Rankin was rocking, but he wasn't crying as I would have expected. His face was as empty as a clear sky. He used his pulpit voice and said, 'Deuteronomy tells us this, Abby Rose: 'But if the thing is true, that the tokens of virginity were not found in the young woman, then they shall bring out the young woman to the door of her father's house, and the men of her city shall stone her to death with stones, because she has wrought folly in Israel by playing the harlot in her father's house; so you shall purge the evil from the midst of you.' '
'You're telling me you purged your evil daughter from your life by hiding her away, leaving her sick and alone and—'
He covered his ears, rocked faster. 'No. I saved her from being stoned to death—stoned as we do so today. With sideway looks and whispers. I
I nodded, understanding his ridiculous logic and feeling sick to my stomach. 'Okay. I get it.'
He looked at me and smiled. 'I knew you would.'
The man truly didn't have a clue that
While Rankin resumed his prayers over his wife's body, I called Jeff on B.J.'s phone—and offered him another odd caller ID to wonder about, the third since the case started. 'Who is this?' he said sharply.
'Me.'
'Abby, where are you?'
'At the church.'
'We're at this log cabin, found your car in the garage and—'
'Would you come? I need you.'
'You're in trouble?' He was sounding a little panicked—unusual for Jeff. 'I'll have dispatch send a squad car.'
'I'm okay. Police and ambulance are already on the way. Just get here.'
'DeShay,' I heard him call away from the phone. 'I got her on the line. Let's go.'
What I liked most about this last call to him on a strange phone was that he never hung up, even when he could hear the chaos around me as police and paramedics crashed into the office. He just said he needed to keep the connection open.
Thirty minutes later, I was sitting in the soft chair with B.J.'s phone still pressed to one ear when a paramedic came over and started parting my hair, examining my head.
'What are you doing?' I asked.
'It's about the dried blood on your neck, ma'am. Looks like it came from a—'
'Ouch!' I cried as he fingered the spot where I'd been hit with the gun grip.
'You might need a few stitches. What happened?'
'Yeah, what happened?' came Jeff's voice over the line.
'Just a little smack on the head. Didn't even know I was bleeding until now.'
'You sure you're okay?' Jeff asked.
'It's nothing,' I answered.
'I'll decide for myself. We just pulled in.'
When Jeff strode into the office, he tried to use that damn little cut to make me leave and get stitched up. But if Rankin was talking and making any sense at all, I wanted to hear what he had to say and I told Jeff as much.
'Okay, where's the suspect?' Jeff asked one of the patrol officers who'd responded to the 9-1-1 call.
'Library. Thought you'd want to transport him. Ms. Rose says this is your case. Couple uniforms on him, but he just keeps crying. You might consider a suicide watch when you get to the jail.'
'Thanks,' Jeff said. 'DeShay, Abby. Let's do it.'
With only starlight coming in through the stained-glass ceiling, the library seemed far less welcoming. Not that anything about this church was all that welcoming anymore.
The pastor was seated in the study area, hands cuffed behind him. He was motionless for the first time all night, staring into space, his cheeks wet with tears—which I liked a whole lot better than what I'd seen on his face after he gunned down his wife.
The two officers flanking him nodded at Jeff and DeShay.
Jeff read the pastor his Miranda rights, then said, 'Are you willing to tell us everything, Pastor?'
'Yes.'
'Do you want a lawyer with you?'
He shook his head no.
'Then we'll take you downtown so we can record our conversation. Again, do you understand your rights, sir?'
Rankin stared at Jeff with red-rimmed eyes. 'I understand God's will, that this is His plan for me. But I want her there.' He nodded at me.
I blinked in surprise.
'You got your wish,' Jeff said.
The interview room at HPD was bigger than the one in Huntsville Prison, but still pretty bare-bones. Taping and videoing had been set up, the pastor waived his Miranda rights again and Jeff, the pastor and I sat around a table that I wished had been bigger. Though I wanted to be here, I didn't want to be too close to this guy.
Jeff stated for the record the date, time and who was present, then said, 'Pastor, do you wish to give a statement at this time?'
'Can I begin with when I first met B.J.?' he asked. 'That's what started everything.'
'Begin wherever you want. But can we have full names, please?' Jeff leaned back, arms folded, a wad of gum already going.
The pastor looked at me. 'B.J. is Byron James Thompson. He came to me in need many years ago, not knowing I had great trouble in my own heart that night. I believed his arrival at such a dark moment was a sign that God had sent him.'
'The night he murdered Amanda Mason?' I said, unsure whether I was supposed to ask questions. Jeff said nothing, didn't shake his head or anything, so I assumed I was okay.
'That's right. Remember how you brought the light with you when you came to question us last week?' He smiled. 'I knew then you would find out. You see, I was wrong about B.J. But you? You were on a mission. God is with you, Abby Rose.'
I shifted uneasily. 'Okay. Back to the night B.J. showed up after he shot Amanda Mason and asked for your guidance.'
'He came in off the street,' Rankin said, beginning to rock.
Uh-oh. I hoped he could hold it together, stay halfway coherent.
'You didn't know him?' Jeff asked.
'He was a complete stranger. So upset, so angry with himself and seeking God's forgiveness. I was very troubled about Sara, and it seemed we had much to offer each other in the way of comfort.'
'Troubled because you knew she loved Lawrence?' I asked.
'You see why I wanted you here, Abby Rose? There are things you don't understand. She
She'd told them the truth. What a huge mistake. I said, 'You must have been devastated... desperate,' pretending to sympathize to keep him talking.
'Yes. And it is in our desperation that Satan finds a way inside us. B.J.'s arrival was the answer to a prayer —or so we thought. We were wrong. I know that now. Abby Rose, you came and showed me the way.'
This guy was slap-assed crazy. I might be persistent about my cases and adamant that justice be served, but I wasn't God's messenger. If you asked me, Rankin just needed an excuse to end the major guilt trip he'd been on for a couple of decades.