in charge, and not the Admiral.
When the Admiral is present, he feigns obedience, but when others are gathered around him—and there are always others gathered around Roland—he takes every opportunity to cut the man down. 'The Admiral's out of touch,' he would say. 'He doesn't know what it's like to be one of us. He can't possibly understand who we are and what we need.' And in groups of kids he's already won over, he whispers his theories about the Admiral's teeth, and his scars, and his diabolical plans for all of them. He spreads fear and distrust, using it to unite as many kids as he can.
Connor has to bite his lip to keep himself quiet when he hears Roland mouth off—because if he speaks out in defense of the Admiral, then Roland will know which side of the line he's on.
There's a recreation jet at the Graveyard, near the meeting tent. Inside there are TVs and electronics, and under its wings are pool tables, a pinball machine, and reasonably comfortable furniture. Connor proposed setting up a water mister, so that the area beneath the wings will stay at least a little bit cooler during the heat of the day. But even more importantly, Connor figures the project will allow him to be a fly on the wall, hearing conversations, cataloguing cliques, and performing general espionage. The problem is, Connor is never a fly on the wall. Instead, his work becomes the center of attention. Kids offer to help him like he's Tom Sawyer painting a fence. They all keep seeing him as a leader when all he wants is to be ignored. He's glad that he never told anyone he's the so- called 'Akron AWOL.' According to the current rumors, the Akron AWOL took on an entire legion of Juvey-cops, outsmarted the national guard, and liberated half a dozen harvest camps. He has enough attention from other kids without having to contend with that kind of reputation.
While Connor works to install the mister line, Roland keeps an eye on him from the pool table. He finally puts down the cue and comes over.
'You're just a busy little worker bee, ain't ya,' Roland says, loud enough for all the kids around to hear. Connor's up on a stepladder, attaching mist piping to the underside of the wing. It allows him the satisfaction of carrying on this conversation while looking down on Roland. 'I'm just trying to make life a little easier,' Connor says. 'We need a mister down here— wouldn't want anyone to
Roland keeps a cool poker face. 'It looks like you're the Admiral's new golden boy, now that the others have left.' He looks around to make sure he has everyone's attention. 'I've seen you go up to his jet.'
'He needs things fixed, so I fix them,' says Connor. 'That's all.'
Then, before Roland can push his interrogation, Hayden speaks up from the pool table.
'Connor's not the only one going up there,' Hayden says. 'There's kids going in and out all the time. Kids with food. Kids cleaning—and I hear he's taken an interest in a certain mouth breather we all know and love.'
All eyes turn toward Emby, who has become a fixture at the pinball machine since he arrived. 'What?'
'You've been up to the Admiral's, haven't you,' Hayden says. 'Don't deny it!'
'So?
'So, what does he want? I'm sure we'd all like to know.'
Emby squirms, uncomfortable at the center of anyone's attention. 'He just wanted to know about my family and stuff.'
This is news to Connor. Perhaps the Admiral's looking for someone else to help him ferret out the killer. True, Emby's much less visible than Connor, but a fly on the wall shouldn't actually be a fly on the wall.
'I know what it is,' says Roland. 'He wants your hair.'
'Does not!'
'Yeah—his own hair is thinning, right? You got yourself a nice mop up there. The old man wants to scalp you, and send the rest of you to be unwound!'
'Shut up!'
Most of the kids laugh. Sure, it's a joke, but Connor wonders how many think Roland might be right. Emby must suspect it himself, because he looks kind of sick. It makes Connor furious.
'That's right, pick on Emby,' says Connor. 'Show everyone just how low you are.' He climbs down off the ladder, facing Roland eye to eye. 'Hey—did you notice Amp left his megaphone? Why don't you take his place? You're such a loudmouth, you'd be perfect for it.'
Roland's response comes without the slightest smile. 'I wasn't asked.'
That night Connor and the Admiral have a secret meeting in his quarters, drinking coffee made by a machine rumored to be broken. They speak of Roland and Connor's suspicions about him, but the Admiral is not satisfied.
'I don't want suspicion, I want proof. I don't want your feelings, I want evidence.' The Admiral adds some whiskey from a flask to his own coffee.
When Connor is done with his report, he gets up to leave, but the Admiral won't let him. He pours Connor a second cup of coffee, which will surely keep him up all night—but then, he doubts he'll be sleeping well tonight anyway.
'Very few people know what I'm about to tell you,' says the Admiral.
'So why tell me?'
'Because it serves my purposes for you to know.'
It's an honest answer, but one that still keeps his motives hidden. Connor imagines he must have been very good in a war.
'When I was much younger,' begins the Admiral, 'I fought in the Heartland War. The scars you so impertinently assumed were transplant scars came from a grenade.'
'Which side were you on?'
The Admiral gives Connor that scrutinizing look he's so good at. 'How much do you know about the Heartland War?'
Connor shrugs. 'It was the last chapter in our history textbook, but we had state testing, so we never got to it.'
The Admiral waves his hand in disgust. 'Textbooks sugar-coat it anyway. No one wants to remember how it really was. You asked which side I was on. The truth is, there were three sides in the war, not two. There was the Life Army, the Choice Brigade, and the remains of the American military, whose job it was to keep the other two sides from killing each other. That's the side I was on.
Unfortunately, we weren't very successful. You see, a conflict always begins with an issue—a difference of opinion, an argument. But by the time it turns into a war, the issue doesn't matter anymore, because now it's about one thing and one thing only: how much each side hates the other.'
The Admiral pours a little more whiskey into his mug before he continues.
'There were dark days leading up to the war. Everything that we think defines right and wrong was being turned upside down. On one side, people were murdering abortion doctors to protect the right to life, while on the other side people were getting pregnant just to sell their fetal tissue. And everyone was selecting their leaders not by their ability to lead, but by where they stood on this single issue. It was beyond madness! Then the military fractured, both sides got hold of weapons of war, and two opinions became two armies determined to destroy each other. And then came the Bill of Life.'
The mention of it sends ice water down Connor's spine. It never used to bother him, but things change once you become an Unwind.
'I was right there in the room when they came up with the idea that a pregnancy could be terminated retroactively once a child reaches the age of reason,' says the Admiral. 'At first it was a joke—no one intended it to be taken seriously. But that same year the Nobel Prize went to a scientist who perfected neurografting—the technique that allows every part of a donor to be used in transplant.'
The Admiral takes a deep gulp of his coffee. Connor hasn't had a bit of his second cup. The thought of swallowing anything right now is out of the question.
It’s all he can do to keep the first cup down.
'With the war getting worse,' says the Admiral, 'we brokered a peace by bringing both sides to the table. Then we proposed the idea of unwinding, which would terminate unwanteds without actually ending their lives. We thought it would shock both sides into seeing reason—that they would stare at each other across the table and
