But Jenna’s expression didn’t change. Tracey wasn’t surprised. If Jenna didn’t know she was there, she wouldn’t try to read Tracey’s mind. How could she let Jenna know of her presence? She considered various possibilities.
Recalling her mother and the handbag, Tracey took a salt shaker from another table and placed it in front of Jenna. But the sudden appearance of a salt shaker didn’t grab Jenna’s attention. Obviously, her mind was elsewhere.
Tracey removed her own headband from her hair. It was something she wore a lot, and maybe Jenna would recognize it. She dropped it, and it landed right on top of Jenna’s sandwich.
Jenna saw it, but her reaction wasn’t what Tracey expected. She snatched up the band and stood up.
‘Whoever threw this at me, you’re in trouble!’ she yelled.
A couple of kids giggled, but the people sitting closest to Jenna just stared at her blankly. Jenna walked over to the trash bins and dropped the headband in one.
Tracey watched her mournfully. It had been one of her favourites. But she should have known that Jenna wouldn’t notice what other people wore, not even her closest friends. Jenna was the opposite of Amanda — she didn’t care about stuff like that.
She’d probably know what she herself was wearing, though. Jenna’s necklace, a thick silver thing with a dangling pendant of a skull, was one she wore frequently. Moving around the table, Tracey quickly lifted the necklace over Jenna’s head and dropped it in front of her.
Jenna whirled around. But no one could have approached her and got away so quickly. She picked up the necklace and examined the clasp. Then she shrugged and put it back around her neck.
What else could she do, Tracey wondered. Gather up plates and bowls and dump them on Jenna’s table? That would get Jenna’s attention, but it would attract attention from the others in the dining hall too. She was getting desperate — she
Suddenly, Jenna’s eyes widened. ‘Tracey?’ she whispered.
Jenna put a hand over her mouth and spoke so softly that Tracey had to lean across the table to hear her.
‘I don’t know, but it happened once before, when Emily was trapped by Serena at school. I guess she was trying so hard to make contact with me that I actually heard her.’
‘What’s going on?’ She’d taken her hand away from her mouth, and a couple of kids at the next table glanced at her curiously. Jenna quickly speared a carrot from her plate, stuck it in her mouth and chewed furiously.
Silently, Tracey recalled the story Amanda had told her about Mr Jackson.
‘So it was Jackson who put the knife in my locker?’
‘But who’s the spy?’ Jenna asked. ‘Who’s telling Jackson about us?’ Realizing she was talking out loud, she clapped a hand over her mouth but it was too late. People turned to look at her. And one guy, with a bad complexion and a ponytail, sauntered over to her.
‘Talking to yourself, Jenna?’ he asked unpleasantly.
Jenna glared at him. ‘Does that get me another demerit?’
‘No,’ the guy said. ‘Just a report to Doctor Paley.’
Jenna rose, and picked up her tray. Tracey followed her as she left the tray by the bins, and went out of the dining hall.
‘We’re going to my room,’ Jenna murmured as they walked.
But they weren’t going to get any privacy there. A girl was lying on one of the twin beds, and smoking a cigarette.
Jenna spoke. ‘Get out of here with that cigarette or I’ll ram it down your throat.’
The girl smirked. ‘Is that a threat?’
‘No,’ Jenna said. ‘It’s a promise.’
Tracey was impressed. She knew Jenna could act tough, but she’d never heard her sound quite so scary.
The girl got the message. Once she was out of the room, Jenna threw herself on the other twin bed. ‘That threat’s going to get me another demerit. Which will probably mean another day of no visitors.’
Jenna nodded. ‘Only I didn’t earn them.’
Tracey was shocked to hear the story about the assistant who was blackmailing residents.
‘He’ll only deny it. And how am I going to explain why I know about all the other kids he’s using?’
Jenna finished the thought for her. ‘And I’ll never get out of here.’
Just as she’d never heard Jenna sound as fierce as she had moments earlier, she’d never heard her sound so flat and resigned. She preferred the fierce Jenna. Maybe now Jenna needed Tracey as a friend even more than Tracey needed Jenna.
There was a knock on the door, and then it opened. A young woman poked her head in.
‘It’s time for your group session, Jenna.’
Jenna groaned. ‘Can’t I skip it today?’
‘Sure,’ the woman said, ‘if you don’t mind getting another demerit. Oh, and Doctor Paley wants to see you tomorrow.’
‘I just saw him this morning!’ Jenna exclaimed.
The woman shrugged. ‘Well, he wants to see you again tomorrow.’
‘Boy, Peter works fast,’ Jenna murmured.
The woman’s brow furrowed. ‘What do you mean?’
‘Nothing.’ Jenna got up and went to the door. Tracey followed her.
Jenna shook her head. The woman looked at her curiously. ‘Are you all right, Jenna?’
Jenna almost smiled. ‘No. But I will be.’
Outside Harmony House, she went to wait at the bus stop. Looking back at the building, she had the same thought she’d had when she arrived.
No, it didn’t look like a prison. But a place didn’t have to look like a prison to be a prison. A prison didn’t even have to be a place. A secret was like a prison — it could keep a person trapped in the same way. Jenna, Tracey, Emily. . all of Madame’s students were imprisoned by their secret gifts.
Somehow, Tracey was going to get Jenna out of Harmony House. She’d find the real spy, and the spy would lead her to the proof about Mr Jackson and the knife. Jenna would be released, she’d be free. But could any of them ever feel completely, really and truly free, free to do whatever they wanted, free to be themselves?