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chartreuse couch in the far corner of the lounge. 'And… I'll be over there, please.'

'Very well,' the bartender says sympathetically, as if aware of the fact that I'd rather be anywhere in the world than in the company of the only man at his bar.

I turn and walk briskly to the couch, feeling Leo's eyes on me. I sit, cross my legs, and fix my gaze out the window onto Wilshire Boulevard, my mind racing. What is Leo doing here? Is he trying to tempt me? Taunt me? Torture me? What will Suzanne think when she bursts into the lounge at any moment? What would Andy say if he could see me now, braless in a swanky lounge, martini on the way, with my ex-lover just across the room?

My drink arrives one beat before Leo.

'Are you… upset?' he asks, standing over me.

'No. I'm not upset,' I say, barely looking up at him before taking something between a sip and a gulp of my martini. The vodka is strong but smooth, going down easily.

'Yes, you are,' Leo says, looking more amused than concerned. When I see the corners of his mouth turn up in a satisfied little smile, I lose it and snap, 'What is this exactly?'

'What is what?' Leo asks, remaining infuriatingly calm as he settles, uninvited and unwelcome, next to me on the couch.

'This,' I say, angrily gesturing in the space between us, unwittingly releasing my scent. 'What are you doing here, Leo?'

'I'm writing the story,' he says innocently. 'On Drake.'

I stare at him, speechless and stupefied. Remarkably, Leo's writing the feature had never once occurred to me. Had I conveniently blocked the possibility out? And, if so, why? Because I had a subconscious hope that Leo would be here? Or because I wanted to absolve myself of any guilt in taking a dream assignment? I have the sinking feeling that a good psychiatrist would be exploring both possibilities.

'Oh,' I say, dumbly, numbly.

'I thought you knew that,' he says-and I can tell he believes it.

I shake my head, feeling myself soften as I register that at least he has a legitimate reason to be here; it's not just a straight ambush. 'How would I know that?' I ask defensively, but also slightly embarrassed by my outburst-and the brazen assumption that he was here to see me.

'How else would I have an in on the photography assignment?' he asks, driving home the point even more.

'I don't know… Some contact?'

'Like Drake?' he says, looking mildly amused.

'You… know Drake?'

'Yup,' he says, crossing his fingers. 'We're like this.'

'Oh,' I say, impressed in spite of myself.

'I'm kidding,' he says and goes on to explain how he was working as the UNICEF correspondent during last year's AIDS Walk in New York and met some of Drake's people there. 'So long story short, we ended up chatting over a few pints… and I basically talked myself into this feature which I, in turn, pitched to Platform. And voila… the rest is history.'

I nod, feeling almost completely disarmed by his talk of charity and journalism-topics that hardly conjure sleazy attempts to canoodle with married ex-girlfriends in swanky L.A. bars.

'So anyway,' he continues, 'the day I got the green light from Platform was the very day I ran into you… so it seemed… I don't know… serendipitous… fitting that I try to hook you up on the photography side.'

'But we didn't talk about my work,' I say, essentially asking him if he went home and Googled me-or whether he has otherwise followed my career over the years.

He smiles sheepishly and confirms. 'I know what you've been up to.'

'Meaning?' I say. My tone is merely inquisitive-but the pressing nature of the follow-up goes beyond information gathering.

'Meaning you don't have to talk to someone to think about them… and check up on them now and again…'

I shiver, feeling goose bumps rising on my arms and my nipples pressing against my tank. 'Is it cold in here?' I say, nervously crossing my arms.

'I'm rather warm, actually,' Leo says, leaning toward me, close enough for me to smell his skin and the whiskey on his breath. 'Would you like my jacket?'

I glance at his espresso suede jacket-the kind that a reporter or cowboy would wear-and shake my head in a gentle refusal. 'No, thanks,' I say, my voice coming out in a near whisper-a whisper that serves as a stark contrast to Suzanne's sudden, rowdy hello above us.

I jump, feeling startled and very busted. Flustered, I stand to hug my sister while sputtering an explanation, 'I… uh… look who I ran into?… You remember Leo?'

'Sure,' Suzanne says cheerfully, unfazed. She slips one hand into the back pocket of her jeans and extends the other to Leo. 'Hi, there.'

He shakes her hand and says, 'Hi, Suzanne. Good to see you again.'

'You, too,' she says sincerely. 'It's been a long time.'

An awkward pause follows, in which we all stand inches apart in triangle formation until Leo moves aside and says, 'Well. I'll let you two catch up…'

Suzanne smiles and plops down onto the couch as if to give us a few feet-and seconds-of privacy. I seize the chance, feeling utterly conflicted. I want Leo to go; I want him to stay.

I finally say, 'Thanks, Leo.'

I'm not sure exactly what I'm thanking him for. The assignment? His confession that he never stopped thinking of me altogether? His willingness to leave now?

'Sure,' he says as if acknowledging all of the above. He turns to go, but then stops and spins back around, staring intently into my eyes. 'Look, uhh… I'm gonna grab a bite to eat at this great Mexican dive tonight. Best guacamole I've ever had-and the margaritas aren't bad either… No pressure, but give me a call if you guys want to join me…'

'Okay,' I say.

'You can call my cell or my room.' He glances at his plastic card key and says, 'Room six-twelve.'

'Room six-twelve,' I echo, noting that it's exactly one floor above our Room 512. 'Got it.'

'And if I don't hear from you, I'll just see you tomorrow afternoon.'

'Okay,' I say.

'I understand that I'll be conducting my interview at a diner of your choosing?'

I nod, grateful that I know now, ahead of time, that Leo will be there. Leo and Drake in the same room.

'You always did like a good diner,' Leo says, winking and then turning to leave for good.

Suzanne's poker face dissolves into a full-on grin as Leo disappears around the corner. 'Jesus, Ellen.'

'What?' I say, preparing myself for the inevitable onslaught.

She shakes her head and says, 'You could cut the sexual tension with a butter knife.'

'That's ridiculous,' I say.

'Room six-twelve. Got it,' she mimics in a high falsetto.

'I didn't say it like that. It's not like that, Suzanne. Honestly.'

'Okay. Then what is it like?'

'It's a long story,' I whimper.

'We have time.'

'Get a drink first,' I say, stalling.

'Already did. Stood at the bar watching you two fools as I ordered the Pretty Woman special… Did you know the movie was filmed here?'

'Really?' I say, hoping to divert the conversation to vintage Julia Roberts. 'I love that movie. Didn't we see it together?'

She shrugs. 'All I remember is that it glorified prostitution,' Suzanne says. 'So… back to your dreamy