Women and children are starving.
Just past two-thirty, Sachs and Dr. Wellsley came out of the Varsity Theatre. They strolled back to the corner of Franklin and Columbus.
The half-block walk seemed to take ten minutes. They ducked inside the ever-popular Spanky's, where they had a late lunch.
“Isn't this sweet. Young love,” Kate said with a hiss in her voice.
“Damn him. And damn her, too. Damn Spanky's for giving them food and grog.” They sat near the front window inside the restaurant. On purpose? They held hands at their table and kissed a few times. Casanova the Lover? A lunchtime tryst with another professor? None of it made any sense yet.
At three-thirty they left Spanky's restaurant and walked the half-block back to the message board. They kissed again, but this time with more restraint, and finally parted. Sachs drove back to his house in Hope Valley. Wick Sachs was definitely playing with us. His own game, for his own private pleasure.
Rat and cat.
Alex Cross 2 - Kiss the Girls
CHAPTER 84.
KATE AND I decided to have a late supper at a place called Frog and the Redneck in downtown Durham. She said we had to have a couple of hours' break from the action. I knew she was right.
Kate wanted to go home first, and asked me to call for her in a couple of hours. I wasn't prepared for the Kate who opened the door of her apartment. It wasn't Kate's usual has couture look. She had on a beige linen sheath with a flowered blouse worn as a jacket. Her long brown hair was tied back with a bright yellow scarf.
“My Sunday-go-to-eatin' clothes,” Kate said with a conspiratorial wink.
“Except I can never afford to go out to eat on my post-med-school budget. Occasionally KFC or Arby's.” “You have a hot date tonight?” I asked her in my usual kidding tone. I wondered who was kidding whom, though.
She casually took my arm in the crook of hers. “As a matter of fact, maybe I do. You look nice tonight. Very dashing, very cool.” I had abandoned my usual has couture look, too. I'd decided on dashing and cool instead.
I don't remember much about the car ride to the Durham restaurant, except that we talked all the way. We never had any trouble talking. I don't exactly remember the meal, except that it was very good regional continental grub. I have the recollection of Muscovy duck, of blueberries and plums in whipped cream.
What I remember most clearly is Kate sitting with one arm propped on the table, her face resting easily on the back of her hand. A very nice picture-portrait. I remember Kate taking off the yellow scarf at one point during dinner. “Too much,” she said and grinned.
“I have a new pet theory, theory du jour, about the two of us. I think it's right. Do you want to hear it?” she asked me. She was in a good mood, in spite of the harrowing and frustrating investigation. We both were.
“Nah,” said the wise guy in me, the part afraid of too much in the way of emotions. Lately, anyway.
Kate wisely ignored me and went on with her theory. “I'll start ... Alex, we're both really, really afraid of attachments right now in our lives. That's obvious. We're both too afraid, I think.” She was carefully leading the way. She sensed this was difficult territory for me, and she was right.
I sighed. I didn't know if I wanted to get into any of this right now, but I plunged ahead. “Kate, I haven't told you much about Maria ... We were very much in love when she died. It was like that between us for six years. This isn't selective memory on my part. I used to tell myself, ”God I'm unbelievably lucky I found this person.“ Maria felt the same way.” I smiled. “Or so she told me. So yes, I am afraid of attachments. Mostly I'm afraid of losing someone I love that much again.” “I'm afraid of losing someone else, too, Alex,” Kate said in a soft voice. I could barely hear her words. Sometimes she seemed shy, and it was touching. “There's a magical line in The Pawnbroker, magical to me, anyway. ”Everything I loved was taken away from me, and I did not die.'
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I took her hand and kissed it lightly. I felt an overwhelming tenderness toward Kate at that moment. “I know the line,” I said.
I could see anxiety in her dark brown eyes. Maybe we both needed to take this thing forward, whatever was beginning to happen between us, whatever the risks might be.
“Can I tell you something else? One more true confession that doesn't come easily? This is a bad one,” she said.
“I want to hear it. Of course I do. Anything you want to tell me.” “I'm afraid I'm going to die just like my sisters, that I'll get cancer, too. At my age, I'm a medical time bomb. Oh, Alex, I'm afraid to get close to someone, and then get sick on them.” Kate let out a long, deep breath. It was obviously a hard thing for her to say.
We held hands for a long time in the restaurant. We sipped port wine.
We were both a little quiet, letting powerful new feelings wash over us, getting used to them.
After dinner we went back to her apartment in Chapel Hill. The first thing I did was to check around for uninvited houseguests. I had tried to talk her into a hotel room during the car ride, but, as usual, Kate said no. I remained paranoid about Casanova and his games.
“You're so damn stubborn,” I told her as we both checked all the doors and windows.
“Fiercely independent is a much better description,” Kate countered.
