He loved her. He loved her still. She was part of him, and nothing that

she could do had power to alter that. She had deceived him, yes. But

why had she deceived him? Because she loved him so much that she could

not bear to lose him. Dash it all, it was a bit of a compliment.

And, after all, poor girl, was it her fault? Was it not rather the

fault of her upbringing? Probably she had been taught to play croquet

when a mere child, hardly able to distinguish right from wrong. No

steps had been taken to eradicate the virus from her system, and the

thing had become chronic. Could she be blamed? Was she not more to be

pitied than censured?

Mortimer rose to his feet, his heart swelling with generous

forgiveness. The black horror had passed from him. The future seemed

once more bright. It was not too late. She was still young, many years

younger than he himself had been when he took up golf, and surely, if

she put herself into the hands of a good specialist and practised every

day, she might still hope to become a fair player. He reached the house

and ran in, calling her name.

No answer came. He sped from room to room, but all were empty.

She had gone. The house was there. The furniture was there. The canary

sang in its cage, the cook in the kitchen. The pictures still hung on

the walls. But she had gone. Everything was at home except his wife.

Finally, propped up against the cup he had once won in a handicap

competition, he saw a letter. With a sinking heart he tore open the

envelope.

It was a pathetic, a tragic letter, the letter of a woman endeavouring

to express all the anguish of a torn heart with one of those

fountain-pens which suspend the flow of ink about twice in every three

words. The gist of it was that she felt she had wronged him; that,

though he might forgive, he could never forget; and that she was going

away, away out into the world alone.

Mortimer sank into a chair, and stared blankly before him. She had

scratched the match.

       *       *       *       *       *

I am not a married man myself, so have had no experience of how it

feels to have one's wife whizz off silently into the unknown; but I

should imagine that it must be something like taking a full swing with

a brassey and missing the ball. Something, I take it, of the same sense

of mingled shock, chagrin, and the feeling that nobody loves one, which

attacks a man in such circumstances, must come to the bereaved husband.

And one can readily understand how terribly the incident must have

shaken Mortimer Sturgis. I was away at the time, but I am told by those

who saw him that his game went all to pieces.

He had never shown much indication of becoming anything in the nature

of a first-class golfer, but he had managed to acquire one or two

decent shots. His work with the light iron was not at all bad, and he

was a fairly steady putter. But now, under the shadow of this tragedy,

he dropped right back to the form of his earliest period. It was a

pitiful sight to see this gaunt, haggard man with the look of dumb

anguish behind his spectacles taking as many as three shots sometimes

to get past the ladies' tee. His slice, of which he had almost cured

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