him into conversation at the close of the morning's exercises. Now he

hardly spoke. And often, when Steve arrived in the morning, he was

informed that Mr. Bannister had started for Wall Street early on

important business.

These things troubled Steve. His simple soul abhorred a mystery.

But it was the case of Kirk that worried him most, for he half guessed

that the latter's gloom had to do with Ruth; and he worshipped Ruth.

Kirk laid down his sketch and got up.

'I guess that'll do for the moment, Steve,' he said.

Steve relaxed the attitude of proud satisfaction which he had assumed

in order to do justice to the Undeniable Suspenders. He stretched

himself and sat down.

'You certainly are working to beat the band just now, squire,' he

remarked.

'It's a pretty good thing, work, Steve,' said Kirk. 'If it does nothing

else, it keeps you from thinking.'

He knew it was feeble of him, but he was powerfully impelled to relieve

himself by confiding his wretchedness to Steve. He need not say much,

he told himself plausibly, only just enough to lighten the burden a

little.

He would not be disloyal to Ruth, he had not sunk to that!but, after

all Steve was Steve. It was not like blurting out his troubles to a

stranger. It would harm nobody, and do him a great deal of good, if he

talked to Steve.

He relit his pipe, which had gone out during a tense spell of work on

the suspenders.

'Well, Steve,' he said, 'what do you think of life? How is this best of

all possible worlds treating you?'

Steve deposed that life was pretty punk.

'You're a great describer, Steve. You've hit it first time. Punk is the

word. It's funny, if you look at it properly. Take my own case. The

superficial observer, who is apt to be a bonehead, would say that I

ought to be singing psalms of joy. I am married to the woman I wanted

to marry. I have a son who, not to be fulsome, is a perfectly good sort

of son. I have no financial troubles. I eat well. I have ceased to

tremble when I see a job of work. In fact, I have advanced in my art to

such an extent that shrewd business men like Middleton put the

pictorial side of their Undeniable Suspenders in my hands and go off to

play golf with their minds easy, having perfect confidence in my skill

and judgment. If I can't be merry and bright, who can? Do you find me

merry and bright, Steve?'

'I've seen you in better shape,' said Steve cautiously.

'I've felt in better shape.'

Steve coughed. The conversation was about to become delicate.

'What's eating you, colonel?' he asked presently.

Kirk frowned in silence at the Undeniable for a few moments. Then the

pent-up misery of months exploded in a cascade of words. He jumped up

and began to walk restlessly about the studio.

'Damn it! Steve, I ought not to say a word, I know. It's weak and

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