you do not drink. In secret, yes, in public, no.
Involved in cross-examination, he gave no thought to automobiles through whose midst he cantered. In Flemington Road they passed a motor cycle before either horse or driver could realize what they'd done.
Insisting on his fabricated story, he ignored Grattan Street which led to Bernstein, and went pell-mell towards the city. At the Latrobe Street corner he reined in a little but people stopped to laugh at the soup-plated sway-back cutting such a dash. A street urchin threw an apple core which struck the driver on the back of his closely shorn head. 'Fatty fool face,' the boy yelled, 'fatty big bum,' somehow seeing what no one else would see for five years more.
Horace lost his forty-shilling Akubra hat and did not stop for it and the Elizabeth Street cable tram sliced it in half before he had gone another block. He swung left into Collins Street then left again into Swanston, leaving his imaginary beer behind and heading back up to Carlton without legal explanation.
Toddy, unused to such exercise, glistened with sweat and frothed around the bit, but he did not seem inclined to halt for cars or lorries and when they finally arrived at Harold Daw-son's wine bar in Carlton he was slow to respond to either the shouts of the driver or the pressure in his mouth and would have, if he had his way, gone all the way to Preston before he'd had enough. Horace circled him around the block and finally pulled him up outside Dawson's, hooing, haing and whoaing, his face red with excitement and embarrassment.
Toddy got no soft words, no apple, no sugar, no flowers. He looked around, blew out his black lips, showed his yellow teeth, and emptied the steaming contents of his bladder into Lygon Street.
Bernstein was exactly where Horace had expected him to be, drinking plonk from a beer glass in one of the dark booths of Dawson's smoky sawdust-floored establishment. Horace did not need to be told that Bernstein's drinking companion was an actress, but he was too preoccupied to blush or become tongue-tied in her presence. He merely nodded, and reached to remove the hat he had already sacrificed to the cable car.
'Bernstein,' he said, 'a word in private.'
He made a sweeping gesture with his hand towards the street, knocked over Bernstein's glass and made the actress leap to escape its treacly flood.
'To the street,' he said, leaving the actress to hover an inch above her seat in the corner of the booth while the wine dripped sweetly to the floor.
Bernstein was a large broad man who was only twenty-one but already balding. He was an atheist, a rationalist, a medical student of no great distinction, an SP punter, a singer of bawdy songs, an acknowledged expert in matters erotic. He was perpetually, attractively, blue-jowelled and sleepy-lidded.
'Bernstein,' Horace said when they were standing amidst fruiterers' packing cases in the street, 'you must help me.'
When Bernstein understood the problem he was amused. He tried to drag the poet back into the wine bar to celebrate his lost virginity.
'No, no,' said Horace, glancing nervously up and down the street, 'not lost. The lady is a friend. Please, Bernstein, if our friendship is worth anything write me a prescription for the medicine you mentioned.'
'It may not work,' said Bernstein, meaning that any prescription written by him on plain paper would not be a prescription at all. 'Wait, have a drink, and we'll go and see someone later.'
'Now, now, I beg you. If it doesn't work, we'll try something else,' (imagining his friend was merely worried by the efficacy of the medicine).
Bernstein shrugged his broad shoulders and took out a notepad from the pocket of his jacket. He wrote for a moment and then tore out the sheet.
So: Horace, ten minutes later, smelling as strongly of sweat as his tethered horse, fairly galloping into Mallop's Pharmacy in Swanston Street with Bernstein's piece of paper clutched in his broad-palmed hand. 'Give it to the tall man,' Bernstein had said. 'Wait till he is free. He's an understanding sort of fellah.'
Tall man? What tall man? There was no tall man here. There was not a fellow higher than five foot three. He had a boozer's face and mutton-chop whiskers. There was a tall woman, though, not tall for a man, but tall for a woman. She stood beside the man. She towered over him. Horace behaved no different from his horse – he had his momentum up and could not stop. He propelled himself towards the counter, panting, and thrust his prescription into the hands of the tall woman who read it, frowned, and retreated behind a tall glass-fronted cupboard. After a moment she called the mutton-chop man to join her.
Horace stood wet and panting. He had run a good race. He pulled out a scarlet handkerchief from his pocket, wiped his brow, and blew his little nose with relief.
He blew his nose so enthusiastically, so loudly, that the gurgling visceral noise cloaked the return of the mutton-chop man who called twice to his customer before he was heard.
'Do you know what this is for?' asked the pharmacist. He had a peculiar expression on his face, almost a smile.
'Oh yes,' said Horace, plunging his snotty red handkerchief into his pocket where it tangled with loose lozenges, string and crumpled poetry.
'You scoundrel,' shouted the chemist. 'I shall have you put in gaol.'
Horace's eyes bugged. His hand was trapped in his pocket, anaesthetized by lozenges and trussed with string. He tried to move but could not. His face screwed up with such astonishment that it resembled the handkerchief: red, crinkled, confused with unrelated things.
'The doctor…' he tried, but hat pins pierced his tongue.
'The doctor too,' the mutton-chops said, reaching for his telephone.
But Horace was already in retreat and before Toddy knew where he was he was cantering back up to Carlton with his nosebag still on and the reins belabouring his backside while the rhythm of his hooves drummed into Horace's panic: to aid, abet, to aid, abet.
The actress, when she saw him stumble through Dawson's door, carefully placed the wine glasses on the far edge of the table, against the dark panelled wall.
'I'm done for,' said the poet, dropping heavily and smellily beside her. 'They're after me.'
They heard his story and persuaded him to take some wine. He was a teetotaller but gulped it down. Like lard, he thought, giving solace to the injured tongue.
'You're in love, my friend,' Bernstein said, lowering his voice to a level which he understood to be a whisper.
'No, no,' Horace said hopelessly, 'she is a wonderful person.'
'Are you really a virgin?' asked the actress who was very young to speak in such a manner. She wore a green headband and smoked her cigarette from a tortoiseshell holder.
'I am, madam,' said Horace. 'Now, also, I am a criminal. They have my description. They even know the colour of my handkerchief,' and he stared into the gloom of the wine bar as if its booths might be filled with policemen.
'You are in love,' said Bernstein. 'Why else would you do it?'
'She is a poet,' said Horace.
'You are in love,' said the actress, 'and I think you're sweet.'
'I am not in love,' Horace cried shrilly, pulling handkerchief and poems tumbling from his pocket. 'I am in trouble,' he said, wiping his face and dropping the handkerchief carefully to the floor. He slumped back into the hard wooden bench and, while his companions conferred in a whisper, sipped Bernstein's port while he tried to kick his handkerchief into the next booth.
'Give me a pound,' said the actress.
He placed his florin on the table.
No one asked him how he had intended paying for the medicine at Mallop's Pharmacy. Bernstein opened his wallet, took out a pound, and handed it to the actress who squeezed out past Horace. He was so depressed as to be insensible to both his friend's generosity and the passage of the silk-clad buttocks which pressed briefly against him.
'We must buy the newspapers,' he said to Bernstein who poured his friend more wine and was polite enough not to laugh at his misery.
The actress was gone an hour and Bernstein would not let his friend depart until she returned. He went out to buy the Herald and let Horace pore through it looking for his name.
'Probably in the Sun tomorrow,' he said, carefully folding the wine-stained broadsheet and ironing in knife-
