Idaho looked out into the room, finding himself the center of attention for all of the guards' faces.
'Moneo doesn't judge, but I do,' Idaho said.
It surprised him then to glimpse a few wry smiles among the women. They all returned to their eating.
As he strode down the hall of the Citadel, Idaho replayed the conversation, seeking out the oddities in Moneo's behavior. The terror could be recognized and even understood, but it had seemed far more than fear of death... far, far more.
The Worm can dominate him.
Idaho felt that this had slipped out of Moneo, an inadvertent betrayal. What could it mean?
More reckless than any of the others.
It galled Idaho that he should have to bear comparisons to himself-as-an-unknown. How careful had the others been?
Idaho came to his own door, put a hand on the palm-lock and hesitated. He felt like a hunted animal retreating to his den. The guards in the mess surely would have reported that
conversation to Leto by now. What would the God Emperor do? Idaho's hand moved across the lock. The door swung inward. He entered the anteroom of his apartment and sealed the door, looking at it.
Will he send his Fish Speakers for me?
Idaho glanced around the entry area. It was a conventional space-racks for clothing and shoes, a full-length mirror, a weapons cupboard. He looked at the closed door of the cupboard. Not one of the weapons behind that door offered any real threat to the God Emperor. There wasn't even a lasgun... although even lasguns were ineffectual against the Worm, according to all the accounts.
He knows I will defy him.
Idaho sighed and looked toward the arched portal which led into the sitting area. Moneo had replaced the soft furniture with heavier, stiffer pieces, some of them recognizably Fremen culled from the coffers of the Museum Fremen.
Museum Fremen!
Idaho spat and strode through the portal. Two steps into the room he stopped, shocked. The soft light from the north windows revealed Hwi Noree seated on the low sling-divan. She wore a shimmering blue gown which draped itself revealingly around her figure. Hwi looked up at his entrance.
'Thank the gods you've not been harmed,' she said.
Idaho glanced back at his entry, at the palm-locked door. He returned a speculative look at Hwi. No one but a few selected guards should be able to open that door.
She smiled at his confusion. 'We lxians manufactured those locks,' she said.
He found himself filled with fear for her. 'What are you doing here?'
'We must talk.'
'About what?'
'Duncan...' She shook her head. 'About us.'
'They warned you,' he said.
'I've been told to reject you.'
'Moneo sent you!'
'Two guardswomen who overheard you in the mess-they brought me. They think you are in terrible danger.'
'Is that why you're here?'
She stood, one graceful motion which reminded him of the way Leto's grandmother, Jessica, had moved-the same fluid control of muscles, every movement beautiful.
Realization came as a shock. 'You're Bene Gesserit...'
'No! They were among my teachers, but I am not Bene Gesserit.'
Suspicions clouded his mind. What allegiances were really at work in Leto's Empire? What does a ghola know about such things?
The changes since last I lived...
'I suppose you're still just a simple Ixian,' he said.
'Please don't sneer at me, Duncan.'
'What are you?'
'I am the intended bride of the God Emperor.'
'And you'll serve him faithfully!'
'I will.'
'Then there's nothing for us to talk about.'
'Except this thing between us.'
He cleared his throat. 'What thing?'
'This attraction.' She raised a hand as he started to speak. 'I want to hurl myself into your arms, to find the love and shelter I know is there. You want it, too.'
He held himself rigid. 'The God Emperor forbids!'
'But I am here.' She took two steps toward him, the gown rippling across her body.
'Hwi...' He tried to swallow in a dry throat. 'It's best you leave.'
'Prudent, but not best,' she said.
'If he finds that you've been here...'
'It is not my way to leave you like this.' Again, she stopped his response with a lifted hand. 'I was bred and trained for just one purpose.'
Her words filled him with icy caution. 'What purpose?'
'To woo the God Emperor. Oh, he knows this. He would not change a thing about me.'
'Nor would L'
She moved a step closer. He smelled the milky warmth of her breath.
'They made me too well,' she said. 'I was designed to please an Atreides. Leto says his Duncan is more an Atreides than many born to the name.'
'Leto?'
'How else should I address the one I'll wed?'
Even as she spoke, Hwi leaned toward Idaho. As though a magnet had found its point of critical attraction, they moved together. Hwi pressed her cheek against his tunic, her arms around him feeling the hard muscles. Idaho rested his chin in her hair, the musk filling his senses.
'This is insane,' he whispered.
'Yes.'
He lifted her chin and kissed her.
She pressed herself against him.
Neither of them doubted where this must lead. She did not resist when he lifted her off her feet and carried her into the bedroom.
Only once did Idaho speak. 'You're not a virgin.'
'Nor are you, love.'
'Love,' he whispered. 'Love, love, love...'
'Yes... yes!'
In the post-coital peace, Hwi put both hands behind her head and stretched, twisting on the rumpled bed. Idaho sat with his back to her looking out the window.
'Who were your other lovers?' he asked.
She lifted herself on one elbow. 'I've had no other lovers.' 'But...' He turned and looked down at her.
'In my teens,' she said, 'there was a young man who needed me very much.' She smiled. 'Afterward, I was very ashamed. How trusting I was! I thought I had failed the people who depended on me. But they found out and they were elated. You know, I think I was being tested.'
Idaho scowled. 'Is that how it was with me? I needed you?' 'No, Duncan.' Her features were grave. 'We gave joy to each other because that's how it is with love.'
'Love!' he said, and it was a bitter sound.
