Nor did Clara know anything definite about his way of life. Painters and paintings talked about him a lot, but, in fact, their opinions had little basis in reality. Yet Clara could clearly recall the impressions of those who had seen him. Vicky for example, who had taken part in some master classes he had given, said she had felt as though she were in the presence of an automaton, a thing without life of its own, a Frankenstein's monster created by the monster itself. 'But its creator forgot to breathe life into him,' she added. Two years earlier in Bilbao, Clara had met Gustavo Onfretti, who was on show at the Basque Country Guggenheim as Ferrucioli's Saint Sebastian, and had been painted by Van Tysch as another saint: Saint Stephen. She had asked him about his experience with the great painter of Edenburg. The Argentine model had gazed at her darkly for a long while before saying only: 'Van Tysch is your shadow.' Van Tysch. The Maestro. The shadow. He was coming.
She looked away from the photo and stared at the walls instead. She could see dull patches at the ceiling corners, and thought this must be where the cameras were hidden. She imagined Van Tysch studying his screen, pressing the keyboard, judging her expression and her worth as a canvas. She was annoyed with herself for not having thought of the possibility of hidden cameras before. A lot of painters used them: Brentano, Hobber, Ferrucioli… if she had known, or suspected it, she would have made a greater effort. Not that this would have been much use after the mess Gerardo had made of everything. What if Van Tysch was corning to sack her? What if he said to her (that is, if he spoke to her and not to his lackeys, because after all she was simply the material): 'I'm sorry, I've been thinking about it, and you're not the right person for this painting'? 'Calm down. Let it happen.'
Gerardo and Uhl had come into the room. They were storing paint pots in bags. Clara came out of her sketch position and looked at them.
'Are you leaving?' she asked in English. She did not much like the idea of having to face the Maestro on her own in the house.
'No, no we can't, we have to wait for him,' said Uhl. 'We're cleaning up a bit to create a good impression,' he added – or at least that's what Clara thought he said, because Uhl's English was very rapid. 'We have to wait to see if he wants us to continue in the same line or not. Perhaps he wants to do the sketching himself. Or perhaps
…' This was followed by a rapid burst of words that Clara did not catch. 'It could be anything. We have to be prepared. Sometimes…' He raised his eyebrows, spread his hands and puffed, as if to demonstrate that Van Tysch was unpredictable and they could only expect the worst. She did not really understand what he was trying to say, and was too scared to ask him to explain. 'Understand?' ‘Yes,' she said, lying in English.
Keep calm,' Uhl replied in Spanish. 'Everything's all right.' He's paying back my lie in Spanish, thought Clara. The shadow.
Points, lines, polygons, bodies. And last of all, the shading that defines the outlines, adds volume to the definitive shape.
When we are waiting for someone we do not know, we see them as a silhouette rising up in front of us. So we start drawing them, filling in the details, anticipating them. We are aware the whole time that we are making mistakes, that the real person will not be exactly the same as our outline, but we cannot get it out of our mind. Then it becomes a fetish, a simple representation of the object, a doll we can practise on. We place ourselves in front of it and weigh up our possible reactions. What should I say or do? Will he like me as I am? Should I smile and be friendly, or should I be cold towards him, keep my distance? Clara had already drawn her Van Tysch silhouette: she imagined him to be tall and thin, silent, with a piercing gaze. Without knowing why (perhaps because she remembered a couple of photos from magazines) she had added glasses, with broad lenses that would increase the size of his pupils. She had given him some defects as well, naturally, because she was terrified she might be disappointed. Van Tysch would be ugly. Van Tysch would be selfish. Van Tysch would be rude. Van Tysch would be brutal. Clara soon discovered she could easily forgive 'defects' such as these in a genius like him. She tried adding others that were less pardonable: a Van Tysch who was stupid, clumsy or vulgar. The last of these, a vulgar Van Tysch, was the worst thing she could think of.
Even so, she tried to imagine it. A Van Tysch who talked and thought like Jorge (My God!), who would calm her down, and who she could surprise. A mature Van Tysch next to whom she, at twenty-four, could feel superior. Or a Van Tysch like Gerardo, wet behind the ears, unsophisticated. She chastised herself with all these Van Tysches, like wearing a hair shirt. She used them as a penitence for the pleasure that the real person was bound to bring her.
She decided the morning would be one long vigil. She set up her headquarters in the kitchen: she could see the front of the house from its window. She preferred to devote her time to waiting rather than to pretend, as Gerardo and Uhl were (they were outside on the porch, chatting) that nothing was going on. At noon she took a vitamin Aroxen drink from the fridge, perforated the top with a straw, and began to sip it. The robe was still half- open over her crossed thighs. For some time she had been thinking about preparing herself in some form or other. Perhaps it would be better if she were completely naked? What if she painted some features on her face, or at least coloured her eyes in or outlined her lips in the shape of a smile? But wasn't she a blank sheet? Shouldn't she go on being one? She concluded it would be best for her to be as passive as possible.
The sun began to cross the window, and brushed at her feet. As it climbed her shins, her primed skin sparkled. Occasionally she was startled by the noise of an engine or the fleeting passage of a vehicle on the lane outside. But calm soon returned.
A short while later, the kitchen door opened and Gerardo came in. He had taken his jacket off, and his sleeveless T-shirt with the Foundation logo showed off his biceps. He was fiddling nervously with the turquoise- coloured label with his name and photo on it. He opened the fridge, appeared to think better of it, closed it without taking anything out, and sat down opposite her at the far end of the table. Poor thing, thought Clara from her personal nirvana, infinitely compassionate.
'Listen, I'm really sorry for what happened out there, OK?' Gerardo said after a pause.
'No, no, on the contrary,' she hurriedly replied. ‘I was silly. I'm sorry I got like that.'
They were sitting diagonally opposite each other, and had to turn their heads (Gerardo to the left, Clara to the right) to look at each other when they spoke. They listened to the reply staring at the window, the tiny rectangle of blue sky, the shadows of the clouds.
'Anyway, I wanted to tell you not to worry. If the Maestro has it in for anyone, it'll be me. You are the canvas and can't be blamed for anything, OK?'
'We'll let's be optimistic, shall we?' she replied. 'Perhaps Van Tysch is coming just to supervise the sketching. There's less than a fortnight to the opening.' 'Yes, perhaps you're right. Are you nervous?' 'A bit.' They smiled at each other, then fell silent again.
'I've only seen him a couple of times,' said Gerardo after another pause. 'And then only at a distance.' 'You mean you've never spoken to him?'
'Never. Seriously, I'm not joking. The Maestro never talks to the assistants because he has no need to. The visible head of the Foundation is Mr Fuschus-Galismus… I mean Jacob Stein. He's the one who calls you, contracts you, talks to you, gives you orders… Van Tysch has ideas and writes them down. His assistants pass them on to us, and as technical assistants it's our job to carry them out, that's all. Van Tysch is a very odd person. I imagine all geniuses are. You know his life story, don't you?' 'Yes, I've read a few things.'
In fact, Clara had devoured every single one of the painter's biographies, and knew all the few confirmed details about him.
'His life is like a fairy story, isn't it?' said Gerardo. 'Out of the blue, a North American millionaire goes wild about him, and leaves him his entire fortune. It's incredible.' He leant back, head in hands and stared at the landscape outside the window. 'Do you know how many houses Van Tysch has now? Approximately six, except they're not houses, but palaces: a castle in Scotland, some kind of monastery in Corfu… but do you know, they say he never visits them?' 'What does he want them for then?' 'No idea. I suppose he likes having them. He lives in Edenburg, the castle where his father worked as a restorer. People who've been there tell so many stories it's hard to know what to believe. They claim, for example, that there's no furniture, and that Van Tysch eats and sleeps on the floor.' 'That seems a bit far-fetched.'
Gerardo was about to respond when they heard a noise. A van had pulled up by the front hedge. Clara's heart started pumping, her whole body became tense. But Gerardo reassured her. 'No, it's not him.'
But it must have been someone Gerardo and Uhl knew, because they both went out to the front to greet them. A black man with a cap and a black leather jacket got out of the van. After him appeared an older, bearded man and a girl with long black hair. The girl was very short, so the hair came down to the back of her legs. Both of them were barefoot, and their legs were stained with mud and red paint, or perhaps it was blood. They had orange
