What Maisie Knew

Maisie wondered how she could best put it. 'Papa kept me there an hour.'

'I do know—Sir Claude told me. Mrs. Beale had told him.'

Maisie looked incredulity. 'How could she—when I didn't speak of it?'

Mrs. Wix was mystified. 'Speak of what?'

'Why, of her being so frightful.'

'The Countess? Of course she's frightful!' Mrs. Wix returned. After a moment she added: 'That's why she pays him.'

Maisie pondered. 'It's the best thing about her then—if she gives him as much as she gave me!'

'Well, it's not the best thing about him! Or rather perhaps it is too!' Mrs. Wix subjoined.

'But she's awful—really and truly,' Maisie went on.

Mrs. Wix arrested her. 'You needn't go into details!' It was visibly at variance with this injunction that she yet enquired: 'How does that make it any better?'

'Their living with me? Why for the Countess—and for her whiskers!—he has put me off on them. I understood him,' Maisie profoundly said.

'I hope then he understood you. It's more than I do!' Mrs. Wix admitted.

This was a real challenge to be plainer, and our young lady immediately became so. 'I mean it isn't a crime.'

'Why then did Sir Claude steal you away?'

'He didn't steal—he only borrowed me. I knew it wasn't for long,' Maisie audaciously professed.

'You must allow me to reply to that,' cried Mrs. Wix, 'that you knew nothing of the sort, and that you rather basely failed to back me up last night when you pretended so plump that you did! You hoped in fact, exactly as much as I did and as in my senseless passion I even hope now, that this may be the beginning of better things.'

Oh yes, Mrs. Wix was indeed, for the first time, sharp; so that there at last stirred in our heroine the sense not so much of being proved disingenuous as of being precisely accused of the meanness that had brought everything down on her through her very desire to shake herself clear of it. She suddenly felt herself swell with a passion of protest. 'I never, never hoped I wasn't going again to see Mrs. Beale! I didn't, I didn't, I didn't!' she repeated. Mrs. Wix bounced about with a force of rejoinder of which she also felt that she must anticipate the concussion and which, though the good lady was evidently charged to the brim, hung fire long enough to give time for an aggravation. 'She's beautiful and I love her! I love her and she's beautiful!'

'And I'm hideous and you hate me?' Mrs. Wix fixed her a moment, then caught herself up. 'I won't embitter you by absolutely accusing you of that; though, as for my being hideous, it's hardly the first time I've been told so! I know it so well that even if I haven't whiskers—have I?—I dare say there are other ways in which the Countess is a Venus to me! My pretensions must therefore seem to you monstrous—which comes to the same thing as your not liking me. But do you mean to go so far as to tell me that you want to live with them in their sin?'

'You know what I want, you know what I want!'—Maisie spoke with the shudder of rising tears.

'Yes, I do; you want me to be as bad as yourself! Well, I won't. There! Mrs. Beale's as bad as your father!' Mrs. Wix went on.

'She's not!—she's not!' her pupil almost shrieked in retort.

'You mean because Sir Claude at least has beauty and wit and grace? But he pays just as the Countess pays!' Mrs. Wix, who now rose as she spoke, fairly revealed a latent cynicism.

It raised Maisie also to her feet; her companion had walked off a few steps and paused. The two looked at each other as they had never looked, and Mrs. Wix seemed to flaunt there in her finery. 'Then doesn't he pay you too?' her unhappy charge demanded.

At this she bounded in her place. 'Oh you incredible little waif!' She brought it out with a wail of violence; after which, with another convulsion, she marched straight away.

Maisie dropped back on the bench and burst into sobs.

XXVI

 

Nothing so dreadful of course could be final or even for many minutes prolonged: they rushed together again too soon for either to feel that either had kept it up, and though they went home in silence it was with a vivid perception for Maisie that her companion's hand had closed upon her. That hand had shown altogether, these twenty-four hours, a new capacity for closing, and one of the truths the child could least resist was that a certain greatness had now come to Mrs. Wix. The case was indeed that the quality of her motive surpassed the sharpness of her angles; both the combination and the singularity of which things, when in the afternoon they used the carriage, Maisie could borrow from the contemplative hush of their grandeur the freedom to feel to the utmost. She still bore the mark of the tone in which her friend had thrown out that threat of never losing sight of her. This friend had been converted in short from feebleness to force; and it was the light of her new authority that showed from how far she had come. The threat in question, sharply exultant, might have produced defiance; but before anything so ugly could happen another process had insidiously forestalled it. The moment at which this process had begun to mature was that of Mrs. Wix's breaking out with a dignity attuned to their own apartments and with an advantage now measurably gained. They had ordered coffee after luncheon, in the spirit of Sir Claude's provision, and it was served to them while they awaited their equipage in the white and gold saloon. It was flanked moreover with a couple of liqueurs, and Maisie felt that Sir Claude could scarce have been taken more at his word had it been followed by anecdotes and cigarettes. The influence of these luxuries was at any rate in the air. It seemed to her while she tiptoed at the chimney-glass, pulling on her gloves and with a motion of her head shaking a feather into place, to have had something to do with Mrs. Wix's suddenly saying: 'Haven't you really and truly any moral sense?'

Maisie was aware that her answer, though it brought her down to her heels, was vague even to imbecility, and that this was the first time she had appeared to practise with Mrs. Wix an intellectual inaptitude to meet her—the