CHAPTER 42
When I came round I was unable to move or see. Sneaking consciousness without light is a strange experience.
I slowly became aware that my hands and legs were both tied. The little movement that I could make with my fingers confirmed I was lashed to a chair. My head was covered, not just my eyes. A hood, maybe a pillowcase.
I listened.
Nothing. No voices, no breathing, no movement. Then, from further away, maybe through a wall, I heard raised voices but could make nothing out.
Long, long periods of silence broken only by the occasional distant shout of complaint.
I was calm. Cold. Waiting for what had to come.
This wasn’t part of the plan. Far from it. I’d deal with it though. So be it. Bring it on.
I slept on and off.
Much as I fought it, tiredness and even boredom washed over the adrenalin and I slipped away for a while. I woke now and again to hear offstage cries, reality and dreams mashing away time, snoozing through a nightmare that was almost certainly of my own making.
When a door slammed and people walked into the room, snapping me awake, I had no way of knowing how long I had sat tied to that chair but the aches in my bones and the lack of feeling in my fingers and limbs told me that it was long enough. I could see no light through whatever was tied over my head so it could have been night or day.
I stayed silent as I was grabbed then hauled, me and my chair pulled across the floor for some distance, one door then another closing behind us. I rocked to a halt, rough hands on my shoulders settling me. I breathed and waited again.
There were other people in that room. Not the ones who’d brought me there. Others almost certainly tied up like me. There was a raucous hubbub of voices, piping up angry, pleading and insistent. Something hard smacked against something else hard and the room fell silent.
‘Nobody speaks. Not one word.’
Immediately a voice jumped up somewhere to my left.
‘Fuck you!’
There was a swish of air, a crack and a roar of pain. After that no one spoke. Not one word.
We sat in silence for a few minutes. It probably wasn’t as long as it seemed but someone was letting us stew, letting the anticipation grow.
Then out of the hush came the sound of feet across the wooden floor, echoing round what appeared to be a big, empty space. Three short steps and the person stopped. A few seconds later there was a gasp. The gasp was followed by the sound of a blow then more silence.
The feet moved again, three steps and stop. No gasp this time, a lesson learned. It happened another twice. Three steps and a wait.
The steps were getting closer, very close. He was on the move again, three steps and stop. Echo echo echo. He stopped right in front of me.
I had counted four seconds when the hood around my head was loosened and pulled off. I blinked at the light and saw Alec Kirkwood standing in front me, his eyes boring into mine. I made sure my face registered confusion more than shock, trying to give off the fear of an innocent man.
Of course it was Kirkwood. It could only have been one of two people and although Strathclyde polis could be capable of the odd bit of unlicensed heavy-handedness, this didn’t really seem Narey’s style. It had to be Kirkwood. No brainer. Had to be.
I looked left and right, seeing seven other bodies tied to chairs as I was, each with a hood over their head, each hood with a rope looped round them. Whoever we were, we weren’t going to get to know the others. I was number five of seven ducks in a row. One of the ducks had a pool of piss at his feet. I caught a glance of a high window. Daylight.
Kirkwood put the hood back over my head, his eyes never leaving mine as the darkness closed over me again. He walked on, three short steps to the guy next to me. A wait then on to number six.
I wasn’t scared. Maybe I would have been if it was only me that had been hauled in there but the other hoods meant Kirkwood was on a fishing trip. A voice in my head told me that you can’t go fishing for ducks, it was fishing or it was ducks, it couldn’t be both. I told the voice to shut the fuck up.
If it was just me that was in there then I’d have been thinking that Ally McFarland had named me. I’d have been sure I was a dead man. Maybe I still wouldn’t have been scared. Kirky couldn’t kill a dead man, just torture him a bit. I could take that. Maybe I even deserved it.
Not scared, not for fear of what he could do to me anyway. Fear of being stopped, fear of not being able to finish what I’d started. Started so I’ll finish. No passes.
Lots of footsteps now, three maybe four people on the move. They were heading away from me, back down the line, back to duck number one. There was a scrape of a chair, a muffled protest and a cry of pain then the footsteps were heading off in another direction, dragging a chair and an extra pair of feet with them.
A door shut and there was silence in the room. The noises came from further off, softened by wood and brick but unmistakably the sounds of accusing voices and strangled screams. No noise in our room though, the good little ducks were quiet as mice. We listened and we waited our turn. We heard a man scream really loudly.
Kirkwood was fishing. He’d rounded up seven suspects from his shortlist of Spud killers. Maybe we weren’t even the first seven, maybe half of Glasgow had sat hooded in this room. I knew I’d asked too many questions, knew I’d pushed Ally to ask too much, knew that Kirky had looked deep into my eyes that day in the taxi office, knew my luck was on the run, knew he was coming for me, knew I was on his list. Knew I was not alone and that might just be my saving grace.
The feet came back into the room and hauled off another suspect on another chair and those of us that were left listened in distant silence, our ears straining to hear the fate of the departed. Judging by the noise that eventually came, his fate was not pleasant.
Fifteen minutes later and it was duck number three that was screaming loud and hard. I imagined Davie Stewart’s twisted smile as he happily carried out Kirkwood’s bidding. Eye? Ankle? Arse or knee? Take your pick, take a pick to it. Doing his worst, doing what he was best at. Suddenly the screaming stopped, the distant door opened and closed and I knew duck number four was shitting himself. He would have had absolutely no idea why he had been dragged here but he’d have had no doubt that he was next.
It seemed to take much, much longer until the near door opened for him though. Maybe it just seemed that way. Maybe the pain getting closer made time slow and stop like a watched kettle, like that boiling kettle that was poured over Hutton’s balls. Einstein called it relativity. The sitting ducks called it torture.
Then the door was open and the feet rushed in, hauling number four away, ignoring his pleas and dragging him out of the room. He had been the only thing standing between me and what was to come and now he was gone. I missed him.
I listened for the shouts and the screams but instead the feet came back. Long before I expected it. Arms were on me, pulling at me, cutting at the straps that held me and pinning my arms tight to my side. I was being dragged away quickly, rushing towards that near door, leaving the chair behind. But I wasn’t pulled into that room, wasn’t propped up in front of Kirkwood. It was taking too long, they were dragging me too far.
Then I heard a crash of wood against a wall and felt wind on my face. I was outside. Then just for a moment or two I was being shoved. I flew through the air a few feet and landed with a shot of sudden pain as the side of my head hit metal. I was back in the van, bodies moving beside me, quiet moans and fear reverberating. I could smell blood.
Within minutes the transit door had opened and closed twice, two more bodies being thrown inside. The second of them landed on my right leg jarring my knee violently against the floor. The van was thrown into gear and with a screech it took off, chucking its cargo around in the back.
