which he regarded as precisely the same thing. But people who’d never seen their lethality demonstrated had a pronounced tendency to coo over the ’cats and wish that
From there, it was a short step to resenting someone else who did have one. Honor and Nimitz had been forced to deal with that attitude more than once at the Academy, and only the fact that the Regs were on their side and that Nimitz was a natural (and unscrupulous) diplomat had gotten them past some of the worse incidents.
Well, if they’d done it on Saganami Island they could do it here, as well, she told herself, and—
The compartment hatch opened with no warning, and Honor came quickly to her feet, Nimitz in her arms as she turned to face the unexpected opening. She knew the occupied light above the hatch had been lit, and opening an occupied compartment’s hatch without at least sounding the admittance chime first was a gross infraction of shipboard etiquette. It was also at least technically a privacy violation which was prohibited by Regs except in cases of emergency. The sheer unexpectedness of it created an unaccustomed confusion in Honor, and she stood frozen as a beefy senior-grade lieutenant, perhaps seven or eight T-years older than her, loomed in the doorway. He was two or three centimeters shorter than Honor, with a certain florid handsomeness, but something about his eyes woke an instinctive dislike in her. Or perhaps it was his posture, for he planted both hands on his hips and rocked forward on the balls of his feet to glower at her.
“Don’t even snotties know to stand to attention in the presence of a superior officer, Snotty?” he demanded disdainfully, and a flush of anger lit Honor’s high cheekbones. His eyes gleamed at the sight, and she felt the sub- audible rumble of Nimitz’s snarl through her arms. She tightened her grip in warning, but the ’cat knew better than to openly display his occasional dislike for those senior to his person. He clearly thought it was one of the sillier restrictions inherent in Honor’s chosen career, but he was willing to humor her in something so important to her.
She held him just a heartbeat longer, concentrating hard for the benefit of his empathic sense on how important it was for him to behave himself this time, then set him quickly on the table and came to attention.
“That’s better,” the lieutenant growled, and stalked into the compartment. “I’m Lieutenant Santino, the assistant tac officer,” he informed her, hands still on hips while she stood rigidly at attention. “Which means that, for my sins, I’m also in charge of Snotty Row this deployment. So tell me, Ms. Harrington, just what the hell are you doing
“Sir, I was instructed to stow my gear and get settled in here. My understanding was that Senior Chief Shelton was—”
“And what makes you think a petty officer is more important than a
“Sir, I didn’t say he was,” she replied, making her voice come out calm and even despite her mounting anger.
“You certainly implied it if you meant to say his instructions were more important than mine!”
Honor clamped her jaw tight and made no response. He was only going to twist anything she said to suit his own ends, and she refused to play his stupid game.
“
“No, Sir. I did not.” The words were perfectly correct, the tone calm and unchallenging, but the expression in her dark brown eyes was unyielding. Something flickered in his own gaze, and his lips tightened, but she simply stood there.
“Then what did you mean to imply?” he asked very softly.
“Sir, I meant to imply nothing. I was merely attempting to answer your question.”
“Then answer it!” he snapped.
“Sir, I was told by Commander Layson—” she delivered the Exec’s name with absolutely no emphasis and watched his eyes narrow and his mouth tighten once more “—that I was to remain here until the Senior Chief returned, at which time he would take me to formally report in to you.”
Santino glared at her, but the invocation of Layson’s name had at least temporarily stymied him. Which was only going to make things worse in the long run, Honor decided.
“Well here I am, Ms. Harrington,” he growled after a long, silent moment. “So suppose you just get started reporting in to me.”
“Sir! Midshipwoman Honor Harrington reports for duty, Sir!” she barked with the sort of parade ground formality no one but an idiot or an utter newbie would use aboard ship. Anger glittered in his eyes, but she only met his gaze expressionlessly.
But she couldn’t help herself. And it probably wouldn’t matter that much in the long term, anyway.
“Very well, Ms. Harrington,” he said icily. “Now that you’ve condescended to join us, suppose you accompany me to the chart room. I believe I have just the thing for you to occupy yourself with until dinner.”
Honor felt far more nervous than she hoped anyone could guess as she joined the party assembling outside the hatch to Captain Bachfisch’s dining cabin.
It was unheard of, or almost so. But Captain Courvoisier, Honor’s favorite instructor at the Academy, had once suggested to her that a wise CO got to know her officers—and see to it that they knew her—as well as possible, and she wondered if this was Captain Bachfisch’s way of doing just that. But whatever the Captain thought he was up to, finding herself on the guest list was enough to make any snotty nervous, especially this early in the cruise.
She looked around as unobtrusively as possible as the Captain’s steward opened the hatch and she followed her seniors through it. As the most junior person present, she brought up the rear, of course, which was only marginally better than being required to lead the way. At least she didn’t have to be the very first person through the hatch! But that only meant everyone else could arrive, take their seats, and turn to watch her enter the compartment last of all. She felt the weight of all those senior eyes upon her and wondered if she’d really been wise to bring Nimitz. It was entirely proper for her to do so, according to Regs, unless the invitation specifically excluded him, yet she felt suddenly uncertain and ill at ease, afraid that her seniors might find her decision presumptuous. The uncertainty made her feel physically awkward as well, as if she had somehow reverted to the gawky, oversized horse she’d always thought herself before Chief MacDougal got her seriously interested in
At least her lowly status precluded any confusion over which seat might be hers, and she scarcely needed the steward’s small gesture directing her to the very foot of the table. She settled herself into the chair as unobtrusively as she could, and Nimitz, as aware as she of the need to be on his best behavior, parked himself very neatly along the top of her seat back.
The steward circled the table, moving through the dining cabin’s cramped confines with the grace of long practice as he poured coffee. Honor had always despised that particular beverage, and she covered her cup with her hand as the steward approached her. The man gave her a quizzical glance, but moved on without comment.
“Don’t care for coffee, huh?”
The question came from the senior-grade lieutenant seated to her left, and Honor looked at him quickly.