he should, then that must be fulfilled.
When he had left the
“My father has sent for me, Isabel, and I may be away from you for a long time.”
She turned to him and, as that control which she had taught herself broke suddenly, she laid her face against his shoulder and began to cry quietly.
Philip was deeply moved, as he always was by a display of affection toward himself. “Isabel,” he said. “Isabel … my love.”
She spoke fiercely against the Emperor. “But why should you go? You are needed here. Are
He stroked her hair; he dared not speak for fear of showing her his distress.
Little Garcia came and stood before them, looking wonderingly at his mother. “What ails her, Father?” he asked.
Philip took the boy on to his knee. The baby stopped kicking as he lay on his cushions. When he saw their tears he let out a loud wail.
His mother went to him and picked him up; she sat with him on her knee, hiding her own grief in her effort to comfort the child.
“Father,” insisted Garcia, “what is wrong, then?”
His mother answered for Philip. “It is nothing to be sad about. But … your father has to go away for a time.”
“For a long time?”
“It will not be longer than I can help,” said Philip.
“You will come back soon,” said the boy.
They sat for a while in silence, the boy looking from the face of one parent to the other’s. The baby put out a fat hand and grasped at a bright ornament on his father’s doublet.
It seemed to Philip a scene of charming domesticity, saddened only by his impending departure. Oh, how happy he might have been had he not been born the Prince of Spain!
His departure took some of the merrymaking out of the revels, for even to the people in the streets he was the beloved Prince. The Emperor might be a foreigner, but Philip was one of themselves; they liked his quiet dignity, his Spanish haughtiness; they had never heard of any indiscretion on his part, and even his love affair with Isabel Osorio was conducted with decorum, and it was said—and all believed this—that Philip behaved like a respectably married man in his relationship with Dona Isabel, whereas his father’s love affairs were mainly with foreign women.
Still, if they loved their Prince, they also loved merrymaking, and what good could they do by grieving?
On that October day, as Philip left Valladolid followed by a magnificent retinue to ride through Aragon and Catalonia, the people lined the streets and cried Godspeed and a quick return.
One woman watched him from her window. She held up her elder son that he might see his father, for she knew, though she did not tell the boy this, that it would be a year or two before they saw Philip again.
Was Philip aware of them as he rode past Isabel’s house? She knew that he was, and she knew that he longed to turn and take one last look at the house in which he had known great happiness. But he did not turn his head to look. Not for one instant, however great the provocation, would he forget the decorum due to his rank.
Yet he had taken a public farewell of Carlos. He had lifted the sullen boy up that the crowds might see him, and he had solemnly kissed the unresponding lips. Carlos had enjoyed the ceremony, caring nothing for his father’s departure.
Philip had said to him when they were alone: “I shall not see you for a long time, Carlos. I want you to promise me to be good and try to learn your lessons.”
Carlos had said nothing; he merely gave his father that long, cunning stare.
“You must be good, my son, for, with your grandfather and your father away from Spain, you have a special duty to your people. You must show an example to all.”
The boy continued to scowl; he did not like this talk of being good.
“You must make the people love you. You must, by your behavior, win the respect of your grandfather and father.”
Then Carlos spoke. “Juana loves him. Juana loves the little one.”
Philip rode through Catalonia to the Bay of Rosas, where Admiral Doria met him with fifty-five galleys and many sailing ships; and Doria fell on his knees before the Prince and, with tears streaming down his cheeks, cried: “Now, O Lord, let thy servant depart in peace, for his eyes have seen Thy salvation.” Philip knew that the emotion of Doria was genuine; to him the Prince was like a god; and the Admiral reflected the mood of the entire Spanish nation.
This was gratifying indeed. His people—the Spanish—loved him; not as he craved to be loved, but as a ruler; his manners, which repelled in private, pleased in public. He had this devotion and he had the love of Isabel and their children to sustain him. Should he not be gratified?
But whatever he had, he would never forget that first he was a Prince, and, as he listened to the compliments that were showered upon him, as he heard the cheers of the people, he could not shut out of his mind the memory