Mardock Scramble

“I need someone disposable. Like your past. Each time you discard your past you become sharper, like a razor. This is the same. I want to be absolutely sure.”

Shell made a broad gesture.

“Use one of our nest eggs. I’ll give you the key code later. I’ll be looking forward to receiving good news.”

And then, out of nowhere…

“It’s strange.”

Shell became serious and looked at one of his hands.

“When I was looking at the article, one of my fingers started throbbing—even though I couldn’t remember the girl. I must have been planning on wearing the girl on it. A new Blue Diamond. And yet…”

He rubbed the ring finger on his left hand,

“Was she really such a special girl that I was planning on wearing her on this finger? So special that I wanted to turn her into an engagement ring? Or was it just a passing fancy with no particular reason behind it?” he asked himself in a low voice. Boiled couldn’t answer. It wasn’t a question that anyone could answer.

“The memory of a woman—that’s always the first thing to go. It’s always the thing that stresses me out the most,” Shell said. “Women try to destroy my mind. Why’s that? They’re just women, right?”

Shell laughed as he spoke. A self-mocking laugh.

“All it takes is a twenty-gram bullet and a person will die,” Boiled whispered in a low voice.

Shell nodded and laughed sharply before putting his Chameleon Sunglasses on. The glasses that changed color with the passing of time were now a deep violet. Like the color of Shell’s pain. A forgetfulness that could never be undone. That sort of pain.

“Send me the ring. I’m counting on you.”

Shell finished speaking, then disappeared.

Boiled stared silently at the newspaper cutting on the counter.

“Looks like we’ll be meeting again, Oeufcoque,” he muttered in a subdued tone, out of Shell’s earshot.

?

The Doctor had just finished the last of his work on the display when Balot entered the office with Oeufcoque on her shoulder.

“Can we put off Balot’s court appearance, do you think?” Oeufcoque asked in a surprisingly plain tone of voice.

The Doctor, taken aback, replied, “You’re joking, right, Oeufcoque? You know what I’ve just done? Yes, of course, I’ve just finished transmitting the files of her conversation with the public prosecutor—along with the petition files—to the court secretariat. We’ve just had the preliminary courtroom proceedings over the monitor. That’s like asking to put the egg back into the shell after it’s broken.”

“But the egg’s not been fried yet.”

The Doctor gave a strangled groan.

“Fine. So why not get the raw egg, the electronic data that’s just finished dashing full-speed ahead toward the government offices, and tell it that, oh, actually we haven’t decided how to cook you yet. Try doing that now at this late hour, eh?”

At this point the Doctor stopped moving. He stared fixedly at Balot’s face.

“Really? Just like that?”

I don’t believe it, his body seemed to say, as he stooped over the display to check the data that he had just sent not a minute ago. The contents of the files were empty. Pure white. Not even a destination address. Right next to them was a new set of entirely different files. He opened them and found the data—that he was sure he had just sent—copied and preserved exactly. It was like magic.

“The abilities that your snarc gives you are truly incredible.”

The Doctor rose from his stooped posture and looked straight at Balot.

“There’s no one I’ve known who’s been able to manipulate electricity at this level. Or perhaps I should say no one has ever existed. The velocity of the electricity usually blows one’s mind. In your case, even though almost your whole body is accelerated to such a high level, you’re completely unaffected and it’s working perfectly. Amazing. Still…”

Balot wouldn’t raise her eyes. Her face was downcast, expressionless.

“Will you explain to me if there’s any relation between the fact that, on the one hand, it’s less than three hundred hours since your operation and you’re defying the boundaries of your threshold of consciousness, and on the other hand you refuse to appear in court? Do you want to shut yourself away in this hideaway—this shell—forever?”

Balot shook her head sideways. In small, repeated movements. And that was the extent of her answer.

On her shoulder Oeufcoque looked at the Doctor with a troubled face.

“She’s like a mascot, isn’t she, Oeufcoque?”

The Doctor spoke in a severe tone of voice. Balot raised her eyes with a jolt. But in the corner of Balot’s field of vision Oeufcoque calmly shrugged his shoulders. He stood there as if to say that this was his job, to look like a charming little stuffed animal.

The Doctor sighed, tired.

“She’s nominated us as Trustees, with responsibility for this case. She has to give the courtroom a satisfactory account—and response—regarding what happened. Have you explained this to the girl properly? Unless we do this, we can’t take a step further, and all there is left to do is sit and wait for the enemy to send his assassins.”

At that moment there was a pinging noise. The doorbell-like sound that signaled the arrival of an incoming data packet.

The data packet he had mailed a minute ago had just bounced back, target address unknown.

The Doctor peered in at the display dubiously. And with his other hand he pushed his glasses up in surprise.

–I have nobody, nowhere.

The message floated up as a single line of text.

This was Balot’s response. As if to say that this was the one thing she knew for certain.

“You mean that you can’t trust us?”

The Doctor’s voice was much gentler than before. Not ingratiating, but as if to say that at last he understood where she was coming from.

Balot shook her head.

Another ping.

–I’m afraid.

The Doctor was about to say something. Then another pinging sound.

–I don’t want to be betrayed.

The unaddressed mail had these messages, one by one.

“By no means are we going to betray you. We’ll use all our power to help solve this case. That’s right, isn’t it, Oeufcoque? Whatever dangers we come across…”

But Oeufcoque wouldn’t answer. He merely stood there, face deeply troubled.

“Hey, say something, will you?”

Another ping.

–You were both peeping at me for ages.

The Doctor opened his mouth in surprise. A further chime.

–The two of you brought me back to life, then raped me.

The Doctor read this with an astonished expression, then sat back down in the chair, drained of strength.

“Raped?”

Balot hung her head in shame. It wasn’t like she was trying to forcefully impart a message—more like words