Young Lochinvar, don't you? You thought you had done a pretty

smooth bit of work when you sneaked Ruth away! You! You haven't enough

backbone in you even to make a bluff at working to support her. You're

just what my father said you were, a loafer who pretends to be an

artist. You've got away with it up to now, but you've shown yourself up

at last. You damned waster!'

Kirk walked to the door and flung it open.

'You're perfectly right, Bannister,' he said quietly. 'Everything you

have said is quite true. And now would you mind going?'

'I've not finished yet.'

'Yes, you have.'

Bailey hesitated. The first time frenzy had left him, and he was

beginning to be a little ashamed of himself for having expressed his

views in a manner which, though satisfying, was, he felt, less

dignified than he could have wished.

He looked at Kirk, who was standing stiffly by the door. Something in

his attitude decided Bailey to leave well alone. Such had been his

indignation that it was only now that for the first time it struck him

that his statement of opinion had not been made without considerable

bodily danger to himself. Jarred nerves had stood him in the stead of

courage; but now his nerves were soothed and he saw things clearly.

He choked down what he had intended to say and walked out. Kirk closed

the door softly behind him and began to pace the studio floor as he had

done on that night when Ruth had fought for her life in the room

upstairs.

His mind worked slowly at first. Then, as it cleared, he began to think

more and more rapidly, till the thoughts leaped and ran like tongues of

fire scorching him.

It was all true. That was what hurt. Every word that Bailey had flung

at him had been strictly just.

He had thought himself a fine, romantic fellow. He was a waster and a

loafer who pretended to be an artist. He had thrown away the little

talent he had once possessed. He had behaved shamefully to Ruth,

shirking his responsibilities and idling through life. He realized it

now, when it was too late.

Suddenly through the chaos of his reflections there shone out clearly

one coherent thought, the recollection of what Hank Jardine had offered

to him. 'If ever you are in a real tight corner......'

       *       *       *       *       *

His brain cleared. He sat down calmly to wait for Ruth. His mind was

made up. Hank's offer was the way out, the only way out, and he must

take it.

 

BOOK TWO

 

Chapter I Empty-handed

The steamship Santa Barbara, of the United Fruit Line, moved

slowly through the glittering water of the bay on her way to dock. Out

at quarantine earlier in the morning there had been a mist, through

which passing ships loomed up vague and shapeless; but now the sun had

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