“Are you all right?” Alec asked, as the soft white light swept over them again.
“Yes,” Paul said, lowering his eyes to the horse. He wondered what Alec had seen in his face.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
It was nearly eleven by the time Alec said good-night to Paul and walked alone into his house. Lacey and Clay were still out, and the emptiness was oppressive. Even Tripod did not bother to come downstairs to greet him.
He poured iced tea into one of the green, hand-blown tumblers Julie had given Annie for her birthday a few years earlier, and carried it into the living room, where he sat down on the couch and stared at the phone. It was after eleven. Too late to call Olivia, and that was just as well. He’d become a little too dependent on those phone calls. He’d see her in the morning, anyway. She had agreed to go windsurfing with him at Rio Beach.
He lay down, stretching out along the length of the sofa, a throw pillow beneath his head. It had been a long, long time since he’d worked on an animal. It had felt good—
Paul had to be the softest man he’d ever met. He’d gotten misty-eyed over the colt. Alec could imagine him with Olivia. An image—thoroughly prurient—slipped into his mind of Olivia and Paul together, and he rested his arm over his eyes to try to block it out. The first erotic thought he’d had in months and he wasn’t even a part of it.
God, he missed Annie. Sleeping with her, waking up with her. He missed those clandestine Friday “lunches” in motel rooms. She had been a different woman during those two hours each week. She’d never been a reluctant lover, but he knew it was usually the closeness she was after. The holding. The loving words. He’d learned long ago that he had a need for sex itself—for the purely physical pleasure it offered—that she didn’t share. He’d adjusted. They had acknowledged their differences and worked it out. But during those weekly rendezvous, Annie had been impassioned, eager. Her body had given off steam when he touched her.
Alec finished the iced tea, wishing he’d poured himself something stronger, something numbing. He closed his eyes and breathed deeply, letting the hum of the air conditioner lull him to sleep.
When he woke up, he could not at first get his bearings. The dim light from the kitchen washed over the wall in front of him and he saw the ten oval windows. He was lying on the living room sofa. He had a throbbing erection, and its inspiration—Annie—no longer existed.
He got off the couch in a rage, hurling the throw pillow to the floor.
The tumbler sailed across the room, and he caught his breath as it connected with one of the ten small oval windows, splintering the detailed stained glass image of a dark-haired woman carrying a parasol.
Alec stared at the empty, oval-shaped hole in the wall. He closed his eyes and groaned, raking his hands through his hair.
The side yard was illuminated by lights under the eaves, and Alec could see some of the small, painstakingly cut pieces of glass as he walked barefoot through the sand. He sat on the ground beneath the windows and began picking up the pieces, collecting them in his palm.
A car stopped on the street in front of the house and he heard laughter, followed by the slamming of a door. In a moment Clay was walking toward him.
“Dad? What are you doing out here?” Clay looked down at the colored glass in his father’s hand. “Who broke the window?”
“It was an accident.” Alec followed Clay’s eyes to where the green tumbler rested in the sand, and for a moment neither of them spoke.
“Did Lacey…?”
“No. It wasn’t Lacey.”
Clay stuffed his hands in the pockets of his shorts. “Well, look, Dad,” he said. “It’s late. You can worry about the window tomorrow.”
“I don’t want to leave the glass out here.” Alec ran his fingers through the sand and found a small white triangle of the parasol.
“It’ll be all right.” Clay glanced around him as if he were worried someone in the neighborhood might be watching this scene. “Come on, Dad. You’re freaking me out. I’ll help you find the pieces in the morning.”
Alec looked up at his son. A handsome young man. Black hair. Dark skin. Seventeen years old. In all likelihood he had made love to Terri Hazleton tonight. In another month, he’d leave home for good. He’d start his new life. His
Clay lowered himself to the sand, and leaned back against the house. “I know, Dad,” he said quietly. “I do, too.” He sifted his fingers through the sand and found a small red piece of glass, which he handed to Alec.
Alec closed his fingers around the fragments of glass in his palm. He rested his arms on his knees and looked out at the black water of the sound. “They’re going to move the lighthouse, Clay,” he said. “They’re going to pull the damn thing out of the ground, and Kiss River will never be the same again.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
Alec could have asked Olivia to come to his house. He had the sailboards there; they could have set out right from the little cove that formed his back yard. As he drove toward Rio Beach, though, he realized that he hadn’t wanted Olivia at his house in case Clay or Lacey were there. So what did that mean? Nola was over all the time, and he never gave it a second thought. But if they found Olivia there, he would have to offer an explanation for her presence. They might remember her from that night in the ER, or they might not. That wasn’t it. He just didn’t want them to see him with a woman other than their mother, no matter how platonic the relationship might be.
Olivia was leaning against her car in the little parking area adjacent to Rio Beach. She wore a white cover-up over her bathing suit and her legs were nearly the color of the jacket. This was a woman who worked entirely too much.
He parked next to her, and she shaded her eyes as he got out of the Bronco and began unstrapping the
