From the corner of his eye, Pham saw Silipan shrug apologetically at Jau Xin. They all figured Pham was a fraud, but he was well liked. His tales might be tall, but they were very entertaining. The trouble with Trud Silipan was he didn’t know when to stop goading. Now the fellow was probably trying to think of some way to make amends.
“Yes,” said Silipan, “there aren’t many of us who report directly to the Podmaster. And I’ll tell you something about Qiwi Lin Lisolet.” He looked around to see just who else was in the parlor. “You know I manage the zipheads for Reynolt—well, we provide support for Ritser Brughel’s snoops. I talked to the boys over there. Our Miss Lisolet is on their hot list. She’s involved in more scams than you can imagine.” He gestured at the furniture. “Where do you think this plastic comes from? Now that she’s got Pham’s old job, she’s down on the rockpile all the time. She’s diverting production to people like Benny.”
One of the others waggled a Diamonds and Ice drink bulb at Silipan. “You seem to be enjoying your share, Trud.”
“You know that’s not the point. Look. These are community resources that she and the likes of Benny Wen are messing with.” There were solemn nods from around the table. “Whatever accidental good it does, it’s still theft from the common weal.” His eyes went hard. “In the Plague Time there weren’t many greater sins.”
“Yes, but the Podmasters know about it. It’s not doing any great harm.”
Silipan nodded. “True. They are tolerating it for now.” His smile turned sly. “For maybe as long as she’s sleeping with Podmaster Nau.” That was another rumor that had been going around.
“Look, Pham. You’re Qeng Ho. But basically you’re a military man. That’s an honorable profession, and it sets you high, no matter what your origin. You see, there are moral levels to society.” Silipan was clearly lecturing from the received wisdom. “At the top are the Podmasters, statesmen I guess you’d call them. Below that are the military leaders, and underneath the leaders are the staff planners, the technicians, and the armsmen. Underneath that… are vermin of different categories: fallen members of the useful categories, persons with a chance of fitting back in the system. And below them are the factory workers and farmers. And at the very bottom—combining the worst aspects of all the scum—are the peddlers.” Silipan smiled at Pham. Evidently he felt he was being flattering, that he had set Pham Trinli among the naturally noble. “Traders are the eaters of dead and dying, too cowardly to steal by force.”
Even Trinli’s cover persona should choke on this analysis. Pham blustered, “I’ll have you know the Qeng Ho has been in its present form for thousands of years, Silipan. That’s hardly the mark of failure.”
Silipan smiled with cordial sympathy. “I know it’s hard to accept this, Trinli. You’re a good man, and it’s right to be loyal. But I think you’re coming to understand. The peddlers will always be with us, whether they’re selling unlicensed food in an alley or lurking between the stars. The star-going ones call themselves a civilization, but they’re just the rabble that hangs around the edges of true civilizations.”
Pham grunted. “I don’t think I’ve ever been flattered and insulted so much all at the same time.”
They all laughed, and Trud Silipan seemed to think his lecture had somehow cheered Trinli. Pham finished his little story without further interruption. Talk drifted on to speculation about Arachna’s spider creatures. Ordinarily, Pham would soak up these stories with well-concealed enthusiasm. Today, his lack of attention was not an act. His gaze drifted back to the parlor’s bar table. Benny and Qiwi were half out of sight now, arguing about some deal. Mixed in with all the Emergent insanity, Trud Silipan did have a few things right. Over the last couple of years, an underground had bloomed here. It wasn’t the violent subversion of Jimmy Diem’s conspiracy. In the minds of the Qeng Ho participants it wasn’t a conspiracy at all, merely getting on with business. Benny and his father and dozens of others were routinely bending and even violating Podmaster dicta. So far Nau hadn’t retaliated; so far, the Qeng Ho underground had improved the situation for almost everyone. Pham had seen this sort of thing happen once or twice before—when Qeng Ho couldn’t trade as free human beings, and couldn’t run, and couldn’t fight.
Little Qiwi Lin Lisolet was at the center of it all. Pham’s gaze rested on her wonderingly. For a moment, he forgot to glower. Qiwi had lost so much. By some standards of honor, she had sold out. Yet here she was, awake Watch on Watch, in a position to do deals in all directions. Pham bit back the fond smile he felt growing on his lips, and frowned at her. If Trud Silipan or Jau Xin ever knew how he really felt about Qiwi Lisolet, they would think him stark raving mad. If someone as clever as Tomas Nau ever understood, he might put two and two together—and that would be the end of Pham Trinli.
When Pham looked at Qiwi Lin Lisolet, he saw—more than he ever had before in his life—himself.True, Qiwi was female, and sexism was one of Trinli’s peculiarities that was not an act. But the similarities between them went deeper than gender. Qiwi had been—what, eight years old?—when she had started on this voyage. She had lived almost half her childhood in the dark between the stars, alone but for the fleet’s maintenance Watches. And now she was plunged into a totally different culture. And still she survived, and faced up to every new challenge. And she was winning.
Pham’s mind turned inward. He wasn’t listening to his drinking buddies anymore. He wasn’t even watching Qiwi Lin Lisolet. He was remembering a time more than three thousand years ago, across three centuries of his own lifetime.
Canberra. Pham had been thirteen, the youngest son of Tran Nuwen, King and Lord of all the Northland. Pham had grown up with swords and poison and intrigue, living in stone castles by a cold, cold sea. No doubt he would have ended up murdered—or king of all—if life had continued in the medieval way. But when he was thirteen everything changed. A world that had only legends of aircraft and radio was confronted by interstellar traders, the Qeng Ho. Pham still remembered the scorch their pinnaces had made of the Great Swamp south of the castle. In a single year, Canberra’s feudal politics was turned on its head.
The Qeng Ho had invested three ships in the expedition to Canberra. They had seriously miscalculated, thinking the locals would be at a much higher level of technology by the time of their arrival. But even Tran Nuwen’s realm couldn’t resupply them. Two of the ships stayed behind. Young Pham left with the third—a crazy hostage deal his father thought he was putting over on the star folk.
Pham’s last day on Canberra was cold and foggy. The trip from the castle walls down to the fen took most of the morning. It was the first time he had been allowed to see the visitors’ great ships close up, and little Pham Nuwen was on a crest of joy. There might never be a moment in Pham’s life when he had so many things wrong and backwards: The starships that loomed out of the mists were simply landing pinnaces. The tall, strange captain who greeted Pham’s father was in fact a second officer. Three subordinate steps behind him walked a young woman, her face twisted with barely concealed discomfort—a concubine? a handmaiden? The real captain, it turned out.
Pham’s father the King gave a hand signal. The boy’s tutor and his dour servants marched him across the mud, toward the star folk. The hands on his shoulders were holding tight, but Pham didn’t notice. He looked up, wondering, his eyes devouring the “starships,” trying to follow the sweeping curves of glistening maybe-metal. In a painting or a small piece of jewelry he had seen such perfection—but this was dream incarnate.
They might have gotten him aboard the pinnace before he really understood the betrayal, if it hadn’t been for Cindi. Cindi Ducanh, lesser daughter of Tran’s cousin. Her family was important enough to live at court, but not important enough to matter. Cindi was fifteen, the strangest, wildest person Pham had ever known, so strange that he didn’t even have a word for what she was—though “friend” would have sufficed.
Suddenly she was there, standing between them and the star folk. “No! It’s not right. It does no good. Don’t—” She held her hands up, as if to stop them. From the side, Pham could hear a woman shouting. It was Cindi’s mother, screaming at her daughter.
It was such a silly, stupid, hopeless gesture. Pham’s party didn’t even slow down. His tutor swung his quarterstaff in a low arc across Cindi’s legs. She went down.
Pham turned, tried to reach out to her, but now hard hands lifted him, trapped his arms and legs. His last glimpse of Cindi was her struggling up from the mud, still looking in his direction, oblivious of the axemen running toward her. Pham Nuwen never learned how much it had cost the one person who had stood up to protect him. Centuries later, he had returned to Canberra, rich enough to buy the planet even in its newly civilized state. He had probed the old libraries, the fragmented digital records of the Qeng Ho who had stayed behind. There had been nothing about the aftermath of Cindi’s action, nothing certain in the birth records of Cindi’s family forward from her time. She and what she had done and what it had cost were simply insignificant in the eyes of time.
Pham was swept up, carried quickly forward. He had a brief vision of his brothers and sisters, young men and women with cold, hard faces. Today, one very small threat was being removed. The servants stopped briefly before Pham’s father the King. The old man—forty years old, actually—stared down at him briefly. Tran had always been a
