a change of heart. You have decided to run away, following your friend Shay. Just another ugly escaping the tyranny of beauty.'
Tally looked up at the cruel face through a prism of gathering tears. 'And then what?'
Dr. Cable pulled another object from the briefcase, a necklace with a little heart pendant.
She pressed on its sides, and the heart clicked open. 'Look inside.'
Tally held the tiny heart up to her eye. 'I can't see anything…ow!'
The pendant had flashed, blinding her for a moment. The heart made a little beep.
'The finder will only respond to your eye-print, Tally. Once it's activated, we'll be there within a few hours. We can travel very quickly.' Cable dropped the necklace onto the desk. 'But don't activate it until you're in the Smoke. This has taken us some time to set up. I want the real thing, Tally.'
Tally blinked away the afterimage of the flash, trying to force her exhausted brain to think.
She realized now that this had never been simply a matter of answering questions. They had always wanted her as a spy, an infiltrator. She wondered just how long this had been planned. How many times had Special Circumstances tried to get an ugly to work for them before? 'I can't do this.'
'You can, Tally. You must. Think of it as an adventure.'
'Please. I've never even spent the whole night outside the city. Not alone.'
Dr. Cable ignored the sob that had cut through Tally's words. 'If you don't agree right now, I'll find someone else. And you'll be ugly forever.'
Tally looked up, trying to see through the tears that were flowing freely now, to peer past Dr. Cable's cruel mask and find the truth. It was there in her dull, metal-gray eyes, a cold, terrible surety unlike anything a normal pretty could ever convey. Tally realized that the woman meant what she said.
Either Tally infiltrated the Smoke and betrayed Shay, or she'd be an ugly for life.
'I have to think.'
'Your story will be that you ran away the night before your birthday,' Dr. Cable said.
'That means you've already got to make up for four lost days. Any more delays, and they won't believe you. They'll guess what happened. So decide now.'
'I can't. I'm too tired.'
Dr. Cable pointed at the wallscreen, and an image appeared. Like a mirror, but in close-up, it showed Tally as she looked right now: puffy-eyed and disheveled, exhaustion and red scratches marking her face, her hair sticking out in all directions, and her expression turning horrified as she beheld her own appearance.
'That's you, Tally. Forever.'
'Turn it off…'
'Decide.'
'Okay, I'll do it. Turn it off.'
The wallscreen went dark.
There is no excellent beauty that hath not some strangeness in the proportion.
Tally left at midnight.
Dr. Cable had demanded that no one be told about her mission, even the dorm minders. It was fine if Peris spread rumors-no one believed the gossip of new pretties, anyway. But not even her parents would be officially informed that Tally had been forced to run away.
Except for her little heart pendant, she was on her own.
She slipped out the usual way, out the window and down behind the recycler. Her interface ring remained on the bedside table, and Tally carried nothing but the survival knapsack and Shay's note.
She almost forgot her belly sensor, but clipped it on just before she left. The moon was about half-full and growing. At least she'd have some light as she traveled.
A special long-range hoverboard was waiting under the dam. It hardly moved when she stepped on.
Most boards gave a little as they adjusted to a rider's weight, bouncing like a diving board, but this one was absolutely firm. She snapped her fingers, and it rose under her, steady as concrete under her feet.
'Not bad,' she said, then bit her lip. Since Shay had run away ten days ago, she'd started talking to herself. That wasn't a good sign. She was going to be completely alone for at least a few days now, and the last thing she needed was more imaginary conversations.
The board eased forward smoothly, climbing the embankment to the top of the dam. Once on the river, Tally pushed it faster, leaning forward until the river was a shining blur beneath her feet. The board didn't seem to have a speed governor-no safety warning sounded. Perhaps its only limits were the open space in front of her, metal in the ground below, and Tally's feet staying on board.
Speed was everything if she was going to make up for the last four days in limbo. If Tally showed up too long after her birthday, Shay might realize that her operation had been delayed. From there, she might guess that Tally wasn't an ordinary runaway.
The river passed beneath her faster and faster, and she reached the rapids in record time.
Drops of spray stung like hailstones when she hit the first falls, and Tally leaned back to slow herself a bit. Still, she was taking the rapids faster than she ever had before.
Tally realized that this hoverboard was no ugly toy. It was the real thing. On its front end a half circle of lights glowed, giving feedback from the board's metal detector, which constantly searched ahead to see if there was enough iron in the ground to stay aloft. The lights stayed on solidly as she climbed the rapids, and Tally hoped that Shay was right about metal deposits being found in every river. Otherwise, this could be a very long trip.
Of course, at this speed she wouldn't have time to stop if the lights suddenly went out.
Which would make it a very short trip.
But the lights stayed on, and Tally's nerves were soothed by the roar of white water, the cold slap of spray in her face, the thrill of bending her body through curve after curve in the moon-speckled darkness.
The board was smarter than her old one, learning her moves in a matter of minutes. It was like graduating from a tricycle to a motorbike: scary, but thrilling.
Tally wondered if the route to the Smoke had a lot of rapids to ride. Maybe this really would be an adventure. Of course, at the end of the journey there would only be betrayal.
Or worse, she would discover that Shay's trust in David had been misplaced, which could mean…anything. Probably something horrible.
She shivered, deciding not to think about that possibility again.
When Tally reached the turnoff, she slowed and turned the board around, taking a last look at the city. It shone brilliantly in the dark valley, so distant that she could blot it out with one hand. In the clear night air, Tally could make out individual fireworks unfolding like bright flowers, everything in perfect miniature.
The wild around her seemed so much larger, the churning river full of power, the forest huge with the secrets hidden in its black depths.
She allowed herself a long stare at the city lights before she stepped onto shore, wondering when she would see her home again.
On the trail, Tally wondered how often she'd have to walk. The trip up the rapids had been the fastest she had ever flown, even quicker than the Special Circumstances hovercar dodging through city traffic.
After that rush of speed, carrying the knapsack and board felt like being turned into a slug.
But soon enough the Rusty Ruins appeared below, and the board's metal detector guided Tally to the natural vein of iron. She rode it down toward the crumbling towers, her nerves growing jumpy as the ruins rose up to blot out the half-moon. The broken buildings surrounded her, the scorched and silent cars passing below. Peering through the empty windows made her feel how alone she was, a solitary wanderer in an empty city.
'Take the coaster straight past the gap,' she said aloud, an incantation to keep away any Rusty ghosts.
