Pao

‘Fay has gone to England and she has taken the children with her.’

I get up straight away right then and jump in the car and drive to Bishop’s Lodge. But Michael not there. So I run ’round to the cathedral and when I open the door I see him laying there in the dark church, flat out on the floor, prostrate in front of the altar. So right then I know him guilty. I run up the aisle and grab him up but he just hang there limp on my arm, and when I look into his face I see that the punishment he getting from his God worse than whatever I was going to do to him. So I just let him go and he fall back on the ground.

It turn out that Fay get the two young police constables that arrest Xiuquan to grab Milton outside Xiuquan’s school. And while Mutt was arresting him, Jeff was busy dragging Mui outta the car and forcing her into a taxi cab that Fay got waiting there with her already inside it. And after Xiuquan get into the taxi as well it go to the airport while Milton get haul down the police station and they keep him there till after the plane leave. And they get away with all of this down the station because Clifton in Miami.

‘But how many people it take to pull off a thing like that? Where she get the money? Where she get passports? How she organise a thing like that and nobody know nothing ’bout it?’

I tell Judge Finley that we going to England to go get the children back. But he say we can’t do that. England not like here. They not going let some Jamaicans just waltz in there and take two children outta they white country. That is kidnapping and the English authorities not going take kindly to that sorta thing.

When Clifton come back from Miami I tell him I want the two constables to pay for it. I want them throat cut and them bodies throw in the sea. I want them beat till they eyes pop outta the socket. I want him cut off their cocks and shove it down their throat. I want him chop off them hands and feet, and arms and legs.

And then I want him to go find the taxi driver and do the same thing to him. And the clerk she get the passport from, and the one who sell her the ticket, and the red cap that carry her bag into the terminal, and the woman who pass her through to them BOAC flight to London Heathrow.

But Clifton and Finley say we can’t do none of that. The only people we know for sure involved, that knew what they was doing, was the two constables, and we can’t go murder them. They policemen and you can’t just go kill two Kingston policemen and it not bring down a heap of trouble on your head.

‘So then what you saying is that there is nothing we can do.’

Clifton and Finley do a deep sigh. The two of them at the same time. And then they look at each other. And then they look at me, but they no say nothing.

Then Finley say, ‘It would be very bad for business. Plus we could all end up in jail. And it wouldn’t bring Mui and Xiuquan back to us.’

Zhang say to me, Sun Tzu say, ‘ There are some roads not to follow; some troops not to strike; some cities not to assault; and some ground which should not be contested .’

I open a bottle of Appleton. And when it finish, I open another one.

25

Human Relations

I drink so much I couldn’t do nothing. I couldn’t even see straight most of the time. All I could do was walk up to Barry Street to fetch the next bottle. Then one day Hampton come in the yard and him got Ethyl follow behind. This is the first time Ethyl ever come to Matthews Lane. Every time she come see me before that she come to the shop. But since I nuh leave Matthews Lane since the children gone I guess this the only way she going see me.

I sitting in a little straight-back chair by the duck pond when the two of them come up the yard and Hampton step up and say to me, ‘Ethyl got something to tell yu but she ’fraid in case yu vex with her and she worried what yu going do to her.’

‘What I going do to her? You see me do anything to anybody?’

So Hampton step back and push Ethyl forward. She timid and when she start talk she whispering so much I can hardly hear a word she saying.

‘You need to talk up, Ethyl.’

So she clear her throat and she say, ‘Yes, Mr Philip.’ And then after Hampton nod at her, she start, ‘The Sunday before Miss Fay take the children I overhear her on the telephone. She was in the living room and I just go in there to put down a vase of fresh flowers like Miss Cicely ask me to and Miss Fay just turn ’round and wave her hand at me and tell me to get out. I didn’t even get a chance to put down the vase. It was like she vex with me for going in there. So when I shut the door I just wait outside a little minute and listen. And that is when I hear her say “I will be in the taxi”, which make me think that she just making some arrangement with one of her friends. But the way she say it seem a bit funny. And it funny that she didn’t want me to hear her, because them not usually worried ’bout that sort of thing. Anyway, the next thing I hear is when she say, “Do you understand?” It nuh sound like well I didn’t know what it sound like, but now I realise what funny about it was maybe she was talking to a child. That she not talking to one of her friends after all.’

I just sit and stare at her standing there in front of me. Hampton tell her is OK, she done the right thing. He tell her to go wait down by the gate and he will come directly and drive her home. Then him sorta lean over me, and really look at me like him worried ’bout something.

And then him say to me, ‘You alright?’

But I no answer.

So him say, ‘I think it best she come tell yu. I reckon yu would want to know. And I think it better if it come from her.’ Him wait a bit and then say, ‘I going drive her home now if that alright with you.’

‘Yes, is alright.’ And just as him step away I reach out and grab his arm and say, ‘Thank you, Hampton.’ And then I shout out to Ethyl as she opening the gate to leave, ‘Thank you, Ethyl.’

According to Sun Tzu, Mencius say, ‘ The appropriate season is not as important as the advantages of the ground; these are not as important as harmonious human relations .’

The next day I take a shower and shave and get dressed and go ’round to see Michael. The housekeeper don’t want to let me in but Michael hear my voice from the next room and shout to her that it OK, she can let me by. When I come into his study he ask the housekeeper, Miss Crawford he call her, to go put on some coffee, and he invite me to sit down in a armchair by the open window. This here is the first time I see him since I grab him up in the cathedral that day. Michael look like he lose some weight, and he look tired.

‘I have been meaning to call you.’ This is what him say as he sitting down in the armchair next to me.

The window reach down to the ground so when you sit down you can see the garden right there in front of you, and you can catch a nice breeze to take the edge off the afternoon heat.

‘That day I grab you up in the cathedral I could see you was suffering. And now I come here and see you like this it seem like you still the same way. So maybe the confession thing switch ’round now and is you that need to tell me what you got on your mind.’

Michael look at me and I can see he got all sort of things going ’round in his head. Is like he can’t even think where to begin there is so much he got to tell. But what strike me is it seem like he been waiting and wanting and wishing for me to come over here and ask him ’bout what happened and what he had to do with it.

Right then the door open and Miss Crawford come in with a tray with the coffee and cups and such. She put it on a side table and Michael thank her. When she gone Michael get up and pour the coffee. The rich, heavy smell of the Blue Mountain fill up the room.

When he hand me the cup him say, ‘The week before it happened Fay asked me if she could visit with the children on the Sunday when they came to Mass, and I said no.’

Then he sit down next to me with the cup of coffee he pour for himself.

‘I told her that if she wanted to visit with the children she would have to make arrangements with you. She became quite distraught over this. It took some time for her to calm down and compose herself. And then she asked me if I would at least allow her to talk to Karl on the telephone.’

Michael stop. I think he get startled at how I suddenly just right then put all my attention on him. It give out a kind of electric shock. So the two of us just sit there and wait for it to pass.

‘I don’t know why I agreed to it, but I said yes. So on the Sunday before that was what happened. She spoke