me to find you.’
‘I don’t know. It’s a long way to come.’
‘She’s in a bad way, Den. I had to move her into a nursing home. Look, I can wire you the money for the plane ticket—’
‘No need for that. I’ll think about it. I may come or I may not,’ Den said defiantly.
‘OK.' This was a step up from an outright refusal. ‘It would be good to see you again.’
As he said it, Kerr wondered if he meant it; in truth, his feelings towards Den were very mixed.
‘Would it?’ His brother’s laughter was hollow, tinged with bitterness and doubt.
‘Are you married?’ It was odd to think that Den could have a wife and children, a whole family they knew nothing about.
‘Married? No.’ Den paused. ‘You?’
‘Me neither.’
Kerr wondered how Den would react if he were to tell him who he’d been seeing up until last week.
It wasn’t the kind of discussion you could get into, under the circumstances. Aloud he said, ‘No.’
‘Haven’t met the right girl yet?’
Oh, I’ve met her, all right.
‘Something like that.’ Kerr’s tone was brusque.
‘Right, well. Have to go now. If I decide to come over, I’ll be in touch.’
‘Shall I send you the money for the plane ticket?’ Pause.
‘If you want,’ Den said awkwardly.
‘Give me your bank details then.’ If he wired the money, maybe Den would feel morally obliged to fly over.
‘I haven’t decided yet. I’ll be in touch when I do. Is the house still there?’ Den asked abruptly. ‘I mean, still in the family?’
So that was what was interesting him, thought Kerr. Hillview was worth in the region of three quarters of a million pounds.
‘It’s still in the family.’ Drily he told Den, ‘Don’t worry, as soon as she dies you’ll get your fifty per cent.’
There was a stunned silence, then Den said, ‘Fuck off, Kerr,’ and hung up.
‘All sorted,’ Sara announced.
Miles away — over ten thousand miles away — Kerr looked up and said, ‘What?’
‘Jameson’s Newsagents. The bloke who runs it is Mike Jameson,’ Sara patiently explained. ‘He’s agreed to do it, take in our sandwich delivery and keep it in his back room until one of us arrives to pick it up. He’s charging twenty quid a week, which you’ll be paying because this whole thing’s your fault.’
‘Fine,’ said Kerr.
As she closed the door behind her, Sara thought, Damn, should have said forty.
Chapter 36
Marcella had cut down on her hours at Dauncey House, which suited Estelle down to the ground. With Will staying, acting normally around her family wasn’t a problem, probably because in their eyes she was the least likely person in the world to be indulging in illicit naughtiness. But Marcella was a different matter, altogether more observant. Not much got past her. Estelle, terrified of letting her guard slip, was finding it increasingly difficult — but at the same time oddly exhilarating — to maintain an air of normality.
Luckily Marcella had other things on her mind to distract her.
‘She’s not eating. I took one of my casseroles over to the cottage last night and Jake says she didn’t even touch it. And the weight she’s lost — you don’t think she’ll make herself ill, do you?’
‘Of course she won’t.’ Estelle’s tone was comforting. ‘Girls break up with boys all the time and get over it.’
‘I know Maddy’s unhappy,’ said Marcella, ‘and I hate to see her like this, but what’s done is done. It isn’t as if she can blackmail me into changing my mind, because how can I? She can’t carry on seeing him and that’s that. Now, give me that cup.’ She reached across the table for Will’s empty coffee cup. ‘And as soon as I’ve loaded the dishwasher I’ll be off.’
‘Can I film you doing it?’ Will picked up his hand-held video camera.
‘What, bending over to stack the plates? Me and my big bottom filling an entire TV screen? What a treat that’d be for the nation,’ said Marcella. ‘No thanks.’
Estelle said, ‘Leave the dishwasher, I can do that. You go home and get some rest. And ginger biscuits are good for stopping you feeling yuk,’ she added, because Marcella’s morning sickness had kicked in with a vengeance.
‘You know, I’m just so glad to be pregnant, I don’t even mind the feeling sick.’ Her eyes shining, Marcella gave her stomach a protective pat. I’ve spent so many years longing to know what it feels like.
It’s proof that it’s actually happening at last.’
When Marcella had left, Estelle carried on with the ironing. Acutely aware of Will’s eyes upon her, she tried her best to concentrate on the sleeves of Oliver’s favourite speedwell blue Turnbull and Asser shirt.
‘I love the way your bottom wiggles when you do that.’
‘Sshh.’ Estelle bit her lip and smiled to herself, because it had to be twenty years since anyone had said
