pause himself, to avoid waiting—and have the whole thing
Durham said, “I’ve been working on the software which will run the first moments of the TVC universe on a real-world computer. I can probably finish that myself. But I can’t complete the Autoverse work without you, Maria.”
She laughed sharply. “
“Whatever you think about the dust theory—and whatever you think about my
“I accept that. I just—”
“Then accept the payment. Finish the work. Whatever the police have told you, you have every right to the money, and I have every right to give it to you. Nobody’s going to take you to court, nobody’s going to throw you into prison.”
Maria was flustered. “Just,
She said, “Why don’t your backers tell the police all this? If they can confirm your story for me, why can’t they do the same for the cops? By refusing to talk, they’re just fueling suspicion.”
Durham agreed. “Tell me about it. It makes everything ten times harder—but I’m just going to have to keep on living with that.
Maria walked over to the window. It was open, but the air outside was still; standing by the insect screen she might as well have been standing by a solid brick wall. People were arguing loudly in the flat above; she’d only just noticed.
When Durham had first approached her, she’d wondered, half seriously, if she’d be taking advantage of a man who’d taken leave of his senses. Now, she couldn’t just shrug that off as a hypocritical insult to a fellow eccentric. This wasn’t a matter of an artificial life fanatic with more money than sense. An ex-psychiatric patient was planning to spend thirty million dollars of other people’s money to “prove” his own sanity—and lead the clones of his followers into a cybernetic paradise which would last for about twenty seconds. Taking a cut seemed just a tiny bit like doing the catering for the Jonestown massacre.
Durham said, “If you don’t agree to finish the biosphere seed, who would I get to replace you? There’s nobody else who could even begin to grasp what’s involved.”
Maria eyed him sharply. “Don’t start flattering me. And don’t kid yourself about the seed, either. You asked for a package
Durham said reasonably, “
Maria felt a deep chill pass through her; every time she thought she’d accepted just how seriously Durham took this lunacy, he gave an answer like that which drove it home to her anew.
She said, “Well, Autoverse life might turn out just as useless. You might have
Durham seemed about to reply, but then stopped himself. Maria felt the chill return, at first without knowing why. A second later, she glared at him, outraged, as furious as if he’d come right out and asked her.
“I will
Durham had the grace to look cowed, momentarily—but instead of denying that the thought had ever crossed his mind, he said, “If you don’t believe in the dust theory, what difference would it make if there’s a scan file of you in the Garden-of-Eden data?”
“I don’t want a Copy of me waking up and living for a few subjective seconds,
“Who said anything about waking it? Running a Copy on a simulated TVC grid is a computer-intensive operation. We can’t afford to wake more than one Copy while we’re still running on a physical computer. Mine. As far as you’re concerned, your scan file would never even be used to build a Copy; the data would just sit there, completely inert. And
Maria was scandalized—although it took her a second to weave through Durham’s infuriating logic to find a target.
“And
Durham seemed genuinely baffled by the accusation. “False pretences? I’ve given you all the facts, and I’ve argued my case as hard as I can; it’s not my fault if you don’t believe me. Am I supposed to feel guilty for being right?”
Maria started to reply, but then the point seemed too ridiculous to pursue. She said, “Never mind. You won’t get a chance to feel anything about it, because I’m certainly not offering you a scan file.”
Durham bowed his head. “It’s your decision.”
Maria hugged herself. She was actually trembling slightly. She thought:
Durham said, “The fee would be six hundred thousand dollars.”
Maria said, “I don’t
Six hundred thousand dollars would be enough to save Francesca’s life.
18
(Remit not paucity)
MAY 2051
Peer seemed to be making love with Kate, but he had his doubts. He lay on the soft dry grass of a boundless meadow, in mild sunshine. Kate’s hair was longer than usual, tickling his skin wherever she kissed him, brushing against him with an erotic precision which seemed unlikely to have been left to chance. Insect chirps and birdsong