Chime

“Off we go.” Eldric eased Mad Tom down the bridge again, Leanne floating beside.

Eldric turned suddenly, called over his shoulder. “I’ll be back directly.”

I turned toward the river, set my forearms on the railing. Mad Tom’s scoldings and cajolings grew faint, fainter, then faded away. I stared into the paintbrush water. My mask was one great rumple; it would need hours of smoothing.

Shouldn’t I be happy? Eldric didn’t want to sup with Leanne. Of course I should be happy.

But how can I tell what happiness is? It’s not a thought, it’s a feeling. If happiness were a description from a soppy novel, it might read, She felt as though she were walking on air.

That was right: I felt as though I were walking on air. Clichés became clichés because they contained a nugget of truth.

Eldric did not return directly.

Eldric did not return indirectly.

The walking-on-air feeling evaporated. The paintbrush water was depressing. He did want to be with her after all.

He couldn’t expect me to wait on the bridge forever. I headed for the alley that leads into the square, stepped into the dusty-coal dimness. I blinked it away and there stood Eldric. Eldric and Leanne. Eldric, bent over Leanne, his lips on hers. I knew how they felt, those silk-and-butter lips. I knew how it felt when he held you, your body pressed along his, soft and heavy, never hard and crushing, that velvet-and-cream electricity—

I backed out of the alley. I returned to the crest of the bridge. I set my forearms on the railing. I stared into the paintbrush water.

The boy stood on the burning deck. He deserved to die, that boy. Waiting for someone who never came. But I was doing the same, waiting for Eldric, watching the water, the paintbrush water, which now that I was looking, had turned the color of liver.

It eddied, then boiled. I’d seen this before, the wave rising from the river, too tall, too straight, defying gravity. Now a face, taking shape beneath the cap of foam, whirlpool eyes, deep-sea mouth—

Mucky Face, poised to leap and crush.

His whirlpool eyes met mine. “Mistress! Tha’ needs must’mand me to stop!”

His belly was liver-gray. No schoolgirl paintbrush water for Mucky Face.

“Speak lively, mistress! Say, ‘As I be tha’ mistress . . .’ ”

I shouted into the roar and sputter. “As I am thy mistress, I command thee to stop. I command thee to return to the river.”

Mucky Face hovered. “More, mistress! It be such a mighty voice what calls, what ’mands me to collect my whole particular self nigh unto thee.”

“Return to the river, Mucky Face!”

“The voice, it be ’manding me to cast my whole particular self upon thee.”

“Dive into the clouds of minnows, Mucky Face! Return to the river—”

“’Manding me to slay thee!”

“Return to the river, push the river up the banks with thy two great hands, push—”

Foam-crested shoulders collapsed. “Tha’ be a canny mistress!” Mucky Face sank. Quickly as he’d risen, he poured himself back into his own element. Whitecaps boiled on the river. Mucky Face sank beneath. All at once, the river was as peaceful as a schoolgirl’s painting.

There was nothing to see anymore, save the river and my forearms resting on the railing.

Save the river, the railing, and my forearms, and Eldric’s forearms too, resting on the railing just beside mine. I stared at them, Eldric’s long forearms, shirtsleeves pushed back, despite the chill. My forearms, lost in the tweedy sleeves of his coat.

“My, my,” said Eldric. “You are full of surprises.”

I had to look at him then, but I didn’t see any of the Eldric faces I knew. His face was still. Only his eyes were alive.

“I’m waiting,” he said.

24 Wine Is Cheering

The square was set about with torches tossing their pale hair. Light pooled in the scratches and gouges of our table, glanced off Eldric’s tell-nothing face. “I’m still waiting.”

“You promise you won’t tell? Not a single soul?”

It was safe to tell him here, among the riot of merrymakers, spilling from the Alehouse into the square. Safe to tell him in this bedlam of shouts and songs and cries for ale.

“I’ve already promised,” said Eldric. “Five times now.”

So he had, on that long, mostly silent walk to the Alehouse.

I slipped my arms from the sleeves of Eldric’s coat and wrapped them around my middle. I was inside my arms, which were inside the coat. But still I was cold.

“I’m still waiting.”

I’d never have thought he’d be so angry. He’d caught Briony talking to a great wave, and he was angry. His face didn’t show it, but it was evident in everything he did, from his uninflected speech to the few feet of distance he kept between us as we walked to the Alehouse.

“Have you heard of the second sight?”

“When a person sees fairies and the like?” said Eldric.

“I can see the Old Ones,” I said.

“That wave, an Old One?” I couldn’t read Eldric’s face. “You were speaking to an Old One?”

How can regular people bear it when their best friend’s angry at them? What do they think? What do they do?

If I were a dwelling, I’d be a cave.

If I were a creature, I’d be a cockroach.

I chose my words carefully. “One of the Old Ones, yes. But the wave itself was sent by another Old One. An Old One whose element is water.”

“Someone—some Old One—sent you a wave?” said Eldric.

I nodded. “An Old One with a terrific amount of power. Mucky Face couldn’t stop until I told him to.”

“Who is he then?” said Eldric. “This Old One with such terrific powers?”

“Perhaps it’s a she.”

“You’ve blue lips again,” said Eldric. “Where’s that idiot of a bartender?” He stepped away, overturning his chair, but he didn’t pause to put it to rights. He vanished into the noise and crush.

Why would an Old One want to kill me? That was worth thinking about. The Old One had called Mucky Face to do the job, but Mucky Face and I were . . . Can you be friends with a tidal wave? In any event, Mucky Face warned me, saved me from himself.

What Old One would want to kill me? And why?

Eldric returned with wine and bread and soup. I squiggled my arms back into his sleeves, wrapped my hands around the wineglass. It was hot and smelled of cinnamon. “Are you still in a temper?”

“Why shouldn’t I be?” said Eldric.

“Why should you?”

“Because you didn’t tell me about all this. How can we be friends—”

Best friends?

“How can we be friends if you’re so—so hidden from me?”

Wine is said to be cheering. I took a sip. It left a spreading warmth behind my breastbone. Warmth is cheering.

“Betrayed,” said Eldric. “That’s the word.”

“Do you know why I keep my second sight a secret?” I said.