The clock behind the bar began to chime with an unexpected, silvery sound.
“Time! ” called the barman, pitching his voice on the same mellifluous note. “Time, gentlemen, please!”
She spent an unnecessary few minutes in the cloakroom, tidying her hair and repairing her lipstick, not so much to escape from him as to give him every chance to escape from her if he wanted to. Men are much more likely than women to repent of having said too much and stripped themselves too naked, and it might well be that now, having unloaded the worst of his burden, he would prefer to make off into the darkness and never see or think of her again. But when she stepped out from the lighted doorway, under the silver stars of the sign, he was there waiting for her, a slender, tense shadow beside the low chain fence of the car park. She felt no surprise and no uneasiness.
“Have you got transport? Then may I give you a lift home?”
“It’s out of your way,” she said equably. “I live in Comerford, and I imagine you’re heading for the M.6.”
“It won’t add more than three miles to the distance. And there’s nobody waiting for me,” he said tightly. She was growing used to that tone, but it still puzzled her, because for all its muted desperation it was strangely innocent of self-pity.
“Then if you don’t mind going round that way, I should be glad to ride with you.” Why not? All he wanted was to warm his hands at this tiny fire for a few minutes longer. And she could take care of herself. She was a mature woman, self-reliant and well-balanced, she was not afraid to venture nearer to another person, not afraid that she would not be able to control the relationship, even extricate herself from it if the need arose. She was old enough to be able to offer him the companionship he needed, and not have it mistaken for something else.
His hand touched her arm punctiliously as they walked across to the car, but he kept the touch light and tentative, as if mortally afraid of damaging the grain of comfort he had got out of her. The broad space of tarmac was emptying fast, the last few cars peeling off in turn between the white posts of the exit. Soon they would have the night to themselves on the dark country road into Comerford.
“Here we are!”
He leaned to open the door for her, and closed it upon her as soon as she was settled. She was incorrigibly ignorant about cars, and worse, in the view of her family, she was completely incurious. Cars were a convenient means of getting from here to there, and sometimes they were beautiful in themselves, but they made no other impression upon her. This one was large but not new, and by no means showy, short on chrome but long on power under the bonnet, and he handled it as though he knew what to do with all the power he could get, and probably considerably more than he could afford. Bunty might have no mechanical sense at all, but she had an instinctive appreciation of competence.
“Have you very far to go?” she asked, watching the drawn profile beside her appearing and disappearing fitfully as they passed the last lights of the frontage and took the Comerford road.
“About three hundred miles. It won’t take me long. It’s a quicker run by night.”
“Maybe… but all the same I wish you’d go home to bed. I don’t feel happy about you setting off on a run like that, in the state you’re in.”
“There’s nothing the matter with my state. I’m not drunk,” he said defensively.
“I know you’re not. I didn’t mean that. But in any case, it isn’t going to be a very long week-end, is it, to be worth such a journey? It’s nearly Sunday already. And you did say there was no one waiting for you.” The silence beside her ached, but was not inimical. “Am I trespassing?” she asked simply.
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Abruptly she asked: “When did you last eat?” Astonished, he peered back into the recesses of his memory, and admitted blankly: “I don’t even know! Yes, wait… I did have a lunch… of sorts, anyhow. Opened a tin… one of those repulsive dinky grills.”
“Nothing since then?”
“No…I suppose not! I haven’t wanted anything.”
“No wonder you look sick,” she said practically. “You’d be wanting something before you got to the end of your journey, believe me. And those two whiskys will settle better with some food inside you. If Lennie hasn’t closed up his stall we’ll stop there and pick up some sandwiches or hot dogs for you, and a coffee.”
“I suppose,” he admitted, “it might be an idea.” The lights of Comerford winked ahead of them, orange stars against a moist black sky. Old Lennie’s coffee-stall always spent Saturday evening on the narrow forecourt before the old market cross, handy for the late crowds emerging from the Bingo hall and the billiard club. All the new estates and the commercial development lay at the other end of the town, and this approach across the little river might still have been leading them into the old, sprawling village the place had once been. A foursquare Baptist chapel, built a hundred years ago of pale grey brick, looked out across the water between pollarded trees. Once over the slight hump of the bridge, they could see the white van of the coffee-stall gilded by the street lamp above it, and with its own interior light still burning. The small, lame proprietor, hurt in a pit accident twenty-five years ago, was just clearing his counter.
“Pull in for a minute and drop me,” ordered Bunty, “and I’ll see what he’s got left. We can’t park here, but we can turn down by the riverside and find a place there for you to eat in peace.”
She was back in a minute or two with two paper bags and a waxed carton of coffee.
“It’s a good thing Lennie knows me so well, he wouldn’t have opened up again for everybody, not after he’s cashed up.”
The old man had come limping out from his stall to close the shutter, and stood looking after his customer now with candid curiosity, watching her tuck her long legs into a strange car, beside a strange young man. He stood stolidly gazing, with no pretence at other preoccupations, as the car took the right-hand turn that would bring it down towards the park and the riverside gardens.
“This is all right, anywhere here. This is only a loop road, it brings us back to the main one just before the lights. We shan’t be in anyone’s way here, there won’t be much traffic at this time of night.”
There were no houses along here, and hence no homeless cars parked overnight outside them, an inevitable phenomenon in every urbanisation. He halted the car with its hub-caps brushing the overgrown grass under the trees. A narrow path and a box hedge separated them from the park on this near side, and across the road, beyond
