He'd just spoken with Hagith. The conversation had not gone well. His daughter was polite but distant, dutifully answering all his questions but sounding as if she wished she were doing something else. He wondered if he was losing her, whether she was being infected by Joe Raskov's vulgarity and Judith's sour view of life. A notion tormented him: that the little girl he loved might grow up to become a woman he wouldn't like.
Just then the telephone rang. He picked it up. 'Hello?'
'How are you, David?'
That calm, low-pitched, seductive voice-he recognized it at once. 'Well,' he said, 'this is a surprise.'
'Oh, I don't think you're all that surprised. Your friend, the cellist -is she there?'
'Away on tour.'
A throaty giggle. 'I hear she's very talented.' Then: 'Guess it's been a while.'
'More than six months.'
'And now you're a bachelor. How lucky to call you at just this time.'
'What's on your mind, Stephanie?'
'As if you didn't know.' She laughed, her knowing laugh. It annoyed him. He was certain she had known that Anna was away.
'Did it occur to you that…?'
'Come on, David. What do you think she's doing tonight? She's probably balling her accompanist.'
'He's gay.'
'Sounds interesting.' She giggled again, then her tone turned serious. 'Listen, why don't you come over? I'm all alone. I won't force myself on you. We can talk, have a drink, in the bar if you'd feel more comfortable. Or do anything else our little heart's desire. Am I being brazen? I think I'd be a fool if I weren't. No obligation. I promise, David. Really. So, okay? Will you come?'
Even as he started up his car he knew he would probably regret the visit. But he went anyway, over to the American Colony Hotel where she lived in permanent luxury. Driving there he asked himself: Why am I doing this? The only explanation he could come up with, an explanation that maddened him, was that he was curious.
He parked in the dark lot concealed by palms just behind the portico, sat in his car reconsidering the venture. Then, disliking himself for not returning home, he entered the hotel.
'You know, David, I really liked you a lot.' They had had a drink in the bar, now were seated on the couch in her room. She stared at him, swung her head so that her precision-cut hair flicked across her face, then fell back to the exact place it had filled before.
'Maybe not all that much.'
She smiled. 'Well, no, we weren't in love if that's what you mean.'
He knew he had not loved Stephanie but he had certainly lusted for her. At her suggestion he'd called her 'Lynx' in bed. An appropriate name, he thought, on account of the way she moved. She wore a lecherous feline smile when she unclasped his belt and when they made love she shrieked like a cat and scratched and simmered and fussed and curled sensually around his limbs.
She took his wrists in her hands.
'I think it was your wrists. I was very conscious of them from the start. The hair and the thickness of them. I noticed them the first time we met at what-his-name's, that boring journalist.'
'Menachem.'
'Yes. And then the hair that shows in the opening of your shirt.' She eyed it. 'I had a kind of erotic vision of you. I undressed you in my mind and imagined how the hair at your wrists and at your throat would connect-the pattern on your body, up your arms, across your chest.' She sat back, looked him up and down. 'I thought about that a lot, actually, got all hot thinking about it. It got so I couldn't put it out of my mind and then I had to see you stripped. So I set up that meeting at the King David swimming pool and when I saw you there, saw your body was just the way I'd imagined it, well…' She giggled.
'Do you remember what we did that afternoon? God, I'll never forget it. For days I'd wanted to do that particular thing. As I remember the occasion I did it under the sheets.' Again she tossed her head to flick her tawny hair across her face.
He remembered, and at the memory felt his cock grow hard.
'…ever wonder why? You, the detective, I bet you did. I wanted to hide from you because I knew if you saw my face you'd know how much I liked it. I imagine my face is very lewd when I'm doing a thing like that. Hey! What's the matter? Don't go away. I'm not going to leap on you, poor man!'
He was up on his feet now and halfway across the room, feeling like a fool. He knew she knew she had him aroused and was getting ready to pounce. He knew too that he had not come to see her just out of curiosity, but because something about the way she'd stood at the bar at Fink's and her voice on the telephone had turned him on.
'Tell me,' he asked, 'did you care for me, or did you just sleep with me for information?'
'Of course I cared for you. Jesus, David-do you think I'm some kind of slut?'
'You were in half a dozen beds far as I could figure out.'
'That's what I do, how I find out what's going on.'
'Then you are an agent.'
'I'm a journalist.'
'You're an American agent, Stephanie. And a cop like me with access to all sorts of dossiers-I suppose I could have been a useful contact if I hadn't caught on to you so soon.'
She laughed. 'You underestimate your attractiveness, David. I have plenty of sources. I didn't need you.'
'Anyone in the police?'
She shrugged. 'Maybe. Maybe not. But I can tell you I've got at least one cabinet minister in my pocket. And, this may surprise you, he knows exactlywhat I do. Better that way-he only tells me stuff he wants me to find out. That's the game, you see. They leak stuff to me and I pass the stuff along. And from all those deliberate little leaks, certain inferences can be drawn. I don't personally draw the inferences. Other people do. I just bring in the raw stuff and let the inferences fall where they may. And you know something else? I like it. I like getting into the sack with powerful men and getting them to tell me things. But you, David, you were something else. I was crazy about you. Your body, yes, and something more. I think it was your inaccessibility. Because you weren't really there. You held something back. Day and night, no matter what we were doing, you were always a cop. You're one now. It's quite maddening. A maddening trait you have.'
She got up then and began to stalk around the room, and as she did he was conscious of her breasts and that she wasn't wearing a bra. Her breasts!
'…you'll never be able to really love a woman. Not even this new one you have, the cellist, what's-her-name, Miss Pluperfect, Miss Great Performing Artist, whatever she thinks she is. You love your work too much. Shit, David, have you any idea how maddening, maddening it was to hang out with you when you were on a case?'
She stopped at her dresser, poured herself a small glass of Scotch, took his glass and refilled it, then sat down.
'You do love her, don't you?'
He nodded.
'Good for you. I really hope you do. But it's interesting that you picked the two of us, neither of us Israelis or even Jews. I'm not saying I blame you. There're some hot little numbers walking around, but your basic Israeli female is an earth-mother. Boring, too, compared to the mythical commando girls, the ones on the covers of the gaudy paperbacks. Breasts straining against khaki shirts, sunburned skin, fabulous legs showing out of the military shorts. Ever get it on with one of those?'
'Maybe.'
'And?'
'What?'
'What was she like?'
He studied her. 'You want me to tell you you're a great lay, don't you, Stephanie?'
She laughed. 'I admit I wouldn't mind hearing you say it, since I happen to know you think I am. Thing is, David, I have this feeling that no matter how much you may love your cellist, you probably got bigger hard-ons for me. I don't expect you to acknowledge that. No point. But I wonder why you never fell for me. Would you mind
