Perhaps he really had come all the way from London. He seemed to have the measure of the place.
Another bus slid into another stand, but the Cumbernauld service was still missing in action. The people waiting on the benches started to shuffle into line. I looked back towards the clock in the main hall and saw a short moustached man in a navy-blue fleece walking towards us. He wore a silver ticket-machine strung round his neck like a badge of office.
The woman at the top of the queue began counting her change, getting the correct fare together. She looked up as the conductor passed, but he ignored her, walking by the waiting queue towards my new pal Jackie McArthur.
The ticket-collector cocked his thumb at Jackie.
'Move it.' The old man looked up, his fight chased off by the uniform and moustache.
The ticket-collector moved a little nearer, putting his face close to the old man’s. 'I said, bloody move it.'
I counted to ten, but when I finished counting the old man was still mumbling and the ticket-collector was still puffed before him like a bantam facing a flyweight.
'There’s no need to talk to him like that.'
'This isnae vagrant central.'
Jackie started muttering, 'Nae place for a working man any more.'
I tried to keep my voice reasonable. 'He’s only waiting on a bus.'
'No, he’s no, he’s just in here for the heat.'
'Then he’s bloody kidding himself isn’t he? You’d get more heat off my granny’s fanny and she’s been dead fifteen years.'
Someone in the queue laughed and the conductor flushed.
'You watch your mouth. There’s ladies present.' He turned to the old man. 'Where are you headed?'
'Away from London, son. City of fools and killers.'
'He’s going to Aberdeen.'
'Where’s your ticket?' The old man patted the pockets of his jacket and the official raised his voice, enunciating slowly. 'I said, where is your ticket?'
The man stopped his search and the collector’s eyes sparkled. He adjusted the settings on his machine. 'That’ll be fifteen pounds please, sir.'
Jackie looked confused. He put his hand into his pocket and pulled out the fifty pence I’d given him. He turned to me his voice high.
'I told you already. I dinnae have the money.'
The cogs of the ticket-machine rasped as the collector cranked it backwards.
'Well fuck off and stop wasting our time then or I’ll be forced to call the cops and have you done.'
I took out my wallet.
'Look, I’ll bloody pay.'
I pulled out a tenner. The old man took it gently from me, smiling, and I noticed how well his horn-yellow nails coordinated with the nicotine tint of his fingertips.
The ticket-collector’s voice was nasal and sharp.
'It’s fifteen pounds please, sir.'
'Give me a moment.'
I patted my pockets for change echoing the old man’s search, but that morning I had resolved again to live within the bounds of the bru and never to touch the tainted money hidden in my props case beneath my bed. I remembered too late that the tenner was the last of my cash. I looked towards the queue.
'Look, this old boy’s a bit confused, he’s four-fifty short of his fare to Aberdeen.' I hesitated, not really wanting to go ahead with what I knew I was about to do, but sure that I wouldn’t be bested by the bully. I scanned the faces before me. Third in line stood a skinny red-haired girl in a green coat. She looked like a student, but the coat was new, her bag mid-range expensive. Others were looking away, keen to remove their better nature before it was called on, but the skinny redhead was half out of the line, watching us. I bet she had some money on her. Even as I caught her look in mine, her hand went shyly to her pocket. I held her gaze and said, 'You want to help this old man.'
The order freed her and she stepped forward, calmly unzipping her handbag.
Jackie took off his bunnet and started to sing.
The northern lights of A-a-berdeen are home, sweet h-o-o-me to me.
A couple of people in the queue started to grin, but the girl continued to reach for her purse. I kept my eyes on her, smiling but willing her to speed up.
Then suddenly everyone in the queue was laughing, the girl looked up confused, a flush burning her cheeks.
Jackie was tilting a small bottle of whisky to his lips. He finished his swallow, raised the ten pounds to his mouth, kissed it, then lifted the note in the air and began jigging back into the station, towards the exit.
The northern lights of Aberdeen are where I want to be.
'Remember, son,' he shouted over his shoulder, more lucid than a drunken, dancing tramp with money in his
