'Nor I,' he said, and gigged Sport into the road the wagons had rutted with their wheels.
He waved as he spurred away, gazing over his shoulder at the dwindling figure against the backdrop of the stone house and the two red oaks. Impossible to deny his feelings any longer.
He remembered the warmth of her bosom, her mouth, her hair, that exquisite touch of tongues before Washington knocked.
He mustn't become entangled.
He
He wasn't falling in love —
It had already happened.
What the hell was he supposed to do now?
52
On the first Saturday in April, the mood in James Bulloch's Liverpool office was light as the spring air. Captain Bulloch had lately returned from a swift but uneventful dash through the blockade; at Savannah he had conferred with some of Mallory's men, though he had imparted no details to Cooper.
The office still basked in the success of its first project. On March 22 the screw steamer
Bulloch had invented the name
How long this scheme to foil British law would work, no one could be sure. It must be long enough for their second vessel to be launched. Bulloch had said this when he and Cooper retired to their safest meeting place — Bulloch's parlor — a few nights after the captain's return.
A mail pouch just in from the Bahamas had brought an urgent message, he told Cooper. The second gunboat must be rushed to completion, because Lincoln's plan to bottle up the South was rapidly changing from a contemptible paper blockade to a real and damaging one as more and more Yankee warships went on line.
A second fast, armed raider could increase the pressure. They had such a ship nearing completion over at Laird's. Though resembling
Work on
Cooper rather enjoyed the intrigue. Judith called it dangerous and his zest for it foolhardy. Well, perhaps, but it lent his days a sense of purpose and put an edge of excitement on them. As the hour for departure neared, he could feel a not unpleasant tingling on his palms.
The office remained unusually cheerful this balmy afternoon. Yesterday's pouch had brought several papers from home, including a
Thrilled, Cooper read of the 'sharp encounter' between
With a shiver up his spine, Cooper reread the piece, remembering Brunei, the great British engineer whose ship designs he had studied and attempted to duplicate in South Carolina. Brunei would have understood and seen what Cooper saw: the last rites of wood and sail; the accelerating ascendancy of steam-driven iron on the oceans and the continents as well. Brunei had predicted it years ago. It was an incredible time in which to live, a time of marvels amidst the perils.
He checked his pocket watch, collected his things, and started for the stair. Bulloch emerged from the partitioned space that formed his tiny office.
'Convey my regards to Judith.'
'And mine to Harriott.'
'I trust you'll have a restful Sabbath.'
'I shall after I go to church.'
'You have our donation?'
'Yes.' Cooper tapped his tall hat. Looks and half-smiles during the exchange conveyed a second set of questions, responses, meanings. Two of the clerks in the office were new; one couldn't be perfectly sure of loyalties.
Going downstairs, he tipped his hat to Prioleau, the manager of Fraser, Trenholm, who was just returning to the building. Cooper crossed the shadowed cobbles of the court and hurried through the short tunnel beneath the offices fronting Rumford Place. He turned left as the bells of the Church of St. Nicholas rang the quarter hour. He would be able to make the 4:00 p.m. ferry easily.
At the corner he checked to the left, to the right, then to the rear. He saw no one suspicious among those hurrying or idling in the spring sunshine. He turned right toward the Mersey. The sun was sinking over the Wirral, and the span of water between the city and Birkenhead dazzled him with thousands of moving splinters of light. A freighter passed, outbound. He heard the faint ring of the ship's bell.
Cooper missed South Carolina now and then. But with Judith and the children and his job all here, he had concluded he was better off and probably happier in Liverpool. Except for Prioleau and two others at Fraser, Trenholm, no one in the city knew his history, hence no one remarked on the inconsistency of working for a cause in which he did not entirely believe. He himself couldn't adequately explain this dualism, in which one Cooper Main continued to loathe slavery, while another loved and served the South with a new, war-born fervency.
He wasn't even sure the Confederacy would survive. Recognition by the two most important European nations, Britain and France, was still a hope, nothing more, and little seemed to be happening militarily except for the stunning triumph at Hampton Roads. A prudent man, a man who wanted to retain his sanity, did as he was doing now: he concentrated on the task of the moment, not the dour issues beneath.
'England off’ring neutral sauce to goose as well as gander' — he softly sang the Southern doggerel put to