Lee Hing-cheung, circumspectly, about his own mods. It turns out that he has only Sentinel, MetaDossier and RedNet—and apart from the original problem during the ion experiments, he’s had no trouble with any of them. My determination to uncover the cause of my own mods’ erratic performance fades; I can’t see the point in presenting myself to a doctor or neurotechnician when I have no symptoms—and I’m reluctant to risk disclosing the fact that I have a loyalty mod to people who aren’t meant to know. I promise myself to seek help at the first sign of dysfunction, but as each day passes with no relapse, the hope that the problem has ‘cured’ itself seems less and less unreasonable.
Having feared some ingenious, but ultimately mundane, explanation for Laura’s ‘telekinesis’—having dreaded the burden of one more contradiction, one more disparity between my feelings about the Ensemble and the truth about its activities—Po-kwai’s revelations are more than I could have hoped for. The Ensemble is probing the deepest questions of the nature of reality, the nature of humanity—and, possibly, the reasons for The Bubble as well. It fills me with shame to recall that I seriously entertained the notion that the sole purpose of this grand alliance might have been the grubby exploitation of Laura’s escapological skills. I should have known it was something higher.
But if it had been ‘grubby exploitation’, after all? The Ensemble would have remained the most important thing in my life; the loyalty mod guarantees that. Fearing disillusionment and rejoicing in the affirmation of my faith are equally absurd. I spin this observation in my head, but it leads nowhere.
I find Po-kwai’s staggering contention—that life on Earth might be intrinsically inimical to the rest of the universe—equally intractable. The notion that humanity is, or was, part of a kind of cosmic necrosis, depleting the universe of possibilities, committing inadvertent genocide on a scale beyond comprehension, is easy enough to hold in the mind—to state as an isolated, abstract proposition—but impossible to
I say, ‘You’ve admitted, yourself: it’s ludicrously geocentric’
She shrugs. ‘Only if we were the first. Maybe we weren’t; maybe it happened on a thousand other planets, a billion years before it happened on Earth. I don’t expect we’ll ever know. But having pinned down the parts of the human brain which collapse the wave function, what would be
‘But I’m not convinced that you
‘Then what about the parts of the brain that the mod disables? What’s going on there?’
‘I don’t know. But if they look like they’re “designed” to have some quantum effect, then maybe they’re a crude attempt to do the very thing that the eigenstate part of the mod does—
She’s sympathetic, but unmoved. ‘If I don’t invoke the collapse-inhibition part of the mod—if I
‘There’s no shortage of other explanations for
‘And how many did you think made sense?’
‘None, to be honest. But how much sense does this one make? If the Bubble Makers were so vulnerable to our observations, how could they have survived for so long? How far out could telescopes see, before The Bubble? Billions of light years!’
‘Yes, but we don’t know what kind of damage—what degree of observation—they could tolerate. When the universe was totally uncollapsed, maybe there were forms of life which relied on virtually all of that diversity—forms of life in which each individual was spread out across a large part of the entire span of eigenstates, occupying an enormous range of what we’d consider to be mutually exclusive possibilities. The first collapse, for them, would have been like… taking a thin slice out of a human’s body, and throwing all the rest away.’
‘So how have the Bubble Makers survived? By being very thin to start with?’
‘Exactly! They must require a much narrower range of states. Maybe, for them, the effect was more like… a deep ocean being made shallow. We may have observed galaxies billions of light years away—but we haven’t even collapsed
‘I don’t know.’
She laughs. ‘I don’t
The abstractions can be put aside. Pressing my way through the streets, the idea that the crowd around me is collectively keeping the city from dissolving into a fog of simultaneous possibilities seems not so much unbelievable, as patently
What I can’t put aside is the fact that the Ensemble is doing
The Ensemble has precisely one enemy: the Children of the Abyss.
Boss wakes me smoothly in response to the knock on the door—leaving me clear-headed, but pissed off nonetheless; it’s just after midday, and I’ve only had two hours’ sleep. I give the HV an infrared command to display the image from the door’s electronic peephole. My visitor is Dr Lui. I dress quickly, baffled. If I was needed back on duty for some reason, surely I would have had a call from Tong or Lee.
I invite him in. He surveys the room with a kind of apologetic bewilderment, as if to say that he’d never imagined that it could have been this humble, but now that he knows, I have his deepest sympathy. I offer him tea; he declines, effusively. We exchange some pleasantries, then there’s an awkward silence. He smiles as if in agony, for a long half-minute, then finally says, ‘My life is for the Ensemble, Nick.’ It sounds half like a passionate affirmation, half like a self-loathing confession.
I nod, and then mumble, ‘So is mine.’ It’s the truth, I shouldn’t be ashamed of it—but Lui’s own signals are