'What did you think? That I would want to take a week ashore for a rest?' I said, irritated by his tone. 'There's no rest for me till she's out in the Indian Ocean and not much of it even then.'
He puffed at his cigar moodily, as if transformed.
'Yes. That's what it amounts to,' he said in a musing tone. It was as if a ponderous curtain had rolled up disclosing an unexpected Captain Giles. But it was only for a moment, just the time to let him add, 'Precious little rest in life for anybody. Better not think of it.'
We rose, left the hotel, and parted from each other in the street with a warm handshake, just as he began to interest me for the first time in our intercourse.
The first thing I saw when I got back to the ship was Ransome on the quarter-deck sitting quietly on his neatly lashed sea-chest.
I beckoned him to follow me into the saloon where I sat down to write a letter of recommendation for him to a man I knew on shore.
When finished I pushed it across the table. 'It may be of some good to you when you leave the hospital.'
He took it, put it in his pocket. His eyes were looking away from me—nowhere. His face was anxiously set.
'How are you feeling now?' I asked.
'I don't feel bad now, sir,' he answered stiffly. 'But I am afraid of its coming on. . . .' The wistful smile came back on his lips for a moment. 'I—I am in a blue funk about my heart, sir.'
I approached him with extended hand. His eyes not looking at me had a strained expression. He was like a man listening for a warning call.
'Won't you shake hands, Ransome?' I said gently.
He exclaimed, flushed up dusky red, gave my hand a hard wrench—and next moment, left alone in the cabin, I listened to him going up the companion stairs cautiously, step by step, in mortal fear of starting into sudden anger our common enemy it was his hard fate to carry consciously within his faithful breast.
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