‘All right,’ said George, ‘break off. No use going on like this, leave me alone with her.’
He got up from his chair and went to the window of the living-room, and stood staring out vaguely through a mist, as though he had been wearing glasses and steamed them opaque with the heat of his own exhaustion. Sweat ran, slowly and heavily, between his shoulder-blades. Who would have thought she had the strength in her to resist and resist and resist, fending off solicitude as implacably as reproaches? She looked so fragile that you’d have thought she could be broken in the hands; and it seemed she was indestructible and immovable.
He heard them get up obediently and leave the room, Price first with his note-book, that had nothing in it but a record of unanswered questions, then Sergeant Grocott, light-footed, closing the door gently behind him. Mrs Beck had not moved from the chair by the couch.
‘Alone,’ said George.
‘I have a right to be present. Annet is my daughter. If she wants me—’
‘Ask her,’ he said without turning his head, ‘if she wants you.’
‘It’s all right, Mother,’ said Annet, breaking her silence for the third time in two hours. Once she had said: ‘Good morning!’ and once: ‘I’m sorry!’ but after that nothing more. ‘Please!’ she said now. ‘Mr Felse has a right. And I don’t mind.’
The chair shrieked offence on the polished floor. Mrs Beck withdrew; the door closed again with a frigid click, and George and Annet were alone in the room.
He went back to her, and drew a chair close to the studio couch on which she was ensconced in the protective ceremony of convalescence. Mrs Beck, surely, had arranged the tableau, to disarm, to afflict him with a sense of guilt and inhibit him from hectoring her daughter. He doubted if Annet had even noticed. Silent, pale and withdrawn, the small, painful frown fixed on her brow as though she agonised without respite at a problem no one else could help her to solve, she looked full at him while she denied him, as though she saw him from an infinite distance but with particular clarity. Bereft even of her fantasy wedding ring, she clung at least to her silence, an absolute silence now.
‘Annet, listen to me. We know you were there. We’ve got a firm identification of you from two witnesses now. And your ring came from the dead man’s stock. All this is fact. Established. Nobody’s going to shake it now. We know there was a man with you. We know you waited for him on the corner. We know the exact time, and it fits in with the medical estimate of the time the old man died. This is murder. An inoffensive old man, who’d never done anything to you, who didn’t even know you. Who’d never seen his murderer before. Just a chance victim, because the time was right and the street was empty, and there was money just being checked up in the till. A quick profit, and what’s a life or so in the cause? That’s not you, Annet. I know society is dull and censorious and often wrong, I know its values aren’t always the highest. But if you diverge from its standards, it surely isn’t going to be for lower ones. There’s only one thing you can do now, and only one side on which you can range yourself. Tell me what happened. Tell me the whole story.’
She shook her head, very slightly, her eyes wide and steady upon his face. She let him take her hands and hold them, tightly and warmly; her fingers even seemed to accept his clasp with more than a passive consent. But she said nothing.
‘Have I to tell it to you? I believe I can, and not be far out. You were coming past the shop together, maybe the old man was just putting the mesh gate across, ready to close. Your companion stopped suddenly, and told you to wait for him. Probably you were surprised, probably you wanted to go with him, but he wouldn’t let you. He stood you on the corner, well out of earshot of what he intended to do, and told you he was going to buy you something, and it was to be a surprise. And you did what he wanted, because you wanted nothing else in the world but to do everything he wanted, because all your will was never to deny him anything. And maybe what he intended, then, was only robbery, if he hadn’t hit too hard. Frightened boys turning violent for the first time frequently do.’
The hands imprisoned in his suddenly plunged and struggled in their confinement for an instant. Her face shook, and was still again.
‘I know,’ said George, sick with pity. ‘I told you, none of this goes with you, nothing except your loving him. That happens, who can blame you for that? Personally, I don’t think you knew a thing about either robbery or murder until I sprang it on you last night. He came back to you and gave you the ring, and so much of you was concentrated on that – as a gift and a promise, as a kind of private sacrament – that if he was agitated or uneasy you didn’t notice it. He hurried you away, and all you knew was that he’d bought you a wedding ring, on impulse, on a sentimental impulse at that, with money he couldn’t really afford. A sweet, silly thing to do. But he left Jacob Worral dead or dying in the back room, switched off the shop lights and drew the gate to across the doorway. And nobody saw him. Nobody knows who he is. Nobody but you, Annet.’
He had got so far when he saw that she was crying, with the extraordinary tranquillity of despair, her face motionless, the tears gathering heavily in her dilated eyes, and overflowing slowly down her cheeks. No convulsive struggle with her grief, she sat still and let it possess her, aware of the uselessness of all movement and all sound.
‘Surely you see that the best thing you can do, ultimately, even for him, is tell me the whole story. Who is he, this young man of yours? Oh, he loved you very much – I know! He wanted to be with you, to give you things, because he loved you. He wanted more than a stolen week-end, he wanted to take you away with him for good. But he had to have money to make that possible. A lot of money. And he took what he thought was a chance, when it offered. But think what his state must be now, Annet! Do you think it’s enviable to be a murderer? Even the kind that gets away with it? Think about it, Annet!’
And maybe she did think about it; she sat gazing at him great-eyed, perhaps unaware of the tears that coursed slowly down her face, but she never spoke. She listened, she understood, there was a communication, of that he had no doubt; but it was still one-sided. He could not make her speak.
‘If you love him,’ said George, very gently and simply, ‘and I think you do, you’ll want to do the best for him, and save him from the worst. And being convicted, even dying, isn’t necessarily the worst, you know.’
The word passed into her with a sharp little jerk and quiver, like a poisoned dart, but it did not startle her.
‘You see, I’m not lying to you. This is capital murder, and we both know it. It may not come to that extremity; but it could. But even so, Annet, if it were me, I’d rather pay than run. You can’t save him now from killing, but you can spare him the remembering and hiding and running, the lying down with his dead man every night, and getting up with him every morning—’
Still she kept her silence, all she had left; but she bowed forward suddenly out of her tranced grief, felt towards George’s shoulder with nuzzling cheek and brow, and let herself lie against him limp and weary, her closed eyelids hidden on his breast. He gathered both her hands into one of his, slipped the other arm round her gently, and held her as long as she cared to rest so. He made no use of the contact to persuade or move her; the compassion and respect he felt for her put it clean out of his power.
