Hell, Tucker would live.
Shannon would not become a zombie.
The D and M ranch would not burn to the ground, and Brian would not die inside it.
Aden would not become a vampire. Junior would not be created.
Victoria would not become a human, would not lose her abilities.
Perhaps Eve and Julian would even return to him.
“I have to do this,” he said. “I can’t leave things like this.” As Mary Ann had said, what could be worse than this?
“You’re not usually the voice of reason. Don’t start trying to be now.”
“Aden, listen to me. Answer me.” Victoria shook her head, wet hair slapping at his cheeks, then shook him. “Go back to when?”
“To the beginning.”
Her eyes widened, the implications putting furious color in her cheeks. “Let’s talk about this. Think it through. If you go back, will Eve return to you? Will Julian? What about you? Your beast? Will you still be a vampire?”
“Probably. Maybe. I don’t know. Probably not. Definitely not. Maybe.”
“Your wards—”
“Will never have been applied.” He leaned over and pressed a soft kiss into her lips. “I love you. You know that, right?”
He should have done this a long time ago. Should have listened to everyone when they’d asked him to do it. Instead, he’d let fear and stubbornness rule him. And look where it had gotten him.
“Yes.” Blue eyes studied him, sad, almost defeated. “I love you, too. But there has to be another way to —”
“There’s not.” If things worked out the way he hoped they would, he and Victoria would never meet. Never get to know each other.
Never cause such a cataclysmic event.
He’d rather meet her and deal with this, but he wouldn’t. And that was love.
Like his parents had given him up, he was going to give Victoria up. Unlike his parents, he wasn’t doing it for himself but for her.
In the end, this was going to kill him. He could walk by her, and she would not know him, but he would know her.
“Aden, just give me a chance to—”
“This is the only way. I know that now.” He kissed her again, a deeper kiss than he’d ever given her. A soul- shattering kiss. Their last kiss. He let her feel all of his longing, all of his dreams. All of his regrets. All of his prayers for the future.
And when he pulled back, he was trembling. She was crying. He tasted those tears in his mouth, a little salty, a lot heartbreaking.
He wiped those tears away with an unsteady hand, and then he did what was necessary. He closed his eyes and imagined the day he’d first met Mary Ann….
Glossary of Characters and Terms
Blood-slaves
Bloody Mary
Brian
Brendal
Caleb
Chompers
D and M Ranch
Dan Reeves
Dmitri
Dr. Morris Gray
Drainer
Draven
Edina
Elijah
Eve
Fairies
Goblins
Haden Stone
Jennifer
Julian
Lauren
Maddie
Marie
Mary Ann Gray
Maxwell
Meg Reeves
Nathan
Penny Parks
Riley
RJ
Ryder
Seth
Shannon Ross
Sorin
Stephanie
Teleport
Terry
Thomas
Tucker Harbor