”So,“ Jill said, ”it’s Susan, isn’t it?“
Susan nodded.
”Aren’t you on the show in some way or other?“
”Yes,“ Susan said with a big sunny smile. ”I’m the technical consultant.“
We were walking toward the Common. The crowds on Charles Street were in the spirit of the season. People were angry and sullen and tired as they shoved past each other carrying shopping bags. Sweaty in their winter clothing, they packed into the small trendy shops and bumped each other with their packages.
”What’s that mean?“ Jill said.
Susan was wearing a black leather jacket and black jeans. The jeans were tucked into some low-heeled soft leather cobalt boots that wrinkled fashionably around her ankles. Next to her Jill Joyce looked maybe just a trifle silly.
”I’m a psychotherapist,“ Susan said, ”and I offer suggestions to make the show more authentic.“
”You’re a shrink?“
”Un huh.“
”You’re a doctor?“
”I have a Ph.D. in psychology.“
We reached the corner of Beacon Street.
”Up to the left,“ I said, ”is the State House. That’s the Common there, and on the other side of Charles is the Public Garden.“
The trees on the Common were strung with Christmas lights. It was bright with them at night, though it was hard to see now. The Common was snow covered, and full of people crisscrossing its walks in bright clothing. At a distance they looked cheery. The white snow and the dark trees made a bright contrast to the predominant red brick tones of Beacon Hill that rose along our side of the Common and slanted down Park Street behind it. The steeple of the Park Street Church gestured over the rise of the Common, against the blue winter sky. Two hundred years ago they’d hidden gunpowder in its cellar
”I want a drink,“ Jill said.
”I can see why,“ I said. ”It’s nearly three hours since breakfast.
“I don’t give a fuck what time it is,” Jill said. “When I feel like a drink I feel like a drink.”
“Want some lunch with that?” I said.
“Maybe I do, maybe I don’t,” Jill said.
We walked across the Public Garden to the new Four Seasons Hotel and sat at a table near the bar. Jill had a glass of white wine. Susan and I had club soda. Jill drank a gulp of white wine, took out a cigarette and leaned toward me. I didn’t have a match and there weren’t any on the table. I shrugged and spread my hands.
Jill said, “We’ll get some from the waitress.”
The waitress spotted our dilemma and brought over a book of matches before I could ask her. I took them and lit Jill’s cigarette. Jill took a long drag, exhaled, swallowed some more wine. The bar was nearly empty at twenty to noon. It was sprawling and low with many sofas and little tables. The lighting was dim. There were times when a quiet bar early in the day is nearly perfect. Jill finished her wine.
“Get me another,” she said.
“No. I perform heroic feats if you are threatened. But I don’t fetch things.”
“You get me one,” she said and pointed her chin at Susan.
“I’ll see if I can get the waitress,” Susan said pleasantly.
Again the waitress was alert. She had nothing else to do. And she was over with Jill’s second wine almost at once.
“So.” Jill had a third of her second glass inside her. She sprawled back in her chair and rested her head and looked along her nose at me. “You don’t fetch things.”
I shook my head. “You usually bring your girlfriend along when you’re protecting someone?”
“If she’ll come,” I said.
Jill got that crafty, you-have-fallen-in-my-trap look that drunks get at the right point in their drinking.
“So if someone tries to kill us, who will you protect first?” she said.
“Susan,” I said.
Jill started to speak and stopped and stared at me. “You son of a bitch,” she said, finally, and drank the rest of her wine. The waitress knew she had a live one and was right there for the refill.
“The point is it isn’t likely to work out that way,” I said. “I don’t think someone will try to kill us. If there’s trouble, it will be directed at you. Susan will get out of the way, and I’ll explode into action.”
“But you’d save her first, ahead of me?”
“Yeah.”
Jill twirled her wineglass slowly by the stem. Now that she had some in her, and more available, she could afford to take it slow. Her eyes were fixed on me. Susan sat quietly, listening, interested as she always was about everything. Two couples with plaid pants and cameras came into the bar and sat at the far side from us. One of the
