panic of the moment or the freezing bath had stripped her remaining pretty thoughts away. Or maybe it had simply taken a few hours to align her memories and dreams with the truth…
David wasn't a prince — handsome or otherwise. He was the first boy she'd fallen in love with, but not the last. Time and experiences apart had changed what had been between them.
More important, she had someone else now. However unfair it was that her memories of David had been erased, Tally had built a whole new set of memories, and she couldn't just trade them in for the old ones. Zane and she had helped each other become bubbly, had been imprisoned by the cuffs together, and escaped the city together. She couldn't abandon him now, just because he had been robbed of part of his mind.
Tally knew too well what that was like, being handed over to the city all alone.
Zane was the one person in her life she had never betrayed, and she wasn't about to start now. She took his hand. 'I'm not leaving him.'
'Think logically, Tally.' David spoke slowly, talking to her like she was a littlie. 'You can't help Zane if you stay here. You'll both be captured.'
'Your mother's right. They won't do anything more to my brain, and I can help him from inside the city.'
'We can smuggle Zane the cure, like we did for you.'
'I didn't need the cure, David. Maybe Zane won't either. I'll keep him bubbly, I can help him rewire his brain. But he won't stand a chance without me.'
David started to speak, but froze for a moment. Then his voice changed, his eyes narrowing. 'You're just staying with him because he's pretty.'
Tally's eyes widened. 'I'm what?'
'Don't you see it? It's like you always used to say: It's evolution. Since your Crim friends got here, Mom's been explaining to me how prettiness works.' He pointed at Zane. 'He's got those big, vulnerable eyes, that childlike perfect skin. He looks like a baby to you, a needy child, which makes you want to help him. You're not thinking rationally. You're giving yourself up just because he's pretty!'
Tally stared back at David in disbelief. How dare he say this to her? The mere fact that she was standing here proved that Tally could think for herself.
Then she realized what was going on: David was only repeating Maddy's words. She must have warned him not to trust his feelings when he saw the new Tally. Maddy didn't want her son turning into some awestruck ugly, worshipping the ground Tally walked on. So now David thought that all that Tally could see was Zane's pretty face.
David still thought she was just some city kid. Maybe he didn't even really believe that she was cured. Maybe he'd never really forgiven her.
'It's not the way Zane looks, David,' she said, her voice trembling with anger. 'It's because he makes me bubbly, and because we took a lot of risks together. It could just as easily be me lying there, and he would stay with me if it was.'
'It's just programming!'
'No. It's because I love him.'
David started to speak again, but the sound choked off.
She sighed. 'Go on, David. Whatever your mother said a second ago, she won't really leave without you. They'll all get caught if you don't start moving now.'
'Tally—' 'Go!' she cried. David had to start running, or the New Smoke would die, and it would be her fault again.
'But you can—' 'Get your ugly face out of here!' Tally screamed.
The echoes shuddered back at her from the observatory walls for a moment, and Tally tore her gaze away from David. She cradled Zane's face in one hand and kissed him. The shouted insult had the effect she'd wanted, but Tally couldn't bring herself to look up as she heard David's footsteps retreating into the darkness, first walking, then at a run.
She saw shapes pulsing in the corners of her vision. It wasn't shadows cast by the flickering fire — it was her heart, pounding so hard that she could see the rushing blood beating against her eyes, like something trying to escape.
She had called David ugly. He would never forget that, nor would she.
But she'd had to use that word, Tally told herself. Every second counted, and nothing else would have pushed him away so powerfully. She'd made her choice.
'I'll take care of you, Zane,' she said.
He opened his eyes into slits and smiled weakly. 'Um, I hope you don't mind if I pretended to pass out for that.'
Tally let out a strangled laugh. 'Good idea.'
'We really can't run? I think I can stand up.'
'No. They'd just find us.'
He probed at his tooth with his tongue. 'Oh, yeah. That sucks. And I almost got everyone else caught too.'
She shrugged. 'Been there. Done that.'
'Are you sure you want to stay with me?'
'I can escape the city again, Zane, anytime I want. I can save you and Shay, and everyone else we left behind. I'm cured for good now.' Tally looked at the entrance, saw hoverboards lifting into the air. They were leaving, all of them. She shrugged again. 'Besides, I think it's pretty much a done deal. Running after David now would kind of spoil my brilliant breakup line.'
'Yeah, I suppose that's true. ' Zane chuckled softly. 'Do me a favor, Tally? If you ever break up with me, just leave a note.'
She smiled back at him. 'Okay. As long as you promise never to put your hand in a crusher again.'
'Agreed.' Zane looked at his fingers, then made a fist. 'I'm scared. I want to stay bubbly.'
'You'll be bubbly again. I'll help you.'
He nodded, grasping her hand. His voice shook as he said, 'Do you think David was right? My big beautiful eyes are why you chose me?'
'No. I think it was…what I said. And what you said, before you jumped off the balloon.' She swallowed. 'What's your opinion?'
Zane lay back and closed his eyes, and was silent so long that Tally thought he had fallen asleep again. But then he said softly, 'You and David could both be right. Maybe humans beings are programmed … to help one another, even to fall in love. But just because it's human nature doesn't make it bad, Tally. Besides, we had a whole city of pretties to choose from, and we chose each other.'
She took his hand and murmured, 'I'm glad we did.'
Zane smiled, then closed his eyes again. A moment later, she saw his breathing slow, and realized that he had managed to pass out again. At least brain damage had some advantages.
Tally felt the last scraps of energy leave her body, and wished she could sleep too, just spend the next few hours unconscious and wake up in the city — an imprisoned princess again, as if this had all been a dream. She laid her head onto Zane's chest and closed her eyes.
Five minutes later, Special Circumstances arrived.
The scream of hovercars filled the observatory, echoing like the cries of predatory birds. Whirlwinds from their rotors swept through the crack in the dome, sending the fire into a sudden blaze. Dust choked the air, and gray forms charged through the entrance, taking up positions in the shadows.
'I need a doctor here,' Tally announced in a tentative, pretty voice. 'Something’s wrong with my friend.'
A Special appeared beside her out of the darkness. He held a weapon. 'Don't move. We don't want to hurt you, but we will if we have to.'
'Just help my friend,' she said. 'He's sick.' The sooner city doctors looked at Zane, the better. Maybe they could do more than Maddy had.
The Special said something into a handphone, and Tally glanced down at Zane. Fear showed through his slitted eyes.
