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him,' Marc said, pausing to clear his throat, 'into another language, we should perhaps settle for a time.'

'We came because of the songs,' Jimmy insisted stubbornly. 'We came to find out about the Singers.'

'This is true,' Emilio said to Marc, shrugging. He was willing to go or stay.

'Okay, okay.' D.W. held up a hand. 'We ain't gonna make the decision tonight, but it's time to start thinkin' about what comes next.'

'George, I admit that there is a sort of simplicity to Runa thinking, but we barely speak their language and we hardly know them,' Emilio pointed out. 'What seems like simplemindedness may be our ignorance of their subtlety. And it's very difficult, sometimes, to tell ignorance from lack of intelligence. We may seem a little dim to the Runa.' He flopped back on the cushion.

'Right,' Anne confirmed. 'Eat that, techno pigs!'

'I'd rather eat that than eat this,' George said, pointing at a bowl still half-filled with what he could only think of as fodder, thoughtfully left for them by Manuzhai, who would be offended if any were left. 'This is not eating. It's just chewing.'

'It helps if you think of it as salad,' Emilio advised, speaking at the ceiling. 'But not much.'

'It could use some Roquefort,' Marc grumbled. He held up a leaf and examined it critically. Feeling ungrateful, he searched for something nice to say. 'Runa cuisine has, perhaps, a certain je ne sais quoi.'

'Entirely too much quoi, for my taste,' D.W. said sourly.

Emilio smiled at that and was about to comment when he realized that D.W.'s eyes were closed, which was odd. 'Emilio,' Marc said, interrupting his thoughts, 'have you asked anyone yet about us planting an experimental garden? I would like to get a start on that work.'

'If we could grow our own food, they might stop thinking they have to feed us this stuff,' George said. He knew if they started a garden, they'd be stuck here for a while, but George Edwards had been a serious gardener back in Cleveland and the idea of trying to grow things here had a certain compensatory appeal. Jimmy would be restless, but that was his problem. 'Maybe they're only being polite.'

Anne nodded. 'I am not a picky eater but I'm not Bambi either. There are just too damned many twigs in it.'

'The twigs are the best part!' Jimmy exclaimed. Anne stared at him, aghast. 'No. Really! They taste like chow mein noodles.'

'Well, I like the food,' Sofia declared. There were howls, but Jimmy looked blandly vindicated. 'Seriously. I do. It reminds me of the food in Kyoto. Or Osaka.'

'De gustibus non est disputandum,' D.W. growled, adding darkly, 'but some folks got a taste for shit. That stuff is purely dreadful.'

Emilio sat up and looked at Yarbrough directly now, but said he'd feel Manuzhai out about the garden idea. The talk moved on and after a while Jimmy began clearing dishes, his job now that astronomers had been replaced on the active-duty roster by linguists. Emilio waited until the room emptied a little, everyone moving off to their own after-dinner activities, and went to D.W., hunched over and silent, his meal untouched. '?Padre?' he said, dropping down next to Yarbrough so he could look up at the creased and crooked face, hidden now behind bony fingers. '?Estas enfermo?'

Anne heard the question and came over. D.W.'s breathing was shallow, but when Emilio reached up to put a hand on his shoulder, he jumped like he'd been hit with a cattle prod and cried, 'Don't!' Anne moved between the two men and spoke quietly to D.W., who answered her questions in monosyllables and remained immobile until he suddenly doubled up and groaned, gripping Emilio's arm in spite of himself.

24 VILLAGE OF KASHAN AND CITY OF GAYJUR: THIRD-FIFTH NA'ALPA

Within an hour, it became obvious that D. W. Yarbrough was very sick. Emilio, hoping that Manuzhai might be of some help, went looking for her and found her in one of the biggest rooms, surrounded by people deep in a discussion of 'pik' somethings. Everyone's ears cocked toward him expectantly as he entered the room, so he tried to explain what seemed to be wrong with D.W. and asked if anyone recognized this illness, knew what caused it or what might help.

'It is like all sickness,' Manuzhai told him. 'His heart desires something he cannot have.'

'There is no animal whose bite does this?' Emilio persisted. 'His belly—his gut gives pain: so.' He made a gripping motion with his hands. 'Is there a food sometimes that does this?'

That set off an interminable discussion of what for all the world sounded like the arcane rules for keeping kosher, with everyone offering stories of how so-and-so got sick once from mixing long foods with round foods, which triggered skeptical commentary along the lines of whether or not that was true or just an excuse someone had used to get out of doing work, and then several people said they mixed round and long all the time and never got sick. Finally, he began to sway from side to side, to indicate to them that he was getting anxious. This was getting him nowhere.

Manuzhai seemed to understand his need to return to the apartment, so she stood up and took her leave of the rest to escort him home, afraid he'd fall from the narrow walkways connecting the apartments and terraces; no matter what they told her, she remained convinced that the foreigners couldn't see in the dim red light of Rakhat's smallest sun. Askama came with them, clinging to her mother for a change, but she looked up at Emilio and asked with a child's bluntness, 'Sipaj, Meelo, will Dee be gone in the morning?'

Emilio was speechless. It was his unvarying policy to tell the truth and in truth, after Alan Pace's death, it seemed all too possible that Yarbrough would not live through the night, but he couldn't find the words to speak the thought aloud.

'Perhaps,' Manuzhai answered for him, raising her tail and letting it drop in what he had come to believe was the equivalent of a shrug. 'Unless he gets what his heart wants.'

Finding his voice, Emilio said, 'Someone thinks it was something Dee ate or drank that makes him sick.'

'Sometimes food makes you sick but many have eaten the same food as Dee and only Dee is sick,' Manuzhai said, with unassailable logic. 'You should find out what he wants and give it to him.'

There was no real privacy in Runa life. The apartments had, at most, alcoves or irregularities that could serve to separate some habitual divisions of use. No one seemed to own any apartment, other than by occupying it. Families sometimes left to visit other villages and rooms might be left empty for a little while, but if another family liked the apartment, they moved in; when the travelers returned, they simply chose someplace else in the village to stay. Anne and George Edwards found the lack of a bedroom door embarrassing and they'd appropriated the most recessed region of Manuzhai and Chaypas's apartment, going so far as to set up a tent inside the dwelling. The rest had put up their camp beds in a different place every night or, if the apartment was filled with guests, simply dossed down on Runa cushions wherever there was space.

D.W.'s bed was toward the back of the apartment ordinarily, but Anne had it moved to the entrance so he could get out fast. He'd already had several bouts of intestinal distress and was now lying still, curled around a heated rock wrapped in cloth, eyes closed, face rigid. Sitting on the floor next to him, Anne put a hand on his head, pulling the damp hair off his forehead, and said, 'Call if you need me, okay?' He made no sign that he'd heard, but she rose anyway and went to Emilio, who'd just returned with Manuzhai and Askama. 'Did you find anything out?' she asked, motioning him away from D.W.'s bed and out to the terrace, where they could talk.

'Nothing useful medically.' But he told her what Manuzhai had said.

'Thwarted desires, eh? How Freudian,' Anne said softly. It was a Runa notion she had come up against before and she thought it might be a fundamental paradigm of Runa social life. It bore thinking about later, when she had the wits to consider it as an anthropologist.

Sofia joined Anne and Emilio outside. 'Okay,' Anne said unemotionally, 'he went down fast, the diarrhea is very bad, and I am concerned. It's almost like Bengali cholera. If there's vomiting too and he gets seriously dehydrated, it could be big trouble.'