error. I tugged again. It moved a little. At least it wasn't wedged between two rocks.
I slowly pulled it down, foot by foot. I wanted to coil it over my left shoulder, but to do this I had to take my left hand off the cliff momentarily for each coil. I pressed my right shoulder against the cliff and found I could still use my right hand to make each loop and keep my balance.
It was tedious work and I was losing strength rapidly. In addition, although the rope was light, its weight changed my balance as I coiled more and more of it around my left shoulder.
If I went too fast I would lose my balance. If I went too slowly I would lose my strength and then my balance. My leg trembled continuously now. My whole body was drenched in sweat.
The last section of rope fell down the cliff and stopped just below me. I took hold of the rope a few feet from the end and maneuvered it behind my right shoulder. I planned to flip it over the rock that protruded above me with my right hand. Not too strong a flip or I would upset my delicate balance.
I practiced my throwing motion several times. Then I did it for real. I kept my balance but I didn't throw hard enough. The rope didn't go over the rock. My jaw hurt and I realized I was gritting my teeth. I had to make another throw. Had to hang on a little longer. I pulled the rope back into position.
Practice throwing motion. Again. Ready for the real throw. Now. Good strong throw. The rope went over the rock, the end came down the other side and swung toward me. I grabbed for it with my left hand and lost my balance.
My feet came off the ledge just as I gripped the rope with my left hand. With my right hand I grabbed the section of rope coming down from the other side of the rock. I swung in mid-air, holding on to both pieces of rope with grips of desperation.
For one awful moment I wondered whether the rock was going to break off or whether the rope was going to slide off it. Neither happened. My arms were stronger than my legs right now and I could hold my weight.
But I had to get my legs back on the ledge. My feet frantically searched for it. They found it at last. With difficulty I stabilized myself. I was breathing very fast and my heart sounded like a kettledrum in my ears.
I still had to pass the whole length of the rope over the rock until the section between where I was tied to it and the top of the rock was tight. Slowly, I began pulling down on the other end of the rope, uncoiling it from my shoulder at the same time and allowing the uncoiled section to pass over the rock and then snake down the cliff.
This was the opposite of what I had done before and, in some respects, more difficult because the loop I was uncoiling might be caught in the other coils. My legs were giving out. I stopped and rested on my arms, holding onto the rope on either side of the rock.
Back to work. Pull the rope down slowly. Uncoil it from my shoulder a coil at a time. The next coil was snagged in the other coils. Don't tug it. Work on it carefully with one hand. It was hard on my fingers. The coil came loose and I started pulling the rope down the other side of the rock again. Slowly. Slowly.
Three more coils to go. Two. One. The rope was uncoiled and taut from me up to the rock. I could support my weight by holding onto the rope from the other side of the rock. By letting it out I could lower myself down the face of the cliff. Like a pulley system.
I held the rope with both hands and starting letting it move up a little at a time. The rope passed over the rock and down the other side, lowering me in the process. The system was working. I just had to have a little more patience.
Don't go too fast. Don't risk losing control of the rope. Keep a tight grip with one hand while the other hand changes position on the rope. My hands hurt as the skin was rubbed off them. Ignore the pain. Hand over hand. Walk down the cliff face backwards.
I found the courage to look down and saw that the ground was much closer. Almost there. Then I saw the other end of the rope coming up as my end went down. I was going to run out of rope before I reached the ground. The total length of the rope was less than twice the distance from the ground to the rock.
In a few seconds it happened. I was out of rope and I still had 20 feet more to go to reach the ground. Only 20 feet. It seemed like a mile. But maybe I could climb down. I found a foothold and stood, still holding the rope.
I looked directly beneath me. The cliff wasn’t as steep here. There were holds, if I could reach them. If I was careful. To climb down I had to let go of the rope. It was my security blanket and I didn't want to lose it. I stood for a full minute, undecided about what to do.
I had no choice. My legs were beginning to shake again. I released the rope and plastered my body against the cliff. But I had to move. I quickly untied the other end of the rope from around my waist so that I wouldn’t rely on it to hold my weight, without thinking. Cautiously, I lowered one hand and found a hold. Then I moved a leg. I worked it down the rock, supporting myself on my other leg, which was bent double at the knee.
Just a little farther. My support leg gave out. For a few seconds I held myself with my hands, scrambling with my legs to find holds. My handholds weren't good enough. I started sliding.
I turned my body and ran down the cliff, out of control. I launched off a small ledge and was airborne for the last eight or nine feet. My stomach muscles contracted in a spasm of fear as I tried to land in a spot relatively free of rocks. My feet hit and then my knees hit hard. A shockwave went through my body and I couldn't breathe.
I rolled onto my back and struggled to get some air into my lungs. Was I dying? I put my hands on my chest and tried to pump it in some sort of artificial respiration but I couldn't get any leverage.
I can't account for the next few minutes, but I must have started breathing again because gradually I became aware of my surroundings. I lay on my back in a sea of pain.
I tried to move and the pain became excruciating. I lay still for a while, hoping that everything would be all right. Finally, I realized that I had to help myself. I made small movements to find out where the pain was coming from and discovered that it was in my back. Since my back hadn't hit anything I wasn't sure why, but my knees had hit hard enough to knock the wind out of me so the shock must have hurt something in my back.
My knees were skinned but they seemed to work. Gradually, I rolled over and got to a kneeling position, gritting my teeth against the pain. I made it to my feet, but with every step pain washed through me. I knew approximately where the park headquarters was but I couldn't walk there, at least not in a reasonable length of time.
I remembered Stan saying that he would come back and find my body. If he found me alive he would put me out of my misery. I had to hide. The jumble of rocks meant that there were plenty of hiding places. The trick was to find one that was comfortable enough so that I could stand it.
I picked up my daypack, which had some water and granola bars in it, and hobbled a few yards away from the cliff to a cluster of boulders. I had to climb about ten feet, but I managed to work my way into the middle of them.
A crack between two of the rocks faced toward the cliff, where both ends of the rope still hung from the outthrust rock, above. In my current state of pain I couldn't picture myself climbing up that cliff and I wondered how I had ever done it.
I found a sitting position that was bearable. I leaned my back against a smooth rock. I drank some water and chewed on a granola bar and hoped that someone else would show up before Stan did.
It became very quiet when I stopped moving, the kind of quiet unknown to a city, the kind that is scary to somebody used to constant noise. But it lulled me and I started to daydream, helped by the warmth of the afternoon sun. I must have fallen asleep.
A noise startled me and I opened my eyes. Through the crack between the rocks I could see somebody moving, a little below me, near the face of the cliff. I blinked my eyes to focus them. It was Stan. He was looking up at the rope. Both ends were well above his reach. He couldn’t get to it unless he climbed partway up the rock. The rope might be used as evidence against him.
He also had another problem. There was no body. That meant I was still alive and he had to find me before someone else did. The sun's rays slanted almost horizontally from the west. It would be dark soon. He needed to find me before dark. And I needed to get out of this mess before dark.
Stan looked around. I didn't move. He shouldn't be able to see me because I was in shadow and the crack between the rocks in front of me wasn't very big. He walked a few steps to the side and disappeared from my view. I moved closer to the crack to increase my field of vision and spotted him, still looking around. I felt a lot better when I could see him. I had to keep him in sight.
Without showing myself I called out, 'Stan, here is the puzzle for today.'
