named

The creatures, and knew Sin, and was ashamed.

In Thiepval, for a time, and in a space

Extreme of noise made silence. Too much pain

Took pain away. I too was given grace

To know unknowing. I knew not my name

No name of any thing in that dark place.

I stared indifferent at the stumps of wood

And stumps of flesh and metal. All was one.

The man beside me rattled in his blood.

He coughed and died. And I knew I was done.

CALLING NAMES

Little scrubbed boys stand stiff. Their names

Are called. Archer and Bates. Castle and Church.

Adsum they pipe. Adsum. Adsunt. Young Field

Stands next to Devon Minor, Green, and Hill,

Meadows and Nuttall. They smell clean,

Soapy and damp, through ink and chalk and dust,

And polish. Outside English sun

Muffled in English cloud, rests on the panes

Of mud-smeared English windows. So to the end.

Waterstone. Wellwood. Scrape of chairs. They sit.

Scratch with their pens the tale of Agincourt.

The leering lords who promulgate the laws

Of arcane study secrets, call names too.

Answer, what are you? Boy, get your names right

Or you’ll be beaten. Say, what are you, boy?

If you don’t answer you’ll be beaten worse.

A worm, a maggot? Those were last week, boy.

A smell, a scapegoat, a smashed snail, a toad

A broken teacup? Now I’ll beat you, boy.

You still know nothing, get it wrong, you cur

You bumboy. Drop your trousers, bend

Over this chair, and whilst I slash the rod,

Say after me I’m null. I’m nothing. I’m

Zilch, nichts, don’t wince, but bear it like a man.

And now, in a French field, the bugle sounds.

Shaven and scrubbed and polished, they salute

The First Eleven and the First Fifteen.

Lined neatly up for battle, hear their names,

Answer the roll call. All these were my men.

Smiling gold Fletcher, eager Billy Gunn,

Knight with long shanks and curly-headed Smith

Shone, full of purpose, and marched out to fight.

What are they now? Names on a marble slab

In a school chapel. Names on double disks,*

One red for bleeding flesh, one green for earth

In which the flesh is scattered, smeared and mixed

With other flesh, and lost. Names written out

On telegrams and letters, which strike at

The hearts of waiting women, hearing fists

Knock on the door they daren’t unlock but must.

I learned them all with gladness, at the start.

I knew them all, the fearful and the bright

Impulsive boys and canny men I knew

And named and named. My head is packed with names.

Names of dead men. I cannot learn the live

Names that come late, boys to replace the boys

Who marched away.

They come, they go, they smile, they frown. I guard

My mind’s door. Today they stand and smile

Numbered and nameless. And they march away.

And I count up more boys and send them on.

TRENCH NAMES

The column, like a snake, winds through the fields,

Scoring the grass with wheels, with heavy wheels

And hooves, and boots. The grass smiles in the sun

Quite helpless. Orchard and copse are Paradise

Where flowers and fruits grow leisurely, and birds

Rise in the blue, and sing, and sink again

And rest. The woods are ancient. They have names

Thiepval, deep vale, La Boisselle, Aubepines,

Named long ago by dead men. And their sons

Know trees and creatures, earth and sky, the same.

We gouge out tunnels in the sleeping fields.

We turn the clay and slice the turf, and make

A scheme of cross-roads, orderly and mad

Under and through, like moles, like monstrous worms.

Dig out our dens, like cicatrices scored

Into the face of earth. And we give names

To our vast network in the roots, imposed

Imperious, desperate to hide, to hurt.

The sunken roads were numbered at the start.

A chequer board. But men are poets, and names

Are Adam’s heritage, and English men

Imposed a ghostly English map on French,

Crushed ruined harvests and polluted streams.

So here run Piccadilly, Regent Street

Oxford Street, Bond Street, Tothill Fields, Tower Bridge

And Kentish places, Dover, Tunbridge Wells

Entering wider hauntings, resonant,

    The Boggart Hole, Bleak House, Deep Doom and Gloom.

Remembering boyhood, soldier poets recall

The desperate deeds of Lost Boys, Peter Pan,

Hook Copse, and Wendy Cottage. Horrors lurk

In Jekyll Copse and Hyde Copse. Nonsense smiles

As shells and flares disorder tidy lines

In Walrus, Gimble, Mimsy, Borogrove

Which lead to Dum and Dee and to that Wood

Where fury lurked, and blackness, and that Crow.

There’s Dead Man’s Dump, Bone Trench and Carrion Trench

Cemetery Alley, Skull Farm, Suicide Road

Abuse Trench and Abyss Trench, Cesspool, Sticky Trench,

Slither Trench, Slimy Trench, Slum Trench, Bloody Farm.

Worm Trench, Louse Post, Bug Alley, Old Boot Street.

Gas Alley, Gangrene Alley, Gory Trench.

Dreary, Dredge, Dregs, Drench, Drizzle, Drivel, Bog.

Some frame the names of runs for frames of mind.

Tremble Copse, Wrath Copse, Anxious Crossroads, Howl

Doleful and Crazy Trenches, Folly Lane,

Ominous Alley, Worry Trench, Mad Point

Lunatic Sap, and then Unbearable

Trench, next to Fun Trench, Dismal Trench, Hope Trench

And Happy Alley.

How they swarm, the rats.

Fat beasts and frisking, yellow teeth and tails

Twitching and slippery. Here they are at home

As gaunt and haunted men are not. For rats

Grow plump in rat-holes and are not afraid,

Resourceful little beggars, said Tom Thinn,

The day they ate his dinner, as he died.

Their names are legion. Rathole,

Rat Farm, Rat Pit, Rat Post, Fat Rat, Rats’ Alley, Dead Rats’ Drain,

Rat Heap, Flat Rat, the Better ’Ole, King Rat.

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