The Sparrow

'Yes. Second cousins, mostly.' Giuliani grinned as Reyes worked it out.

'I don't believe it. Mafia! They're Mafia, aren't they,' said Felipe, eyes bulging.

'Oh, goodness. I wouldn't say that. One never says that. Of course, I don't know for certain what their major source of income is,' Giuliani admitted, his voice dry and soft as flour, 'but I could take an educated guess.' He glanced at Felipe and very nearly laughed. 'And in any case, the Mafia is Sicilian. In Naples, it's the Camorra. Amounts to the same thing, I suppose,' he mused. 'Funny, isn't it. My grandfather and Emilio Sandoz's grandfather were in the same line of work. Sandoz reminds me a little of my grandfather, now that I think of it. He was also a charming man in his own element but very stiff and wary with people he didn't trust or was uncomfortable with. And I felt privileged to be a member of his inner circle. I'd have walked across hot coals for my grandfather. Coming about.'

Felipe was too dumbfounded to move and Giuliani had to yank him out of the way of the boom. He let Reyes absorb it for a while and then spoke again, reminiscing. 'My father was relatively clean but the family money was as dirty as it comes. I found out when I was about seventeen. Very idealistic age, seventeen.' The Father General glanced at Reyes. 'I never cease to marvel at the variety of motives men have for the priesthood. I suppose originally, for me, the vow of poverty was a way of compensating.'

He began lowering the jib and took over the tiller, to bring the boat into dock. 'The first cutter I ever sailed was a gift from my grandfather, and dirty money bought it. Probably bought this boat as well, come to think of it. And it's buying Emilio Sandoz the privacy and protection he needs, even as we speak. That's why we're in Naples, Reyes. Because my family owns this town.'

'Where did you learn to make gloves like this?' Emilio asked John.

They were sitting outdoors, on opposite sides of a wooden table in the green shade of a grape arbor. Servos whirring spasmodically, Emilio was doggedly picking up pebbles one by one from the table, dropping them into a cup, and then tipping them out again to start the exercise over with the other hand, while John Candotti stitched the latest pair of gloves.

John had been almost glad to see that an earlier design was flawed, a seam running too close to the scar tissue between two of the fingers, rubbing it raw. It was an opening, a way to reestablish some kind of peace between them. Sandoz had barely spoken to him since that first awful day of the hearings, except to accuse John of allowing him to be blindsided.

'I thought you were supposed to help me prepare for this shit,' he'd snarled when John approached him the next day. 'You let me walk in there cold, you sonofabitch. You could have warned me, John. You could have given me some idea of what they said.'

John was at a loss. 'I tried! I did, dammit! And anyway, you knew what happened—' He thought Sandoz was going to hit him then, as ludicrous as that might have been, a small sick angry man with wrecked hands attacking him. Instead Sandoz had turned and walked away, and refused even to look at John for over a week.

Finally the fury had burned down and today, Sandoz seemed simply tired and depressed. The morning had been difficult. They were going over the death of Alan Pace. Edward Behr speculated that the man's heart might have fibrillated. There'd have been no evidence of that in an autopsy. Emilio seemed indifferent. Who knew? When John offered to redesign the gloves and make a new pair this afternoon, Sandoz shrugged listlessly and seemed willing to sit at the same table at least while Candotti worked on the new pattern.

'I used to make gloves and shoes for a living,' John told him.

Emilio looked up. 'Everything was mass-produced when I left.'

'Yeah, well, it mostly still is but for a while, there were a bunch of us who were going to bring dignity back to human labor,' John said cynically, embarrassed to admit this. 'Everyone was going to have a trade, and we'd all buy only handmade things, to make a market for it all. We weren't exactly Luddites or hippies, but it was that kind of thing. Make a shoe, save the world, right?'

Sandoz held up his hands, the braces dull in the shade. 'That's a movement that's going to pass me by. Unless someone wants to make a market for putting pebbles into cups.'

'Well, it's long gone anyhow. You're doing better with those,' John told him, motioning at the braces with his thimble. Only a few months ago, Sandoz had almost sweat blood just to close his hand around a stone the size of his fist.

'I hate these things,' Emilio said flatly.

'You do? Why?'

'At last. A simple question with an easy answer. I hate the braces because they hurt. And I am tired of pain.' Emilio looked away, watching bees service daylilies and roses in the bright sunlight beyond the arbor shade. 'My hands hurt and my head is pounding and the braces bruise my arms. I feel like hell all the time. I'm sick to death of it, John.'

It was the first time John Candotti had ever heard the man complain. 'Look. Let me take them off for you, okay?' He stood and reached across the table, ready to unfasten the harnesses. 'You've done enough for today. Come on.'

Emilio hesitated. He hated also that he could neither put on nor take off the braces himself and was dependent on Brother Edward to do this for him. He was used to that and to worse, with Edward, but had rarely allowed anyone else to touch him since leaving the hospital. It was a struggle to permit it. Finally, he held out his hands, one after the other.

There was always more pain when the pressure was released, the blood moving back into cramped, exhausted muscles. He closed his eyes and waited, stiff-faced, for the sensation to ease and was startled when Candotti picked up one of his arms and began to massage some feeling back into it. He pulled away, dreading that someone might see them and make some insufferable remark. The same thought occurred to Candotti perhaps, for he didn't protest.

'Can I ask you something, Emilio?'

'John, please. I already answered a thousand questions today.'

'It's just—why did they do this to you? Was it torture? I mean, it looks like such a neat job.'

Sandoz let out an explosive breath. 'I am not entirely sure I understand it myself. The procedure was called hasta'akala.' Draping his hands on the rough wood of the table like a merchant displaying a length of cloth for a buyer, he stared at them without evident emotion. 'It wasn't supposed to be torture. I was told that the Jana'ata sometimes do this to their own friends. Supaari was surprised by how bad it was for us. I don't think Jana'ata hands are innervated as extensively as ours. They don't do much fine motor work. The Runa do all that.'

John said nothing, chilled, but stopped stitching and listened.

'It might have been an exercise in aesthetics. Maybe long fingers are more beautiful. Or a way of controlling us. We didn't have to work but then again, we couldn't have. There were servants to take care of us. After. Marc Robichaux and I were the only ones left by then. It was supposed to be an honorable estate, I think.' His voice changed, harder now, the bitterness coming back. 'I'm not sure to whom the honor accrued. Supaari, I suppose. It was a way of showing that he could afford to have useless dependents in his household, I think.'

'Like binding the feet of aristocratic Chinese women.'

'Perhaps. Yes, maybe it was something like that. It killed Marc. He never stopped bleeding. He—I tried to explain to them about putting pressure on the wounds. But he never stopped bleeding.' He stared at his hands a while longer but then looked away, blinking rapidly.

'You were hurt, too, Emilio.'

'Yes. I was hurt, too. I watched him die.'

Somewhere in the distance, a dog started barking and was soon joined by another. They heard a woman shouting at the animals and then a man shouting at the woman. Sandoz turned away, bringing his feet onto the bench, and lay his forehead on his drawn-up knees. Oh, no, John thought. Not another one. 'Emilio? You okay?'

'Yeah,' Sandoz said, lifting his head. 'Just an ordinary headache. I think if I could just get some unbroken sleep…'

'The dreams are bad again?'

'Dante's Inferno, without all the laughs.'

It was an attempt at humor but neither of them smiled. They sat for a while, lost in their own thoughts.