through the game… and he had gone instead to the home of Milan Stankovic.
He could justify his abandoning of the game of chess.
They were coming in the village to the day when the population of Salika travelled to the church at Glina where so many had died. It was an important anniversary, the fiftieth. All of the village would travel to the site where the people had been herded by the Ustase fascists, where the fire had been lit, where a thousand had died. If the Priest had not been young, not been fit enough to survive, emaciated, in the Petrova Gora, if he had been inside the cordon, then he could believe that he would have been taken to the church and burned alive. But, to go to the church at Glina, it was necessary for the people of Salika to take two buses. The buses were in a barn near to the school. To take the buses there must be diesel fuel. To get diesel fuel he must have the help of Milan Stankovic. The gaining of diesel fuel was his justification for abandoning his appointment with his friend.
He had known Milan's grandparents, Zoran and Milica, and both had died in the fire at the church in Glina.
He had known Evica's grandparents, Dragon and Gospava, and both had been burned alive at the church in Glina.
He understood what he called, when he talked with his friend as they pondered the board, 'the curse of history'. There was not, in the village of Salika, a man, woman or child, who had not been fed, since the dawn of understanding, the story of what had been done by the Ustase fascists.
They sat in the kitchen, and he understood.
They were around the table and he had been given bitter coffee and juice, and he understood.
The Priest had baptized Milan Stankovic, just as he had baptized Evica Adamovic, and he had baptized little Marko who slept now above them. The bayonet was on the wall. Against the leg of the table, on Milan's side, was the automatic rifle. All of their lives, Milan and Evica and Marko, would have been battered by the curse of history. He thought himself a pragmatist, thought himself a realist. It was impossible that the curse of history should not fall upon the big shoulders, upon the wide face, upon the big heart of Milan Stankovic. The Priest thought it was the curse of history that had made inevitable the attack on Rosenovici, the fall of Rosenovici, the butchering at Rosenov-ici. The Priest did not apportion blame… But he had not gone across the stream, when many had gone, to watch the digging up of the grave and the recovery of the bodies. Perhaps, he had not wished to take the gaze of the old American, near his own age, who had come and directed the digging… Milan agreed with no dispute to allocate the diesel for the buses.
He considered Milan the best of the younger men in the village. The best basketball player, but he no longer had time for sport. The best organizer, such as the time he had led the other men in the village in the flattening of a football pitch, but he no longer had time for triviality. The best husband, but Evica walked around him as though a wall rose between them. Milan sat morose opposite him, his back to the window and the last light. The Priest thought that the curse of history made a treadmill for the best of men, and the drive of the treadmill was faster. Milan sat subdued opposite him, and never turned to look out across the stream to the corner of the field in the dusk distance. Walking briskly on the treadmill, elected by acclamation to head the village militia. Jogging, and the visit to the village of the barbarian Arkan who was a criminal from Belgrade and who had raised his own force of gaol filth and who had posed in front of the War Memorial with Milan. Running, when the attack, supported by the tanks and artillery, had been directed on the Croat neighbours of Rosenovici. Sprinting, when the wounded were taken from the cellar of Fran jo and Ivana, and he had played chess with Franjo, when the wounded were taken out and the girl. Pounding, when they had come with their spades and zipped bags and dug. Careering, when the Ustase spies had been captured… The Priest did not know how Milan could go faster, and he did not know what would happen to him if he fell from the speeding treadmill. The Priest offered his thanks for Milan's time, for the promise of the diesel and Evica let him out. He walked up the lane from Milan Stankovic's house, going slowly, but he speeded his frail stride where a wax lamp threw light across his path. He did not wish to see the opened window, to see if his friend sat alone in front of the board. It was like a bad pick-up in a bad bar. He had written up his notes of the day, good material. He had walked up into the old city and bought a good meal. He had come back to the hotel, striding and wondering what Jovic would pull on him the next day. He had taken his key at the reception, been handed the telephone message would he, please, please, call Mrs. Mary Braddock crumpled it and handed it back to reception to dispose of. Earlier, he had made his own telephone call, international, and no answer. He had gone into the bar for a last drink. He had ordered a beer, local, good, and cheap. He hadn't seen the man at first. His eye caught the clutch of journalists whose table was covered with filled ashtrays and emptied bottles. He was eavesdropping on them, they were back from Sarajevo and noisy. He was halfway down his beer when the man came off his stool and the movement caught Penn's attention. He saw the van driver from the camp for officer cadets, he saw the shadow shape from when he had stepped off the pavement to give the arguing hooker better space for her negotiation. A round full face, darting sharp eyes, close-cut fair hair, old acne scars on the cheeks and the chin, a bulging neck above an open white shirt and on the neck was the tattoo. A rolling swagger walk, a small man's walk, coming from his stool with his glass in his hand.
'Evening, squire bit far from the old smoke…'
'Evening.' Penn offered him nothing.
'Don't see a lot of English here mind if I join you…?'
'Please yourself,' Penn said coldly.
'Nice to talk English better than all this foreign jabber…'
Like a bad pick-up in a bad bar. He thought of when he had been in Curzon Street, early days in the Service, close to Shepherds Market where the girls were, when he had gone out for a sandwich at lunch time, and he didn't think there would have been a hooker who would not have been ashamed at such a bad pick-up. The tattoo, close to him, was of the Parachute Regiment's wings. Penn didn't feel curious, only tired. He finished his beer, but the man was in fast.
'You'll have another? 'Course you will…' The man was leaning across the bar and flicking his fingers at the barman. 'Two more local piss. Move it, my boy… Dozy buggers, right?… I'm Sidney Hamilton. I get called 'Ham' So, what brings you to this shit hole, squire?'
'Just a bit of work,' Penn said.
'Out from UK, are we, squire? I packed it in there, no future. It's all niggers there, and slit eyes, and fucking Irish…'
'Why were you following me?' Penn said, quietly.
'Beg pardon…'
'Why were you following me? Why were you listening yesterday to my conversation?'
The darting bright eyes had narrowed, focused. The new beers were in front of them.
'Smartarse, eh?'
'Straight question, shouldn't be too difficult to manufacture a straight answer,' Penn said.
But a diverted answer. 'Just heard a word, the word triggered. You know how it is, squire? You hear a word said and you get to listen. It's not a crime…'
'What was the word?'
'Rosenovici, the Croat village in Sector North, you were talking to that hag about Rosenovici…' 'You know Rosenovici?' Penn tried to stay casual, didn't know whether he succeeded. The confidence was flowing again. 'I know Rosenovici, hell of a battle there, big fight. Warrior of Principle, squire, that's me. Bad fire fight there…' 'You were in Rosenovici?' 'The village was cut off. They'd brought tanks up, T-54s, wicked bloody things. They'd got the old Stalin's organ, that's the multiple rocket launcher…' 'Were you in the village?' 'They had artillery up there, howitzers. There was right shit going in there…' 'You were there?' 'Well, I wasn't actually
…' 'Where were you?' The eyes darted away. 'I wasn't actually there, would have been minced if I was there. We were close up. We'd been sent in to make contact with our guys who'd legged it into the woods. We had a corridor open for them to get out through. We had it on the radio. We had it on the radio when they signed off, put the flag up. I was near there…' 'Not actually there?' 'Near there, last week…' 'Walked into Sector North?' 'Didn't take the bloody Central line. 'Course I bloody walked. Recce job. It's bad shit in there. We lost two guys… These fuckers, they've no bottle. We had two guys wounded but the other fuckers wouldn't stop for them, bottled out. No lie, I saw them killed. Their throats were slit. They used knives on them. I couldn't do anything because the other fuckers had bottled out…' 'You can walk into Sector North?' The man was drinking faster, and flicking his fingers for the barman, and shovelling the banknotes onto the bar. 'If you know what you're at, which I do. Know where to cross the Kupa river, know where the mines are, which I do, and the strong points… He's a bad bastard in
