion, who falls in love with one of his sculptures, the beautiful Galatea. He begs Venus to bring the statue to life so that he can marry her, and his prayer is heard. The performance will perhaps show Rakel what can happen when you try to change another person.’
‘That it goes wrong?’
‘On the contrary. Pygmalion, in the form of Professor Higgins, is entirely successful in his intentions in My Fair Lady. I only put on shows that have happy endings. That’s my motto in life. If there is no happy ending, I make one.’
Harry shook his head and gave a lopsided smile.
‘Rakel is not trying to change me. She’s a smart woman. She’ll go her own way instead.’
‘Something tells me that she wants you back. I’ll send you two tickets for opening night.’
Wilhelm signalled to the waiter for the bill.
‘What on earth makes you think she wants me back?’ Harry asked. ‘You don’t know anything about her.’
‘You’re right. I’m talking rubbish. White wine with brunch is a good idea, but only in theory. I’m drinking more than I should at the moment. My apologies.’
The waiter came with the bill. Wilhelm signed it without even looking and asked him to put it with the others. The waiter left.
‘Taking a woman to a play on opening night with top-class tickets can never go completely awry, though.’ Wilhelm smiled. ‘Believe me; I have tested this one out thoroughly.’
Wilhelm’s smile reminded Harry of his father’s sad, resigned smile, the smile of a man looking backwards because that’s where the things that made him smile were.
‘Thank you very much, but -’
‘No buts. If nothing else, it’s a pretext for you to ring her if you’re not on speaking terms at the moment. Let me send you the two tickets, Harry. I think Lisbeth would have liked it. And Toya’s improving. It’ll be a good production.’
Harry fidgeted with the tablecloth.
‘Let me think about it.’
‘Excellent. I’ll get things moving before I go for a nap.’ Wilhelm got up.
‘By the way.’ Harry put his hand in his jacket pocket. ‘We found this symbol near two of the other crimes. It’s called a devil’s star. Can you remember if you’ve seen it anywhere after Lisbeth disappeared?’
Wilhelm studied the photograph.
‘Can’t say that I have, no.’
Harry put his hand out for the photo.
‘Wait a moment.’ Wilhelm peered again while scratching his beard.
