herself.
The ice queen had a sense of humour.
Soon after they became on-and-off lovers – drank a bit, laughed a lot and joined forces on their loneliness. They liked each other’s company.
She cried after sex.
Jenny had gone into the Feds straight out of uni. After doing the usual ambitious-girl rotations she’d ended up working narcotics details out of Darwin, Perth and Brisbane. She was going places.
Groomed for management and the SES structure of the Australian Public Service. A place where you fl ew business class, stayed at the Marriott and no one told you in advance what your expenses claim was going to be.
Jenny was twenty-six when her life changed. During an ongoing investigation into a Vietnamese heroin importation ring the call had come through once again from Australian Customs in Vietnam. A husband, wife and kids were on the same route out of Saigon into Brisbane via Singers. All over again. The personnel changed regularly, but they were always a family unit and the intelligence placed them with the same drug gang.
Jenny was in the Feds’ tail car, riding passenger and working the radio. She told the lead car where to go and let the backup car know where they might have to cut in. It was late January, the stinking Brisbane heat making a mockery of the Falcon’s air-con.
Everyone was over it. They’d been tailing this mob and others from the same syndicate for almost two years and the heroin was still hitting the streets. The one bust they’d pulled seven months before was a roadside swoop in Logan City as the suspects had driven south to their Southport unit. It yielded nothing, except the gang complained about the racist treatment given that the mother had a young baby with her at the time.
The complaint stuck. Offi cial reprimand. The whole suits versus cops bit.
On the day her world changed, Jenny’s mind was elsewhere. Six days earlier she’d had a termination at the behest of her fi ance – an ambitious lawyer who wanted ‘a life’. She’d wanted the baby.
Jenny was still bleeding and eating Nurofens, pale as death, as she tailed the Vietnamese family south-bound out of Brisbane. Suddenly, she’d had a fl ash. It went like this: ‘The baby!’ It was like she was sleepwalking.
She turned to her superior, a guy called Steve Hornby who, in spite of his clumsy attempts at charm, was a good operator with the kind of arrest and conviction record that cops love.
‘Steve – the baby. The fucking baby!’ Jenny screeched.
Hornby had recoiled. ‘What?’
‘Steve listen to me – pull them over. Do it!’
‘Fuck that for a game of soldiers,’ Hornby had replied, his left eyelid twitching, nervous about the vibe and uncomfortable with angry women.
Jenny reached forward for the lights and siren switch.
‘Don’t you fucking do that, Toohey. That’s an order.’
Jenny had never used her looks with her male colleagues – she didn’t want the reputation. But she leaned over, pushed her breasts onto his arm, slid her hand up Steve Hornby’s thigh.
‘Steve, it’s the baby. Trust me.’
She sounded crazy and far away, even to her own ears.
Steve broke a forehead sweat, his eyelid going crazy. ‘There goes my super.’
Jenny hit the lights and they swooped on the Vietnamese.
Which was how Jenny Toohey came to be standing on the side of the M1 at Rochedale in the early afternoon heat, holding the cadaver of a baby that was stuffed with the highest-grade Laotian heroin.
Jenny’s mouth open, but no scream, looking down on the baby’s dead eyes staring out of heavy make- up.
Packets of brown heroin fell out of the baby’s hollowed-out back as Jenny unwound the swaddling.
Steve Hornby on his knees vomiting in the grass, begging for mercy. Please God, no!
Feds from the lead car chased the ‘mother’ and ‘father’ down the nature strip, the mother’s right sandal fl ying off as she veered towards a wire fence.
Panicked, out-of-breath yells came over the radio system.
Jenny Toohey made no sound, heard only the roar of emptiness in her ears.
She took stress leave and dumped the fi ance. She ducked counsell-ing, didn’t cry. She retrained, redeployed as AFP intelli gence liaison in an area that hooked from Saigon to Jakarta and up to Manila. Mac happened to know she was very good at what she did, which was busting the slave rackets – what they called transnational sexual servitude.
Mac suspected she was in love with him, but she didn’t say it.
She let him come and go. Mostly he went. She didn’t ask him about Southern Scholastic, she didn’t seem to need the details of what he did. In Mac’s experience, this was an almost super-human effort for a female cop.
In return, he ignored the salt-crust she left on his chest when he slept over.
She had only one stipulation: ‘I don’t cry, understand?’
Mac said, ‘Good as gold.’
They sat on her dark green canvas sofa, her giving him the look. Like she knew something was up.
‘Jen, it’s over – I’m out.’
‘What? The ASIS thing?’
‘Book company, yeah,’ he said, winking.
They smiled at each other.
‘When?’ asked Jenny.
‘My offi cial last day is January thirty.’
Jen narrowed her eyes, thoughtful.
‘But there’s one last thing I have to do,’ said Mac. ‘And they don’t want me doing it.’
Jen shifted forward on the sofa, looked at him with big dark eyes and said, ‘I know.’
Mac cocked an eye.
‘That bloke – what’s his name? – Matthew, sidled up to me today.
Asked me if I was in contact with you. Said something addressed for you had turned up in his pigeon hole, you know, and it was the kind of thing he had to give to you personally.’ She was being facetious, had that same cop disrespect for casual deception that his father had.
They laughed. Sometimes spooks made it way too complicated.
‘And you told him?’
‘I said, “Matthew, wherever McQueen is hiding I’m sure it’s not down the front of my blouse.” ‘
Mac laughed. Jenny could do that to him. Take all the stress and chuck it out the window.
‘Holy shit! You’re a piece of work, you are.’
‘Me?! It’s that bloke who’s the boob-talker – ask any of the girls.’
Mac ran the options. Either she was part of the program and was carrying a wire, or she had dismissed Matt cold. The third option was that Matt had heard some talk round the traps and had Jenny’s apartment under surveillance. Mac would have done it.
‘Any tails?’
She shook her head.
Mac trusted Jen. She was highly tail-sensitive. A foreign female cop, living alone in Jakarta, spending her life tracking the kind of crime gangs that would steal children and sell them to paedophile brothels. If Jenny said there was no tail, there was no tail.
A pause opened up. She stared at him, stared at the beer, gave him the hard eye. ‘Okay, Mr Macca – you can ask away, but if I say no, then it’s no. That fair?’
Mac nodded. He couldn’t ask more than that.
He started with the Sulawesi adventure and the Hannah snatch, ending with the Jakarta return and the instruction to get on a plane to Sydney. Only, he kept it vague. If she was a journalist, she wouldn’t have been able to write a story on what he told her. No names to follow through on.
She stared at him.
‘Something’s a bit dodgy about the whole thing,’ he said, fl ustered.
They had never really spoken like this. ‘I’m – I want to cover-off. I have to… I’m looking for maritime activity
