passed his days in a state of almost painful happiness. It never
crossed his mind that he had ceased to be master of his fate and
captain of his soul. The reins were handled so gently that he did not
feel them. It seemed to him that he was travelling of his own free will
along a pleasant path selected by himself.
He saw his friends go from him without a regret. Perhaps at the bottom
of his heart he had always had a suspicion of contempt for them. He had
taken them on their surface value, as amusing fellows who were good
company of an evening. There was not one of them whom he had ever known
as real friends know each other , not one, except Hank Jardine; and
Hank had yet to be subjected to the acid test of the new conditions.
There were moments when the thought of Hank threw a shadow across his
happiness. He could let these others go, but Hank was different. And
something told him that Ruth would not like Hank.
But these shadows were not frequent. Ruth filled his life too
completely to allow him leisure to brood on possibilities of future
trouble.
Looking back, it struck him that on their wedding-day they had been
almost strangers. They had taken each other blindly, trusting to
instinct. Since then he had been getting to know her. It was
astonishing how much there was to know. There was a fresh discovery to
be made about her every day. She was a perpetually recurring miracle.
The futility of his old life made him wince whenever he dared think of
it. How he had drifted, a useless log on a sluggish current!
He was certainly a whole-hearted convert. As to Saul of Tarsus, so to
him there had come a sudden blinding light. He could hardly believe
that he was the same person who had scoffed at the idea of a man giving
up his life to one woman and being happy. But then the abstract wife
had been a pale, bloodless phantom, and Ruth was real.
It was the realness of her that kept him in a state of perpetual
amazement. To see her moving about the studio, to touch her, to look at
her across the dinner-table, to wake in the night and hear her
breathing at his side.... It seemed to him that centuries might pass,
yet these things would still be wonderful.
And always in his heart there was the gratitude for what she had done
for him. She had given up everything to share his life. She had weighed
him in the balance against wealth and comfort and her place among the
great ones of the world, and had chosen him. There were times when the
thought filled him with a kind of delirious pride: times, again, when
he felt a grateful humility that made him long to fall down and worship
this goddess who had stooped to him.
In a word, he was very young, very much in love, and for the first time
in his life was living with every drop of blood in his veins.
* * * * *
Hank returned to New York in due course. He came to the studio the same
night, and he had not been there five minutes before a leaden weight
descended on Kirk's soul. It was as he had feared. Ruth did not like
him.
Hank was not the sort of man who makes universal appeal. Also, he was
