As the boat approached the northern harbor, I sat watching over Akili. I badly wanted to take vis hand, but I was afraid it would only make things worse. How
Easily enough, apparently: a shared trauma, an intense experience, the confusing absence of gender cues… it was no great mystery. People became infatuated with asex all the time. And no doubt it would pass, soon enough—once I accepted the simple fact that nothing I felt could ever be reciprocated.
After a while, I found I could no longer bear to look at vis face; it hurt too much. So I watched the glowing traces on the bedside monitor, and listened for each shallow exhalation, and tried to understand why the ache I felt would not go away.
The trams were reportedly still running, but one of the farmers offered to drive us all the way to the city. “Quicker than waiting for an ambulance,” she explained. “There are only ten on the island.” She was a young Fijian named Adelle Vunibobo; I remembered seeing her looking down into the hold on the ACs’ boat.
Kuwale sat between us in the cab of the truck, half awake but still stupefied. I watched the vivid coral inlets shrinking around us, like a fast-motion view of the reefs’ slow compaction.
I said, “You risked your life back there.”
“Maydays at sea are taken very seriously.” Her tone was gently mocking, as if she was trying to puncture my deferential manner.
“Lucky we weren’t on land.” I persisted, “But you could see that the boat wasn’t in danger. The crew told you to clear off and mind your own business. Underlining the suggestion with guns.”
She glanced at me curiously. “So you think it was reckless? Foolish? There’s no police force here. Who else would have helped you?”
“No one,” I admitted.
She fixed her eyes on the uneven terrain ahead. “I was in a fishing boat that capsized, five years ago. We were caught in a storm. My parents, and my sister. My parents were knocked unconscious, they drowned straight away. My sister and I spent ten hours in the ocean, treading water, taking turns holding each other up.”
“I'm sorry. The Greenhouse Storms have claimed so many people—”
She groaned. “I don’t want your sympathy. I'm just trying to explain.”
I waited in silence. After a while, she said, “Ten hours. I still dream about it. I grew up on a fishing boat— and I’d seen storms sweep away whole villages. I thought I already knew exactly how I felt about the ocean. But that time in the water with my sister changed everything.”
“In what way? Do you have more respect, more fear?”
Vunibobo shook her head impatiently. “More lifejackets, actually, but that’s not what I'm talking about.” She grimaced, frustrated, but then she said, “Would you do something for me? Close your eyes, and try to picture the world. All ten billion people at once. I know it’s impossible— but try.”
I was baffled, but I obliged. “Okay.”
“Now describe what you see.”
“A view of the Earth from space. It’s more like a sketch than a photograph, though. North is up. The Indian Ocean is in the center—but the view stretches from West Africa to New Zealand, from Ireland to Japan. There are crowds of people—not to scale—standing on all the continents and islands. Don’t ask me to count them, but I’d guess there are about a hundred, in all.”
I opened my eyes. I’d left her old and new homes right off the map, but I had a feeling this wasn’t a consciousness-raising exercise in the marginalizing force of geographical representations.
She said, “I used to see something like that, myself. But since the accident, it’s changed. When I close my eyes and imagine the world, now… I see the same map, the same continents… but the land isn’t land at all. What looks like solid ground is really a solid mass of people; there is no dry land, there is nowhere to stand. We’re all in the ocean, treading water, holding each other up. That’s how we’re born, that’s how we die. Struggling to keep each other’s heads above the waves.” She laughed, suddenly self-conscious, but then she said defiantly, “Well, you asked for an explanation.”
“I did.”
The dazzling coral inlets had turned to rivers of bleached limestone sludge, but the reef-rock around us now shimmered with delicate greens and silver-grays. I wondered what the other farmers would have told me, if I’d asked them the same question. A dozen different answers, probably;
Stateless seemed to run on the principle of people agreeing to do the same thing for entirely different reasons. It was a sum over mutually contradictory topologies which left the calculus of pre-space for dead; no imposed politics, philosophy, religion, no idiot cheer-squad worship of flags or symbols—but order emerged nonetheless.
And I still couldn’t decide if that was miraculous, or utterly unmysterious. Order only arose and survived, anywhere, because enough people desired it. Every democracy was a kind of anarchy in slow motion: any statute, any constitution could be changed, given time; any social contract, written or unwritten, could be dishonored. The ultimate safety nets were inertia, apathy and obfuscation. On Stateless, they’d had the— possibly insane—courage to unravel the whole political knot into its simplest form, to gaze at the undecorated structures of power and responsibility, tolerance and consensus.
I said, “You kept me from drowning. So how do I repay you?” Vunibobo glanced at me, measuring my seriousness. “Swim harder. Help us all to stay afloat.”
“I’ll try. If I ever have the chance.”
She smiled at this crudely hedged half-promise, and reminded me, “We’re heading straight into a storm, right now. I think you’ll get your chance.”
I’d expected, at least, deserted streets in the center of the island, but at first sight little seemed to have changed. There were no signs of panic— no queues of hoarders, no boarded-up shopfronts. When we passed the hotel, though, I saw that the Mystical Renaissance carnival had gone to ground; I wasn’t the only tourist who was suffering from a sudden desire to be invisible. Back on the boat, I’d heard that one woman had been injured slightly when the airport was captured, but most of the staff had simply walked away. Munroe had spoken of a militia on the island, and no doubt they outnumbered the invaders—but how their equipment, training and discipline compared, I had no idea. The mercenaries seemed content, so far, to dig themselves in at the airport—but if the ultimate aim was not to take power, but to bring “anarchy” to Stateless, I had a queasy suspicion that there’d be something a lot less palatable than the bloodless seizure of strategic assets, very soon.
The atmosphere at the hospital was calm. Vunibobo helped me get Kuwale into the building; ve smiled dreamily and tried to limp forward, but it took the two of us to keep ver from falling flat on vis face. Prasad Jwala had sent the scan of Kuwale’s bullet wound ahead, and an operating theater was already prepared. I watched ver being wheeled in, trying to convince myself that I felt nothing but the same anxiety that I would have felt for anyone else. Vunibobo bid me farewell.
After waiting my turn in casualty, I was sewn up under local anesthetic. I’d managed to kill the bioengineered graft—which would have accelerated healing and formed a good seal—but the medic who treated me packed the wound with a spongy antibacterial carbohydrate polymer, which would slowly degrade in the presence of the growth factors secreted by the surrounding flesh. She asked what had made the hole. I told her the truth, and she seemed greatly relieved. “I was beginning to wonder if something had eaten its way out.”
I stood up carefully, numb at the center, but feeling the pinched absence of skin and muscle tug on every part of me. The medic said, “Try to avoid strenuous bowel movements. And laughter.”
I found De Groot and Mosala in the anteroom to the Medical Imaging suite. Mosala looked drawn and nervous, but she greeted me warmly, shaking my hand, clasping my shoulder. “Andrew, are you all right?”
“I'm fine. But the documentary may have a small gap in it.”
She managed to smile. “Henry’s being scanned right now. They’re still processing my data; it could take a while. They’re looking for foreign proteins, but there’s some doubt as to whether the resolution’s up to it. The machine’s second-hand, twenty years old.” She hugged herself, and tried to laugh. “Listen to me. If I'm planning to live here, I’d better get used to the facilities.”
De Groot said, “No one I’ve spoken to has seen Helen Wu since early last night. Conference security checked out her room; it’s empty.”
Mosala still seemed stunned by the revelation of Wu’s allegiance. “Why would she get involved with the
