peers to get a doctorate, the youngest to get a tenured teaching job, the youngest man, as one of his friends needled him, ever to turn thirty. All he had ever wanted was to be a professor, but once he achieved that goal, he found to his surprise that it bored him.
He stopped Sophie on the sidewalk and took her arm; he seemed especially to want her to understand why his life had turned toward business, and how the money had begun to shower down on him.
“My academic friends all thought it was a betrayal, going to Wall Street. There weren’t any hedge funds back then; people disapproved of making money. But I thought to myself: Why is it better to lecture about the financial system as a professor than to be part of it? That was when I first thought about starting a fund of my own. It wasn’t that I wanted to be rich. I just wanted to be an active person in the world, not a passive one.”
He seemed to want validation, to need approval from this woman who had risked her life in faraway places.
“I was insecure, the way professors are,” he continued. “I didn’t know if I was tough enough to make it in the real world. That bugged me.”
“So are you? Tough enough, I mean.”
He flinched. The question wounded him.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “Of course you are. You’re a natural. That’s obvious, even to me. You make it look easy.”
They were passing Jermyn Street and were nearly to the Ritz Hotel. They were walking the richest square mile on the planet, and he wanted her to understand.
“It’s not easy. What you are seeing is an illusion. Markets are not a gentle ride, they are a hurricane. They can destroy you. They almost destroyed me a couple of years ago.”
She laughed. She thought he was joking.
“You? You’re the golden boy. That’s what everyone says. You’re the one who came through the bad years without getting whacked. You’re the Pacman. You eat everyone and everything.”
“That’s all crap. I was nearly destroyed. My creditors were lining up all the way to Trafalgar Square. I survived that, but barely. And I could be wrecked tomorrow. Looks are deceiving, my dear. All that glitters may be gold, but that doesn’t mean it’s yours for keeps. You have to make arrangements, visit the pawnshop. You need to have friends. You are forced to play the game.”
“Everyone does that, right? Behind every great fortune, there’s a crime, as somebody said.”
“It was Balzac, and it’s true. And do you know what? It makes you vulnerable.”
“Sorry, Tom, but I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
He took her arm again.
“When I was on the edge in 2008, I cheated. It was the only way to stay afloat. And the people who knew what I’d done had a handle on me after that. I was not a free man.”
“Who were they?”
“None of your business. Well, that isn’t exactly true. It is your business. But I don’t want to talk about it.”
“You don’t sound very happy, for a multibillionaire.”
The look on his face confirmed her intuition.
“I’m trapped,” he said. “I know that sounds crazy, but if I could escape this world, I would do it in a minute. But I can’t, so I try to collect the things that money can buy, to help me forget about the things it can’t.”
Sophie wasn’t sure what he was talking about, and now, having said so much, he stopped talking. He was quiet the rest of the way back, almost taciturn. His step didn’t seem quite so light and carefree. Sophie felt sorry for him, though she couldn’t say why.
Perkins went into his office when they got back and began making phone calls. Sophie had another Bloomberg tutorial scheduled for three o’clock. When she got back to her desk at five o’clock, there was a one-sentence message from Jeff Gertz: We need to talk.
She took the elevator down to Curzon Street and walked north until she found a private spot. It was a small park off Mount Street that was enclosed by grand brick apartments. She took an empty bench and called Gertz. He was angry, you could hear the effort in his voice as he tried to control himself.
“Where are you?” he began. “And don’t say London. What street?”
She gave him the address of the leafy park and said it was off Audley Street, behind a public library. The phone went dead, and she knew instantly that Gertz was there, in the city, must have been there since she arrived, shadowing her. As she waited, she watched the squirrels dance across the tree branches, so nimble, so certain where they were going, limb to limb. Lucky squirrels, that they could do it on instinct and didn’t have a consciousness that could visualize the idea of falling.
In less than five minutes, the familiar form entered the park; the lean body, almost gaunt; the lupine face, hard-cheeked, softened with the goatee. He was dressed in one of his California outfits: black shirt, black trousers, as if he were going to Dan Tana’s to meet his Hollywood friends. Gertz scanned the park and the surrounding buildings for surveillance and then took a seat next to Sophie Marx on the wooden bench.
“Well, madam, you really did it this time. You really shot the pooch.” He was shaking his head.
“Hi, Jeff. Good to see you, too. What the hell are you talking about?”
“I kept telling you to be careful, not to go sticking your pinky into whatever looked tasty. But you were too smart for that. You had to ask Mr. Lucky to tell you everything, and in the first twenty-four hours, too. And now you’ve put him and me and the whole goddamned enterprise at risk, and yourself, too, by the way. You really are a piece of work, Sophie.”
He stood up, as if he couldn’t contain his consternation sitting down, walked a few paces and then came back to his seat on the bench. She watched, waiting for him to calm down.
“What on earth are you talking about, Jeff? Obviously you’re furious at me, but I don’t know why. What have I done?”
“Give me a break. That sweetie-pie stuff may work with Perkins, but he doesn’t lie for a living, and I do. You deliberately compromised me by asking Perkins about a confidential comment that he made to me on the phone two weeks ago. And don’t pretend that you don’t know what I’m talking about. I know that you pumped the guy for that information today at your fancy bullshit lunch.”
“You mean when I asked Perkins about ‘the system’?”
“Of course that’s what I mean. I can’t believe that you would do that. That is lame-ass judgment. That would normally be a CEI. You know what that is? A career-ending incident.”
“Slow down.” Her mind was jumping backward and forward in time as she tried to understand her boss’s rage.
“So Perkins called Anthony Cronin already? And Cronin called you? That was fast. You people don’t waste any time.”
“Jesus, girl, how dumb are you? I am Anthony Cronin. I have been Perkins’s case officer for the last few years.”
“Oh.” She felt manipulated, but more than that, she felt stupid.
“So here’s what we’re going to do, now that you have pushed your way into the part of the china shop marked do not enter. I am going to explain ‘the system’ to you. And then you are going to help me keep it going. Because if you don’t, your job will end, effective immediately, and I will do everything I can to make it impossible for you to work anywhere else for a long frigging time. Are we clear?”
“Yes, we’re clear.”
He smiled, for the first time since his cyclone had blown into the park. His teeth were so white and sharp they seemed to sparkle in the summer sun. He had her now: She was in his loop again, and he was relieved.
“That’s better.”
“For you, maybe. What’s the system?”
“The system in question is actually quite simple. For it is based on the clearest precept of human life-the golden rule of reciprocity-which is, ‘Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.’ That means Thomas Perkins helps us. And we, in turn, help Thomas Perkins.”
“How do we help him?”
“We give him the coin of the realm, my dear, which is information. We know things that move markets. We tell him. He makes money. Some for him, and some for us, thank you very much.”
