newcomers in (as the man said) my own inimitable fashion. When that monkey instinct inside a dark corner of my mind made me kill they’d accepted that it was a necessary evil. They cleared away the bloody aftermath and rewarded me with chocolate cake and sex.
But it was different now, wasn’t it? Now that they’d sealed themselves from the outside world they didn’t need my services anymore. What’s more, they’d always been suspicious of me. They tolerated me because I was essential to their own survival, that’s all. The old ex-cop’s warning came back to me from the night before. Valdiva, do yourself a favor. Get away from here… as far away as you can…
Maybe right now they were discussing the proposal on the agenda: Get rid of Valdiva… oust the monster. I could see all those gray heads nodding ’round the table as Miss Bertholly agreed: “Valdiva’s surplus to requirements now. Can anyone nominate a hunter who’s good with a rifle?”
“Get him before he figures out he’s redundant,” old man Crowther would say. “Make his whore girl go down to cook him breakfast. I know a guy who’ll blow him to pieces with a twelve-gauge while he’s still in bed. Better still, why waste good bullets? Wait until he’s screwing her and kill the pair of them with one shell.”
That mental movie of my blood hitting the bedroom wall was clear enough, I can tell you. At the sound of the door opening downstairs I bounced out of bed and went to the top of the stairs. Lynne looked startled as she opened the screen to the veranda.
“You gave me a scare, Greg,” she said, seeing the expression on my face. “What’s wrong?”
I looked at the plate full of breakfast on the table. “Where are you going, Lynne?”
“Nowhere. Well… I was just throwing out this bread for the birds. You should get in the habit of checking it. It’s so stale you could crack rocks with it.” She threw the crust out onto the grass, then came back into the kitchen, smiling. “There’s chilled juice, and I made fresh pancakes. Coffee?”
“Yeah.” I looked through the window at the top of the stairs. Outside there was no one about. No Crowther narc anyway, with a shotgun. Maybe my imagination had gotten overripe. Even so…
“Greg. Relax. You look as if you’ve seen a ghost.”
Yeah, my own.
She played with her hair a little in that sexy way of hers. “Say. .. do you want breakfast in bed this morning?”
I thanked her but declined. I said I needed to make an early start cutting wood out back. She was thoroughly pleasant, even flirty, but all we did was make small talk.
The old cop swilling whiskey on the jetty had prevented me from taking the boat across the lake to Lewis to find out who it was burning the lamp up in the ruins. But now I was more than ever determined to take that trip. What’s more, this town seemed even more claustrophobic-dangerous, even-now that I realized its people didn’t need me anymore. When I walked down Main Street I knew I’d get an itch between my shoulder blades just where a rifle bullet might find a home.
Lynne nibbled toast with me as I ate her breakfast. It was good, and the temptation to suggest half an hour up on the bed took some time to quit. But eventually she said her good-byes before heading back up the hill in the direction of home. I hauled the chainsaw from the shed, topped up the tank, then fired her up. The logger’s chainsaw was muscular enough to loosen the fillings in your teeth, but it made short work of the heftier pieces of driftwood. I cut the timber into disks maybe eight inches long. Soon a blizzard of sawdust filled the air, turning the sunlight misty and golden.
I worked through the pile of timber the lake had given up (along with its more grisly fruit). I thought of the severed head with its extra set of eyes. Suddenly I could taste the scrambled egg in my mouth again with that extra spice of bile.
Revving the chainsaw motor, I forced the image out of my skull. Instead I concentrated on the blurring teeth that bit through the timber. The world was getting stranger by the day. No doubt about that. Hell, I just wondered what strange turn lay around the corner to take us all by surprise.
Later I made my deliveries in the hot sun. With the pickup piled with firewood I drove through town. Everything looked rock-solid normal. People waved at me. If anything their mood seemed lighter now that a goodly number of days had passed since I killed the outsider. Normal rhythms reasserted themselves. The supermarket had its usual quota of customers pushing shopping carts of groceries to their cars. The McDonald’s just across from the cinema boasted a few people chewing the fat over coffees and cake (the old Ronald McDonald menu had varied through necessity over the last few months). Cars cruised by. A cop on a motorbike gave me a thumbs-up as I made a left into the residential area. Here I found the few children who remained in Sullivan playing on skateboards, riding bikes. A couple of toddlers were running in and out of a lawn sprinkler shrieking like crazy. Even when I at last reached Crowther’s house all he did was shoot me a sullen look before sloping indoors. I piled wood on the drive for him to collect at his own sweet leisure, then pointed the nose of the pickup back into town.
I’d just helped myself to a Swiss cheese sandwich and a jug of iced water in the supermarket coffeehouse when Ben saw me and hurried in through the door. “Help yourself,” I said nodding at the iced water. “It’s hot as hell outside today.”
“Yeah, it’s getting more like hell every day.” He pulled a grim smile. “Take a look at that.” He pushed a book across the table at me.
I checked the title. “ Secrets of the Arcane. Whatever lights your lamp, Ben.”
“After we saw that head yesterday I did some reading.”
I gave a heartfelt groan. “That head? Do you have to remind me? I’m still eating.”
“But what the hell was it, Greg?” This was more like the old Ben. The proto-scientist Ben who enthusiastically searched for answers. “Every now and again you hear of four-legged chickens and two-headed lambs. But have you seen a human being with an extra set of eyes?”
I groaned again and pushed the uneaten sandwich to one side. “I asked you not to mention it. I can feel eyeballs in the cheese with my tongue now.”
“You find people with genetic defects and mutations, but have you ever see anything as… as severe as that?”
“Listen, Ben… here, let me get that for you.” He made as if to pour water from the jug into a glass, but with those shaky hands he splashed liquid over the tabletop (and my now unloved sandwich).
“Thanks.” He took a thirsty swallow.
“Ben. You see weird mutant stuff in the Fortean Times and Ripley’s . Men covered with hair like apes. Women with three nostrils. Kids with paws instead of fingers.”
“But that head was nothing like I’ve ever seen before in a book.”
“It was probably some poor devil who’d spent his life locked in the attic being fed a pail of fish heads every Thursday. He escaped after the crash, then wondered ’round until he wound up in the lake. End of sad story.”
“I don’t know. Maybe. Maybe not.”
“You really think it might be something else?”
“Who knows? You might have noticed, but the world’s taken a weird jump out left of field these days.” He smiled. “Now listen to this.” And he started to read from the book. “ ‘Long ago the alchemist Thomas Vaughn wrote the hermetic treatise Lumen de Lumine. He described a process where animal and human bodies can be made to descend into primal matter, the tenebrae activae, as he termed it.’ No, Greg, don’t shake your head, just listen, will you? It says here that Vaughn believed this was a kind of melting pot into which you can feed human beings and from which new life could be created.”
“You’re saying that’s what happened to old Johnny Cluster Eyes you found in the lake?”
“Maybe.”
I leaned forward. “Ben, listen to your buddy. You need to find yourself a girlfriend, you really do.”
He shot me a kind of startled look, then he read something in my face. For a second I thought he’d be insulted, but he started laughing with that breathless bray of his. Right from the first time we met I’d found the laugh infectious, and now I started laughing, too. The other customers in the coffeehouse looked at us as if we might have gone half crazy.
Come to think of it, they might have been half right at that.
Eleven
