paste the ashes of my stories together, the way she pastes her bits of paper into a collage?
Rose has great faith in my abilities.
“Happen I might approach Miss Rose?” said the constable.
“Scissors are dangerous,” said Rose.
“Danger?” said Eldric from across the room, where he and Mr. Dreary were stuffing Clayborne books into Larkin shelves.
“I need someone to cut my papers,” said Rose. “Stepmother used to cut for me, but she’s dead.”
“I’m just the man for a dangerous job,” said Eldric.
“Happen I might talk to Miss Rose direct-like?” said the constable. “Tell her us needs her help to get them witches.”
“Certainly you may,” said Father.
“I don’t prefer to speak to the constable.” Rose’s breath snagged on her words and set off a spasm of coughing.
“Hand to your mouth, Rose,” I said.
“He’s only going to ask you a few questions,” said Father. “If you act like a grown-up girl and answer them properly, you’ll never see those witches again.”
The constable approached the table. Forge ahead, O mighty enforcer of the law. May you be stout of heart and eardrum.
When Rose takes to screaming, she starts loud, continues loud, and ends loud. Rose has a very good ear and always screams on the same note. I’d tested her before I burnt the library, and our piano along with it.
Rose screams on the note of B flat.
We don’t need a piano anymore now that we have a human tuning fork. In any event, Rose and I never played very well, despite Father’s insistence that we practice an hour a day. We’d never be like Mother, who’d played the piano beautifully, or so Father said. I sometimes wondered if Father really remembered her. Seventeen years is a long time.
It was wonderfully restful to stand back and do nothing. I heard Father call in the reinforcements, who are named Pearl. I watched Pearl escort Rose from the room. I heard Rose scream all the way upstairs.
The pitch of B flat has uncommon carrying power.
Strange how her screams eased the swamp craving, just a bit. It’s like rubbing your elbow after you bump it, I suppose.
The mighty enforcer of the law returned to his seat. Eldric had taken Rose’s place beneath the table, fidgeting with bits of paper and working the scissors. There’s little to compare between Eldric and Stepmother, except they were the only people I’d ever seen join Rose under the table. How patient Stepmother had been, her hummingbird fingers cutting the papers into bits at Rose’s direction, and those bits into smaller bits, and those smaller, and smaller still.
There fell what a novel would call an “awkward silence,” save for the sound of Eldric chopping at the air with the scissors. I fixed my gaze on the bookshelves. Before the flood, they’d been filled with a rainbow of fairy tale books and dog-eared Latin histories and all the novels of Jane Austen and Charles Dickens and the Brontë sisters (except that sniveling Anne). Now they were empty, begging hands. The flood had turned the books into bloated corpses that had to be shoveled up and hauled away in barrows.
I used to like books and reading, but I destroyed our books in a couple of fits of witchy jealousy. Had I meant to drown our books? Had I meant to burn our books? Honestly, you’d think a witch would know what she’d meant to do. I was, after all, a great girl of seventeen when I set the library fire. But I’m not a proper witch: If I’d had a proper witchy education, I’d certainly not have burnt my hand. A proper witch would avoid that unimaginable pain, that horrible healing, that horrible itching. Sometimes my scar itches unbearably. I have to bite at it so I don’t scream.
The constable dragged up his eye folds. His sausage eyes slid about until they landed on me, which was a greasy sort of feeling. “Us been telled you seen them witches, Miss Briony.”
I nodded.
“Did you see ’em close-like?” said the Reeve.
I’d seen them close-like, all right, but what should I say? If I’d had a proper witchy education, I’d know the rules. Does one betray a fellow witch?
The Reeve took my silence for fear. “Us knows them witches be right scareful to think on, Miss Briony. But them memories you got, they be the very things to get ’em hanged.”
“Briony scared?” said Eldric. “I’ve never seen anyone less scared in my life. She has nerves of iron.”
It’s true: I don’t get scared; I keep my head in emergencies. People think me a sort of Florence Nightingale, but I have no heroic qualities. I simply don’t feel very much.
“You got memories too, Mister Eldric,” said the constable. “Didn’t there be nothing peculiar about them witches?”
Peculiar? No, nothing peculiar, just the normal run of witchy backsides and witchy girl-parts.
“Him an’ me,” said the Reeve, “us be sniffing round for evidence, see? The Chime Child, she do her job proper. She don’t take to hanging when there don’t be no evidence.”
“A child?” said Mr. Clayborne.
“It’s only a title,” said Father. “She’s rather old, really.”
“One of the witches had red hair,” said Eldric, now lying on his stomach and crinkling the pages of the
Oh, well. There went my attempt to save my fellow witches, although I can’t say why I tried. None showed any sisterly affection.
Was Eldric thinking of those witchy girl-parts too? Had he ever seen those bits of a girl before? Most girls would blush to think such thoughts, but when you’ve been as wicked as I, you don’t have any blushes to spare.
What do twenty-two-year-old shaving boy-men get to see?
“That be evidence o’ the most excellent sort.” The Reeve’s Adam’s apple strained against his neck skin, which is a thing that should be illegal. “Thank you kindly, Mister Eldric.”
Pearl pushed through the door with a tray. We’ve had lovely teas since Pearl came to us. There’s always soft white bread, like clouds, and butter, and two kinds of jam. The sweet today was lemon cream and butter biscuits.
I adore lemon cream!
Pearl glanced upstairs, where Rose continued to cough and drill through the floor on the pitch of B flat.
“Sorry, Mr. Reverend, sir,” said Pearl, “but I doesn’t got no tricks to quiet Miss Rose.”
I did, though. I had a few Rose-calming tricks, which often as not succeeded one time out of ten. So why was I sitting here, dreaming about lemon cream? My job was to care for Rose, for nothing and no one but Rose.
I stood, made for the door.
“You mustn’t fret about it, Pearl,” said Father. “Rose is difficult to calm.”
Is she, Father? Is she! How would you know? You’ve hardly seen us these three years past.
“And Briony,” said Father, “where are you going?”
What do you think, Father! Who do you think has been caring for a screaming Rose while you’ve been chatting to God?
But there was no point saying anything. There never is.
“Nowhere.”
“I’ve always wanted to go
“You mustn’t leave,” said Father. “These gentlemen will have questions to put to you still.”
Stepmother always said we didn’t have to mind Father. “He’s a good man,” she’d say, “but he doesn’t know much about girls, does he?” We let him think we were minding him, though. It was easier that way.
She was terrifically skilled, Stepmother was: She was skilled in the art of not-minding-but-pretending. But I, witchy, tricky Briony Larkin, didn’t know what to do.
Eldric squiggled out from beneath the table. “What if I went
