I feel so out of touch?'
She said she thought it was his case-that having been deprived of it so suddenly, it was impossible for him not to feel lost.
'Sure,' he said, 'that's why I started taking walks. But they've only made me feel worse. Things come back, bits and pieces of the past. The more I walk the more morose I get.'
'Tell me.'
'I've been thinking of Gideon. I suppose it's because of Ephraim Cohen and Peretz. Just this evening I had an idea-that somehow he took upon himself all the problems we should have shared. That he absorbed all the pathology in our family, took on all the abuse. And that now, because he did, I'm walking around alive.'
'What pathology?'
'The thing our parents generated. The web they wove around us from which we had to struggle free.'
'You think Gideon…?'
'He took it all upon himself, Anna. And by doing that he left me free to become a sane adult.'
They went out for a walk late one afternoon along the wall that ran along the western edge of the Old City. They walked silently until they reached the Jaffa Gate. Then Anna turned to him and spoke:
'I love it here, David. I don't know why. I'm not religious but I'm stirred. There's no river, no harbor, but I love it anyway. The city covering the hills like a carpet. The long shadows of people by the walls. Oh, David, it's your place, your city. This magic city-made-of stones…'
Early Saturday morning he drove to Haifa, arriving at the Raskov house at ten o'clock. It was an extremely large house in Central Carmel, modern, flat-roofed, and sprawling, with a fine view of the harbor below.
A Druse woman opened the door. No sign of Judith or Joe. 'I'm Captain Bar-Lev,' David said to her in Arabic.
The woman nodded. 'Please wait. Hagith will be right down.'
From the stoop David looked around. The lawn was perfectly manicured, and there were two shiny Mercedes-Benz automobiles parked beside the house. The trunk door of one had been left open exposing tennis rackets, an expensive set of golf clubs, a pair of snorkeling flippers and a breathing tube.
Hagith's face reminded David of Gideon's, but her gestures were reminiscent of Judith. On the drive up to Tiberias, they talked about her schoolwork, her teachers, her friends, carefully skirting details of her life at home.
'Anna and I want you to stay with us,' he said. 'For a week, or longer if you like, and your mother approves.' Hagith didn't answer. 'Don't you miss Jerusalem? Do you remember it? It's been almost a year since you came up to visit.'
'Yes, I remember,' she said. And then she started to cry.
'Darling! What's the matter?' He pulled the car over to the side of the road. 'Why are you upset? Is it something I said? Please tell me so I can help.'
'I want to visit,' she said. 'I miss you and grandfather very much.'
'We miss you too. That's nothing to cry about.'
'Joe won't let me come,' she said.
'What do you mean, he won't let you? Why not, darling?'
'He says people will try and kidnap me so they can get his money.'
The crude son-of-a-bitch! He fought hard to control his fury. 'Listen, Hagith-it doesn't matter what Joe says. Doesn't matter at all. A visit to Jerusalem is between you, me, and your mother-and nobody else.'
'I don't like him,' she said suddenly. 'His breath smells bad.' She threw herself sobbing across David's lap. He petted her splayed hair while explaining that no matter where she lived, he, David, would always love her and would always be her daddy. But even as he said all of this he couldn't help but be aware of a surge of joy inside. She hates Joe Raskov, hates the smell of his breath! She still my daughter! Suddenly he felt better than he had in weeks.
'I've been thinking about Anna and her problem playing Mendelssohn,' his father said.
'Yes?'
'Mendelssohn was a Jewish composer.'
'So…?'
'So that could be significant. She's having trouble with a Jew.'
'You think she's having trouble with me, father?'
'Maybe. Of course this is only a suggestion, David, but perhaps it would be helpful if you would both examine that.'
When he glanced up Shoshana's supple body filled the doorway. She shook her glossy curls and grinned.
'So here you are,' he said.
'I know you've been waiting for me.'
He motioned her to a chair. She sat and crossed her arms. 'Nine days ago you sent me to catch Amit Nissim. I told you what happened-she couldn't describe the scary bearded man any better than she had for you. So I thought: Okay, I'll keep in touch, she knows something, she's the only one who does, she may be only six years old but right now she's all we've got. Every afternoon I've been dropping by the school just when they let the kids go loose. Amit sees me, runs over, we give each other a hug, then we walk a couple blocks, I buy her an orange, we talk, about police work, this and that, then I pat her on her fanny and send her home.
'I like her. She looks up to me, says she wants to join the force when she grows up. But I'm not spending my time with a six-year-old because I need my ego massaged. I figure she's seen this scary bearded guy once, maybe she'll see him again. Every time we meet I ask her if she has, and she shakes her head and promises she'll tell me if she does.
'Okay, two days ago we go through it again. No, she hasn't seen him, so we go on to something else. Then, out of the blue, she says: 'I saw the other one.' 'Who?' 'The other one,' she says-which just about freaks me out. Turns out, to please me she's been sitting with her parents watching all the grown-up shows. And on one of them, a discussion program a week ago, she recognized another of the three men from the van. Not the scary bearded one, and not the guy who was hurt. But the third man who, with the beard, helped the injured guy limp away. Can she describe him? A little. He had gray hair, sharp eyes, and acted very proud. Since that fits just about every Israeli TV panelist I've ever seen, I asked the broadcast people for a list. It wasn't long. I found pictures of most of the men in old newspapers and magazines. I compiled a little scrapbook and this afternoon I showed it to Amit. She examined every face, then fingered one of them. You know, David, she's been an excellent witness, and so far she's been on the button every time.'
Shoshana placed her scrapbook on his desk. He turned the pages: party leaders, former cabinet ministers, public personalities from business and the arts. When he reached an old newspaper photo of General Yigal Gati, Shoshana clicked her teeth.
He glanced up at her. 'Him?'
Her eyes were flashing. 'Yup.'
He leaned back, thrilled. Pieces were finally clicking into place.
'You know, Shoshana, you've become one damn fine detective after all.'
'Thanks. And now I suppose you'll take this into Rafi since, of course, it's not our case anymore. I hear the new team's discrediting all our work. Dov says they don't even care about the accident. So they'll probably discount this too.'
He touched the scar on his cheek. 'Fuck them,' he said.
'Right! Fuck them!' She laughed. 'What are we going to do?'
He leaned forward. 'I want you to check up on our old friend Gutman, the Torah thief. He's been in the lock- up awhile. Maybe that prosecutor, Netzer, wouldn't mind if you took him out for a little walk.'
'Gutman?' She squinted at him.
'Yeah. Don't you think he could use some air?'
'Is there some connection between him and General Gati?'
'Talk to Netzer, Shoshana. We need old Gutman. So when you go in use all your charms.'
Late that afternoon she brought Gutman to where he waited beside the Jean Arp sculpture on the western edge of Independence Park. It had been a magical Jerusalem day, the sky deep blue, the dry air fragrant with decaying lilac blossoms. Now Arp's three vertical steel waves stood like profiles of gigantic women, silver
