driver on the basis of what they will probably call a dream.”
She saw that he agreed with this, and she continued, “So the issue now is whether we have a duty to go and inform that woman that the man with whom she lives was possibly the hit-and-run driver who killed her son. Just possibly, note. The whole argument is based, after all, on the pretty shaky premise that your vision has anything to do with anything. A very shaky premise.
“But let’s say that we believe it may be relevant information.
Let’s say that the mother takes the same view and believes it, even if it can’t be proved. What we will have succeeded in doing then will be to have introduced an awful, corrosive doubt into her life. We might effectively destroy her relationship with that man. And so she will have lost not only her son, but her man as well.”
When Ian spoke, his tone was resigned. He sounded tired.
“In which case we keep quiet.”
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that one has to the community at large not to allow people like drunken drivers—if he had been drunk—to go unpunished if they cause death on the road. That was profoundly important, and outweighed any consideration of the emotional happiness of one unfortunate woman. It was a hard decision, but one which Isabel now seemed to be seeing her way to reaching. But even as she reached it, she thought how much easier it would be to walk away from this, to say that the business of others was no business of hers. That, of course, required one to believe that we are all strangers to one another—which was just not true, in Isabel’s view, indeed it was as alien to her as it had been to John Donne when he wrote those echoing, haunting words about islands and community.
But even if she had reached the view that considerations of community and moral duty obliged them to act, she still had no idea what form this action should take. It was a curious, slightly disconcerting state to be in: to know that one should act, but not knowing how. It was rather like being in a phoney war, before the bombs and bullets are exchanged.
I N CAT ’ S D E L I CAT E S S E N, to which Isabel now made her way, Eddie was creating a small stack of tubs of Patum Peperium, an anchovy paste, on the counter, alongside a display of socially responsible chocolate bars. It was a quiet spell and there was only one customer, a well-dressed man looking at oatcakes and having inordinate difficulty in choosing between two brands. Eddie, watching him, caught Cat’s eye and shrugged.
Cat smiled and crossed the floor to offer him advice.
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“That brand on the left has less salt than the one on the right,” she offered. “Otherwise I think they taste very much the same.”
The man turned round and looked at her anxiously. “What I’m really looking for,” he said, “is a triangular oatcake. That’s the shape that oatcakes should be, you know. Triangular, but with one side a bit rounded. Oatcake shaped.”
Cat picked up a box of oatcakes and inspected it. “These are round,” she said. “And those other ones are round, too. I’m sorry.
We only seem to have round oatcakes.”
“They still make them, though,” said the man, fingering the cuffs of his expensive cashmere jacket. “You could get them, couldn’t you?”
“Yes,” said Cat. “We could get hold of triangular oatcakes.
Nobody has particularly asked . . .”
The man sighed. “You may think it’s ridiculous,” he said.
“But it’s just that there are so few things in this world which are authentic. Local. Little things—like the shape of oatcakes—are very important. It’s nice to have these familiar things about one.
There are so many people who want to make things the same.
They want to take our Scottish things away from us.”
The poignancy of his words struck Cat. It was true, she thought—a small country like Scotland had to make an effort to keep control of its everyday life. And she could see how it could be upsetting, if one felt at all vulnerable, to see familiar Scottish things taken away from you.
“They’ve taken away so many of our banks,” said the man.
“Look what happened to our banks. They’ve taken our Scottish regiments. They want to take away everything that’s distinctive.”
Cat smiled. “But they’ve given us back our Parliament,” she said. “We’ve got that, haven’t we?”
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The man thought. “Maybe,” he said. “But what can it do?
Legislate for triangular oatcakes?”
He laughed, and Cat laughed too, with relief. She had been thinking him a crank, but cranks never laughed at themselves.
“I’ll try to get hold of some triangular oatcakes,” she said.
