Death Echo

“Yes to the no?”

“No.”

Laughing quietly, she put a bottle of iced tea in a holder near the wheel and gave him the food.

“Have you eaten?” he asked.

Watching the water, she shook her head.

“You work on this plate,” he said, handing over the wheel. “I’ll make more after I take a bio break.”

“Um…”

Before Emma could think of an excuse, she was left with the wheel and her doubts about steering Blackbird in anything but calm water.

“Put it on auto if you want,” Mac called over his shoulder as he disappeared below with a handheld VHF radio. “Just make sure you stay well outside those rocks and islands.”

“What rocks and islands?”

“Zoom out on the chart. You’ll see what I mean.”

She zoomed out on the computer screen, saw what he meant, and frowned. Going around the various small islands would take longer. But then, going aground would waste even more time.

Mac’s voice floated up from below. “If you’re nervous, I can keep an eye on things while I pee off the stern.”

“Great, I’m stuck on a boat with a flasher.”

“Flashers are used with downriggers. For trolling. Wanna see how it’s done?”

“MacKenzie, just pee!”

Laughter, then she was alone with Blackbird and frisky water. She thought about putting the controls on auto, then decided to try learning the rhythms-if any-of boat and water.

With her hands on the wheel, Blackbird became a living presence caught between external forces and its own nature. The balance between vessel and water shifted continually. At the edges of her concentration she heard the sounds of the head flushing and the static of a VHF radio. Mac was talking to someone.

She was too busy to wonder who or why. She oversteered a few waves, overthought a few more, and was surprised by several. The waves seemed steeper than they had been.

At least some of them did. The problem was, she couldn’t tell which ones until it was too late to do much but stagger on through.

“Different when the water is choppy,” Mac said cheerfully as he climbed up from the lower deck.

Emma’s hands were clenched around the wheel. She stood in front of it, stiff-legged, her face tense.

“A lot more motion,” she agreed curtly.

“Ever ride a horse with a western saddle?”

“Yes.”

“Move with the boat as you would a horse,” Mac said. “Loosen your knees. Let your spine flex. Fighting against the motion just tires you out.”

She looked at him. He was relaxed, balanced, his legs apart and his knees loose.

He looked good. Edible, even.

Blackbird took advantage of her lack of attention. The bow slid off the heading, pushed by the quartering waves.

“You’d better grab it,” Mac said.

He moved closer as he took a cracker and a slice of cheese from the plate by the pilot station.

Emma turned the wheel too hard. She knew it even before the boat’s bow went past centerline.

“Damn,” she said under her breath as she swung the wheel hard the other way.

Too far.

Again.

“Give the helm a chance to respond before you crank on the wheel again,” he suggested.

“I know,” she said, remembering his instructions when she took the wheel on and off during the run to Nanaimo. “I’m just not doing it. The choppy water makes everything different.”

“Relax. Have a cracker.”

He fed one to her before she could object.

She chewed through the cracker and cheese, forced herself to slow down, and handled the helm more gently. To her relief, the boat responded. The motion evened out.

“Good,” he said. “Now, look at the compass. Try to steer a course of 340 degrees.”

She studied the compass dial beneath its glass dome and identified the 340-degree mark. It danced slowly with each motion. She tried to make tiny corrections on the helm to keep the alignment exact.

“Remember what I told you before?” he asked calmly, picking up another cracker. “Five degrees on either side is fine. It all evens out on the water. Blackbird isn’t suspended like a race car, where every little twitch from the driver results in a big change in the car’s direction.”

Emma loosened her grip on the wheel and eased the tension from her shoulders and legs. She quickly realized that if she didn’t try to anticipate every little motion of the boat, she felt more relaxed.

Not more in control, just less unhappy about it.

“Check the compass heading from time to time and save your real attention for watching the water ahead,” Mac said. “You can’t avoid the waves, but you can dodge rafts of seaweed and logs.”

“Yikes.” Emma narrowed her eyes and stared out at the water.

“I’d forgotten about the logs.”

“Seaweed will shut down your cooling system real quick. Hot engines freeze up. Bad luck all around.”

“God, Mac. All the sweet talk. Don’t know if I can take it.”

Smiling, he crunched into another cracker, this time with a slice of sausage and cheese.

As water rolled on beneath the hull, Blackbird and Emma reached a wordless understanding. She didn’t crawl all over the controls and the boat settled into doing what caused the least motion while still sticking to a route that would lead eventually to Campbell River. Like a horse trained to the western style of riding, Blackbird responded best to a light hand on the reins.

Mac reduced the plate of food to random crumbs before he looked up. “Did you eat?”

“The cracker you fed me.”

He stepped over to the galley, sliced, assembled, and threw in some potato chips and cookies for variety. Celery tasted fine when you’d been out on the water for a week and fresh greens had been scarce. But celery the first day of a trip? Not if he had a choice.

Mac went back to stand next to Emma and started feeding her crackers and cheese. He told himself that there was nothing sexy about giving a woman food from his fingers. Nothing sexy about watching her tongue lick away crumbs. Nothing sexy about the accidental touch of her lips. Nothing…

The hell with it.

He’d never been real good at lying to himself.

“Mac?”

“Yeah?” he asked absently, watching her tongue.

“This marked-off area…” She pointed to the computer chart.

“Whiskey Gulf,” he said without looking at the chart. “A Canadian naval firing range. I just called, and they’re not active until dawn tomorrow, so we don’t have to go around. Keep on this course until I tell you otherwise.”

“Okay. Er, aye, aye, Captain.”

Mac wondered if she’d take orders as well in bed. Or give them.

Hold that good thought until we-

The primary VHF radio resting in a holder by the wheel came to life with an update of the past weather report. Emma tried to listen, steer, and keep the speed up in the face of rapidly changing wind and water.

And eat.

When the radio stopped spitting words, she swallowed half-chewed food and said to Mac, “Translation?”

“Small-craft warning has been shifted to include Campbell River.”

“Meaning?”

“If I was in a small boat, I’d come about and run back to Nanaimo, just like them.” He pointed to their port